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Jet Feb 2018
There I was
maybe 2 miles away from home
I could turn back if I wanted to
It wasn't too late
Heart Racing
Palms Sweating
I could turn back I thought
but my legs just kept going
It felt like I had no control over them
They just kept going
then I thought I wanted to go back
but my brain was telling me to run
leave everyone
leave everything
but my heart was telling me to go back
resolve problems and become happy
I still continued to run
Nothing would change my mind
Until my issues were chasing me
Now I'm running from it
Someone help
I can't breathe
There's this cramp in my gut
I can't keep running
I can't
Im not fast enough
I can't escape my problems
I can't hide my fears
Im slowly suffocating
There's no one around to help me
I dont know what to do
I can't run anymore
All my problems are slowly,
painfully,
killing me
no one can save me


but myself
no one can solve my problems but myself
RebelGirl Feb 2018
1 cut
2 cuts
3 cuts
4 how many more til i hit the floor
5 cuts
6 cuts
7 cuts
8 tell me to stop that's just great
like it is going to help you yelling at me
for ruining my body
that we already know I don't give 2 ***** about anymore
and also weather I die or live
2 months later
I live on with the only regret of not picking up the phone before I picked up that god ****** blade
this is how i felt when my mom found out that i was a cutter i have been clean for 2 months now and am doing awesome!
Jessie Schwartz Feb 2018
Emerald Rain…by Jessie  05/06

Emerald rain from heavens skies; sparkle in the sun.

Millions of them all alike, all except for one.

One drop, unlike the rest; special and stands alone.

Squeezed out from an Angels eyes; greener than the stone.

In the drop, a seed of hope, planted from the fall.

A way to change and rectify, the damage done by all.

From one seed, the world changed.

Hate replaced by love.

Harmonious states of happiness;

Showered down, from up above.

No Angel knows which one of them, sent that single tear.

That switched the course of human life.

For all the coming years.

Once in every thousand years, the Angels gather round.

Look upon the state of man, while faces turn to frowns.

Sadden by the damage; all the Angels cry.

Emerald drops of rain, falling from their eyes.

One Angel carries the sacred tear.
Which saves us from our sins.

That cast away the damage.

And saves us once again.
Sam Feb 2018
Sleepless nights, go away
      I came to your life
     and I’m here to stay
When everything shatters
and feelings start to decay
Know you’re never alone
I’ll head with you to the fray
   With my soul on the line
I’ll **** for you, I’ll fight, I’ll pray
      You’re my precious
I’ll preserve you night and day
I’ll hug the darkness out of you
  hold your hand all the way
    In this cold cruel world
we can be each others’ getaway
   The shoulders to cry on
the resort to seek in bad-day
Don’t let life change your gorgeous self
          don’t just obey
       Be fierce and wild
  own it and make life your play
Cuz even though you been through hell everyday
You’re truly beautiful
you are my sun ray
Tishka Jan 2018
When you choose to end it all
I hope you remember me
I hope that I gave you something good enough
Something at least

When you choose to end it all
I hope it’s not because you are alone
I hope you can know that you still have so much here
You don’t have to do this on your own

When you choose to end it all
I hope you don’t
I hope you sleep

And when you’re given the choice
To sit out or dance
I hope you dance
Dearest Jounaid,
I do hope you like this, if you read it. It was inspired by you in a sense. Not the content itself, but more the message.

All the affection,
Tishka
vianca Jan 2018
I am splintered
      Into thousands
Of fragments
      and lost in the void
Of my own self.
      Pieces of me
Were found
      In soulless places
And where my mind rests.
      I hope to find
The solace that I sought
      In the void
Where I’ll be.
      To rest in darkness
And to disappear into
      The abyss.
H Phone Jan 2018
Let me out of this prison
I am in incredible pain
Everything is falling apart
Save me please
An acrostic is typically a poem where the first letter of each line forms a word or a sentence.
Morning Jan 2018
You remember that one time... You remember? When you were alone in that one place, with that little bottle,
it was half full. You remember?
I was there as you cried alone in that dark room whispering, "You have no meaning here in this life".
One By One they entered you but if you truly wanted to die, you would have taken a hand full.  
You remember.
And as much as I hate you, I don't really want to see you go. Our life is fun sometimes, don't you know.
So once again,
I save us...

Yes, I know you really want to go but if there is a GOD, she'll see your pain and take you home.
Samantha Jan 2018
Everyday I watch,
my eyes filled with silent horror.
I watch myself become
smaller and smaller.
All by your hands.
I beg,
to be heard, to be understood.
To be treated kindly.
I beg,
for you to see the hurt,
the destruction written all over my face.
I beg for you to love me,
to keep me safe, to protect me.
And everyday,
things don't change.
And I beg for help from my new position,
closer to the edge.
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