Used to stay up till she'd fallen asleep,
Used to talk about the secrets of the universe,
Used to talk about the color of the ant.
Used to move and laugh
Used to sit together, happy in a silence.
Look at us now.
Use to fall asleep while she's up,
cause
Don't use to talk about our worries,
Don't use to talk about our interests.
Don't use to laugh at crazy nothings
Don't use to have the same happy silence.
And the crazy long kisses.
It means that you feel the same?
You are the saddest person I know.
You are the most beautiful person.
You are still the only one.
I don't know what has changed.
I don't know if it's just your sadness.
I don't know if it's me.
Would love to help you.
Would love to be here with you.
Would love to know if I still have you.
But
Do you want my help?
Do you want me to be next to you?
Do you feel like a part of me?
Life is cruel.
It's hard to live for you, I know.
It's the unknown pain for me, I know.
It feels better to be alone, I know.
But
You need to understand
That I only want to help you,
That I want to see smile on you,
That I would give the world to you,
That I'm here for you,
That I just want to be with you.
That I don't understand where are you.
I love you.
It's hard to explain, but it is right from my heart. This time I don't know how to feel about her. I have so much on my mind, it's so painful, it hurts. And pain like this, when it's kept in you for so long, needs to be released. I usually release it by drawing, but it returns every time and is stronger and stronger. So I decided to write a poem this time. Hope you will understand my feelings thanks to this.
