Born in different worlds we became unalike people
Its funny they say opposites attract but really it should have been illegal
Cause sometimes our differences make it painful to stay
We laugh and chat but I have to disguise my pain
Whenever I'm sad I reminisce about our past and ignore why I am mad
I give you reasons and covers, throw my feelings in the trash
Its not your fault cause I never say
But why cant you recognise how miserable I am some days
Why did I ever let it get this bad?
Is it you or is it me that I'm disappointed at

By Lunar

I cut off my feet
at the ankles


so as to ensure
they never set foot
in my mouth again.

Just tell me,
"Why do I always have to save you?"
Of all people, why me not Jenny?
Just why would they blame me?
Am I not enough for mommy and daddy?
Why must you sacrifice me?

Whoever thought the fly was the prey,

never thought it was a diversion..

The sacrifice of one
                                         for the many...

So many wings flying through threads...

till the spider free falled to the death

                                            of inevitable fate...

What an undying love he has for me that he, my almighty king would suffer and die for me. being spat on, having a crown of thorns piercing into his flesh, being whipped like cattle, being forced to bare the burden of carrying my cross up Calvary, being nailed hand and foot to cross feeling the nails driving into his  flesh with every blow of the hammer yes what an undying love he has for me that my almighty king would suffer and die for me