Today the breath of life suffocates me
And the poison I poured
Makes me ask
If it is too much.
I feel a shadow in my head
That wants more
A craving
For a taste
Poison used for medicine
To heal by forgetting
And living in present
Without the burden of feeling
What an awful sensation:
The sense of touch;
After holding of another
Is learned,
The body never forgets,
And the only thing
That gives the senses in my skin
Amnesia of touching
Is the poison I pour,
But it’s never enough.
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