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Jodie LindaMae Nov 2015
I will spend the rest of my days
Praying that the decision to ruin us
Was the right one.
crackedheart Nov 2015
when will i get to see
a world no longer scared?
scared because it scares itself,
scared because of hatred.

why can't we change the world?
because we can't change ourselves
is it too hard to ask for love?
is it too hard to change?

how did all this happen in the blink of an eye?
how did the world suddenly collapse?
collapse in a way it seemed like it could never
ever be fixed again

where will this bring us?
to a place of peace or war?
where will we see ourselves?
as of now, nowhere *far
the series of horrifying events happening in the world scares me, please send your prayers out to the world
pluto Nov 2015
3:04 AM
hey are you up

3:04 AM
i need to see you... or talk to you

3:05 AM
or at least know you're there

3:07 AM
you're probably sleeping...or with someone else who matters

3:07 AM
I know we haven't talked in a long time but I really need you right now

3:08 AM
remember when I told you about my really bad days and how I think the world is about to crumble any second and the sun will never rise again and all the planes flying over my house are going to crash right into it and how every car on the road seems like its about to slam right into mine and how i'm terrified of everyone and everything?

3:09 AM
yea thats what happening right now

3:09 AM
look i need you to ******* pay attention to me right now you ******* owe me

3:09 AM
I'm sorry i didnt mean that i just really ******* need you

3:09 AM
please

3:09 AM
are you there

3:10 AM
do you care
Shweta Darji Oct 2015
When I put my hands together
And ask for goodness
I wonder if anyone is there
If I'm only imagining
If I was taught to imagine
A higher being
When I put my hands together
And ask for goodness
In the world
In my life
I receive nothing
So I wonder
Is anyone there to heed to me
Or is it all imagination
Amelia Pearl Sep 2015
If you lie and I believe, just as long as I'm breathing, I'll stay.

And if you fall I'll pick you up and if I call you dont pick up I'll stay.

And if you're too moody to talk,
If I finally feel like giving up.
I'll keep in mind that I'm no better.
Its just one of those days.

But your lies were beautiful, they kept me intact.
They held me tight When I was being attacked.
And there's lots of people in this world, but you're an alien I know,
you're an angel dressed as a demon and I was the monster that needed healing.

I was a dog, alone and cold,
abused and scared of this big old world. But you were the light,
you guided me,
introducing me to prayers and anxiety.
Ntsika H Sep 2015
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We're an endless supply of love.
We're heartbeats full of life.
We're souls that are somewhat unfathomable.
We're Christian spirited, but our minds are centered to the world.

It's crazy because, Love says go on.
Heartbeats still strong.
Souls long for ours to hold on.
Spirits lift us in prayer so we stay together.

But our minds... They don't mind if we find another, so our minds wander and let us discover something other, than one another, so we cover one another thinking there is a better other, knowing that, someone like her, there ain't no other.

Our minds have to be the most  disrespectful ***** in our body. It feeds on problems and issues to fulfill it's need to explore. It breaks your heart, crushes your soul and makes you think your prayers go unanswered.
Every heartbreak, every crushed soul and every unanswered prayer is exactly how your body becomes a slayer of others. Under the sheets of "I'll never be loved again" and laying on a pillow of "I'll only love her for the evening."
With her clothes on the floor screaming "You said you wouldn't do that again."
She never heard screams on top of her screams cause he was on top of her, and just for the night he was King of the world as he literally rocked her world, in her house, her bed.. And now, her walls look at her like she's a *****, cause guys are in and out like she's their local store, and she thinks she's a Queen.
Nah, she's just a peasant mopping up the Queen's mess, cause when the Queen stopped *******, she only just started.

