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Melili Feb 2018
I trusted you,
by your good advice.
But now I know,
how you feel beside me.

I trusted you,
but you stab my back,
one by one.
Not just once,
but more than twice.

I trusted you,
but now your words
mean nothing to me,
because your action
spoke the truth.

I trusted you,
but this going to end.
Because I know,
I can't trust you anymore.
You were the only person that I can trust. But you action make me feel you lies in me. You promise me that will never leave you, no matter what. And you are the first person that leave in my life. You said to me that I was the Cutest girl that you ever know. And now you said another girl she is more cute. Can i trust you again?
Melili Nov 2017
To my brain: "It's sad when the person who mean a lot to you is now becoming a stranger in you life."
Friends and heart: "Try to talk to him, try to fix your mistake, try to tell him what you feel for them, try everything to not let them go."
Me: " I did try, but nothing works. Everything it goes wrong."
This is for my beloved one. He leave me because I was not good for him, but at least let be friends. We now don't talk a single hi. I don't know what to do. Tell me what should i do. Should i let go?
Melili Jan 2018
When I die,
don't you dare to come to my grave
to tell me how much you love me
and how much you miss me,
because those are the words
I want to hear
while I'm still alive.

I gave you a lot of opportunity.
And I gave a lot of time,
for you to come.
But you never did.

Now don't you dare
to send me flower too
when I'm dead
Would you cry if I wasn't here anymore? I always was waiting for you to come and tell me that you love me. But I think, I waited to long for you and now I am dead inside.
Melili Jan 2018
I had with you 10 years of friendship.
Now a couple days ago I had started
to feel not loved by you more and more.
You had changed a lot,
you became more ******.
I want to ask you,  why?
Why did you decide to change now?
Why didn't you come to comfort me,
At the time I needed you the most
Why are you still lying if you know is true?
You hurt my heart everyday more and more.
I was the one who introduced my friends to you.
And now you left me, with all my friends.
This is for my best friend who broke my heart for my other friends. She literally left me. Now she is with my friends. They always leave me behind. She didn't stop being my friends, because she know without me she will not have a better life now. And she said to me, that she is petty of me. What a joke. I'm so **** of myself.
liv Oct 2017
her
the pain i had
i heard her voice
"i love you"
i noticed:
they belonged together
Dyan Santiago Oct 2017
you're probably dating someone right now and you have no idea that you're just wasting your time 'cause you are going to be mine anyway,

I'm sorry.

but thank you, for not coming too soon, for giving me time to grow, to be better, to deserve you

don't get me wrong, love.
I'm dying to know you
I'm dying to tell you how my day went
I'm dying to tell you stories—I always have a story to tell, I hope you won't get tired of listening
I'm dying to hear your voice
I'm dying to feel your warmth
I'm dying to feel your love
I'm dying to feel

I am just not ready yet
I am broken, and I do not want you to fix me
I am lost, and I do not want you to find me
I want you to meet me halfway, love,
when everything falls back into place
LifeExplorer Sep 2017
It's been 2 years since you said goodbye
I still remember how I last touched your hand
like it's my most prized possession
and how I looked into your eyes like it was the reason I'm breathing

been dreaming almost everyday that you'll soon change your mind
Let our bodies touch and intertwine
Tell me you love me not only everyday but for the rest of your life
but that was nothing but a dream.

I still think about you and I've been missing you everyday
I miss us and how happy I was
Please comeback and love me again
Please don't let me remain forsaken
Chloe M Teng Jul 2017
"Mama... Mama!"

Mama sometimes doesn't wake up when I want her to.
Mama must be dreaming about the ocean.

And there are waves in the ocean.
And the waves are outside my window.
And I hear them.

Swoosh... swoosh... swoosh...

I draw the waves for Mama everyday.
They are squiggly and big,
like the messy lines on Mama's forehead.
Mama's forehead is big, big!
And the waves are big, big like Mama's forehead!

They are blue like the sky.
The sky is blue because blue is your favourite colour.
I like blue too, because Mama loves blue.

I want Mama to know that there are waves outside our house.

I can hear them swooshing outside the window.

Papa says: "It's just the wind."
But he's wrong, Mama.
Wind doesn't swoosh like a wave does.

I know, because I hear it.

You hear it too, right, Mama?
And you dream about the waves too.

And in your dream, the waves are swooshing outside your window.

They are squiggly and they fill our room with the big ocean.
They can even touch the sky.

And the window can't hold the ocean anymore,
and their hands go-
BAM!

Mama mama,
The waves are coming into our house.
Wake up.
They're coming.

They're coming in Mama.
The room is so small, and the ocean is so big.

Wake up.

Isn't blue our favourite colour?
Don't you want to see the blue sky again?

The waves outside our window are coming in.

And you sleep like they don't.

Mama.
Do you know?
I can hear the waves in you
Deep, deep inside you.
They are big, big like your forehead.

Bigger than the bed you are lying on.

Sometimes
you don't wake up when I want you to,
But it's okay.

Mama must be dreaming about the ocean again.
Chloe M Teng Jun 2017
It bends like
A joint would,
Swaying in the wind’s
Play, as would a joint
Be swayed by the fingers
Of the smoker.

But it is not harmful,
Though you would take them as one.
When the sun sets
In golden dips,
It turns into something
Beautiful.
Chloe M Teng Apr 2017
Eyes closed;
Pathetic fallacy, I suppose
Raining stains on foggy windows
I left my heart outside.

Reminiscing
Under the evening shadows
And it plays on the radio
Echoing sounds of tomorrow.

Liesbeleid,
Don't you ever stop to know
I think of you dearly so
As the rain showers
And my coffee turns cold
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