you were the moon, silver and serene,
orbiting my star in the vast unseen,
ww danced in celestial reverie,
two souls entwined in eternity.
ethereal nights, where time stood still,
we wove our dreams with tender skill,
each word, a constellation we cast,
a universe of moments too perfect to last.
but i, the shadow, the lingering storm,
brought chaos to your tranquil form,
a poison i didnt know i poured,
a wound i didnt know you bore.
now you are gone, a phantom glow,
an echo of light i’ll never know,
and ii remain, a relic, forlorn,
a keeper of memories, hollow and worn.
i wander through friendships, faces anew,
they laugh, they love, they call my name,
vut in their warmth, ifeel the same
empty, hollow, a vessel unwhole,
a drifting star with a fractured soul.
perhaps i was cruel, the toxin, the bane,
the weight in your heart, the cause of your pain.
was iever good, or just a façade?
a tempest cloaked in a smile’s charade?
i am trapped in the past, unable to flee,
bound by the chains of what used to be.
the memories cling, they whisper and weep,
their voices haunting the silence i keep.
iwish i could turn back the celestial tide,
to the nights where you stood by my side,
to hold the time, to freeze its flow,
to never let the fractures grow.
but you have flown to brighter spheres,
where pain dissolves, and love adheres.
i hope you’ve found a kinder sun,
a softer light to call you home.
now for me, i drift in the endless night,
a lonely star, dimmed of its light,
hoping one day, the cosmos will see,
the better person i just long to be.
i’m sorry.