Cause a King eats from more than one plate thinking he's more of a man for eating more, but what it makes him more of is less of a man, and from this lesson he'll never learn, until his Queen hits the streets and leaves...
Then his heart, his soul, his spirit and his mind will drown in his own pile of crap, in the toilet he crapped in... Then... Then he'll feel what it's like to be a Royal Flush.
Mysterious Aries Aug 2015
High breed they've said
They just don't know how often we've prayed
Our knee was so severely wounded
Pleading Him to erase this delusions' that we've been bounded

Lunatic! They've always called us
Pushing ourselves to wished to be among with the  dust
The crazies' they've said making fun of us
Now we don't know whom do we trust

We tried to live in a masks
But to no avail still our head been crashed
Now' we live in a cage like an animal
Away from home' near to suicidal

High breed they've said again
Instead of helping they don't want us to  begin
We are like a child being bullied
Their thumping words trained us to be stupid

Though some giving us good words' for our hearts be encourage
But don't make any difference now' we are very deeply engaged
Lunatic' crazy' high breed' why just broke our hearts?
If you can please! just tear our body and soul apart...


written: August 19, 2014 - 7:30 am

mysterious aries
My Schizophrenia Poem #13
Wretched Jul 2015
Madasalin akong tao.
Pagmulat pa lang ng aking mga mata
sa aking unang hinga,
sa pagbuka ng aking mga bibig,
ngalan Niya na ang unang lumalabas,
ngalan Niya na ang aking binibigkas.
Sa bawat umagang gumising ako
na wala ka sa'king tabi,
mas lumalakas ang aking mga dasal.
Umaalingawngaw sa apat na sulok
ng aking silid ang iyong mga alaala.
Yung tipong aabutin ng ilang
dekada bago aking
malimutan ang tinig ng iyong
mahihinhing mga salita.
Ako'y madasaling tao.
Sa ilang beses ko ng
Isinigaw sa langit ang iyong mga
ginawa para mapamahal ka sakin
bakit tila aking pakiramdam
hindi Niya ako naririnig?
Sa ilang beses kong hiniling
na makasama ka,
sa bawat araw na nasa isipan kita,
kulang pa ang mga senyales
na ibinibigay Niya.
Nakakatawa nga lang dahil
hindi ko naman tinanong kung
Pwede pa bang
ika'y mapa sakin
Pero bakit sumasagot
na Siya agad
Na parang hindi maaari?
Pero itinutuloy ko pa rin
ang aking pagdadasal
at baka sakaling mapag bigyan.
Hanggang sa umabot ako
sa lugar na
sa aking pakiramdam
hindi naman sapat ang
pagbulong ng dasal.
Na hindi na sapat na
iiyak ko na lang
lahat sa mga paa ng imahe Niya.
Na dapat siguro
hindi lang saming dalawa ng Diyos
ang aking mga hinihiling.
Aking gagawing dasal
Ang iyong pangalan
hanggang sa mabingi ako
sa bulong ng bawat santo.
Hanggang sa masunog ang dila ko
Sa *Amen
ng bawat pari ng simbahan.
Hanggang sa malunod ako
sa mga dugong luha
na iniyak ng birhen.
Kailangan ko lang
na iparamdaman Nila
na ako'y naririnig.
Kahit ang aking mga pinaka
tahimik na sigaw para sa pangalan Niya.
Isisigaw ko ang bawat rason
kung bakit labis na
Minahal kita.
Ngunit ako'y nagbabakasali lamang,
alam kong hindi lang ako
ang Kanyang anak
pero sana
kahit isang beses lamang
sa milyong daan kong pagsabi
ng pangalan mo sa Kanya,
kahit isa lamang sa
kung sino man ang nasa itaas;
nagbabakasakali lang akong umabot
sa langit ang aking mga dalangin.
Hanggang sa mahalin mo ako
magiging madasalin akong tao.
Ignatius Hosiana Jun 2015
So you've been here ridden on your bed
So alive and in pain just feeling dead
With thoughts crawling in your head
Wondering why It's you that's bled
So much in this God forsaken earth
Questioning every bit of your worth
So you've been lying here 'cause your leg
Present in its numbness is a mere peg
You're probably pondering the feeling
I have, wondering if It's as chilling
If seeing a friend like you lay helpless
Is touching as much or aches less
Well, I cannot begin to know your pain
But as a longtime friend and brother
It hurts watching you lie here rather
Than being with us out there roaming
The streets,I pray you get better so that once again
We can sweep the town in pride & go storming
Our usual pubs as we always did at dusk
I hope it really isn't too much to ask.
I've written this for James Eric, a friend whose leg as I have just discovered was operated but It's seemingly not getting any better .
I hope all of you join me in praying for him for he and his Mama have had lots of challenges, can't imagine adding on this too to the plate.
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