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anna Dec 2017
i have been through lifetimes of trouble
in the sixteen years i have been graced by
biology. i have learnt the power of words and
what they do to a person. i have spun webs of
silk to protect my soul from everybody around me, so much so
that i fear i may never reach
you.

but, when - if - i do,
i swear to you that i will expand my parameters, that i will
re-***** my barriers and protect you fiercely.
you will be everything to me.
to you, words will not be weapons.
to you, i will dedicate my life, no matter how small
it
may be.

because, after it all, how could i not love you?
dedicated to my future children - i may be a basket-case, but you are the thing that's better that i bequeath this world - your possible existence is all that keeps me going.
Kate Dec 2017
Conceiving you felt like death.
Slowly drowning in despair.
The pressure rising to my head.

Only in my womb for a month,
Longing for a mother
That wasn’t actually there

I heard you crying in anguish
It mocked me continuously,
You felt contaminating.

I sank to the bottom,
Laying there, lungs filled, bursting in pain
A dark presence swept over me.

There are a million ways to bleed and
You were gutted out whole
No sea water but my own tears.

She took you from me.
Or
Did I take you away from myself?  

Regret and
Heartache
Paralyzed me
Based on a painting
Reign Nov 2017
Most say the Ultimate Sacrifice is to give your life
But I look at it in a different light
To me there’s no question that this right is acknowledged as to give a life for this comes to a woman at a given price
This Alien has hijacked and invaded
Hunger increases while memories faded
Pain from limbs
Worst than any stomping of Timbs
Identities over shadowed for the creation of them
Ironic......
It takes a body to be destroyed
For creating a body that’s adored
I think that this should be an option under Sacrifice explored
The mental battle between your likes from their likes
Your wants from their wants
What’s wrong to what’s right
These invaders should place you on a royal throne
Instead some just **** you dry
Stretch you out
Risk your life
But never say thank you
You paid a price
The Ultimate Price
I guess someone did die for this Sacrifice
Motherhood Sacrifice under appreciated
My pit flew things through air

I wasn't there enough to care.

Her image haunted my thoughts but i knew nothing

And I wasn't there enough to care.

I was some where far off,
some where terrible still
but oh so different than where she held me.
I wasn't her pride.
I wasn't in her presence
even when i was.

Some where far off
I wasn't there enough to care.
and when her reign came down on me
i wasn't there.
So i tried not to care.
I dug my claws into my world.
I held my place
if I wasn't there
I couldn't care.
And I still don't look her in the eyes
but its not my head that hurts any more
its my gut.
and its my pride.
Its my heart that's solid inside.
Its those thoughts
if i could die.
This poem is about my mom, and enduring the pain of growing up with a narcissus mother...
BR Oct 2017
Your life, like white light, still ringing in brilliant clarity,
In bitter delicious memory in our minds.
-your beautiful life,
Standing out in burning silhouettes every time we close our eyes.

I write poems about you in my dreams.
I try to work it out in miserable half-sleep,
How a girl of thirteen could one day be wrapped in the arms of her parents,
and the next,
Immured in cold earth without mercy.

You cannot be gone.
You are so **** young.

You never met a heart you didn’t mark with the splendor of your beauty,
That outrageous, unique, chromatic personality,
Resplendent by nature,
Demure in humility.

Do you hear me where you are?
Sitting in glory at the feet of God?

Your parents will see you when they come Home.

I know that we’ll see you when we all come Home.
Laurel Leaves Sep 2017
Escape
My belly emerges above the ripple in the water
While the rainbow hue of small delicate bubbles pop the moment they make contact with my skin
Exposed the goose bumps grow around my areolas
I think of the small toes
Bumping, tickling the inside of me
While a heart beat
Moves rhythmically with me
How the butterflies sing me to sleep when
Her eyes glow
A burdening row of uncontrollable
Addicting
Protection
I watch as his fingers trace the porcelain
The water cascades in
Roaring, boiling
My lips purse together
While the steam
Emerges from the ends of the mug
Water dripping down my shoulders
Pooling at the ends of my hair
Breathing deeply
Embody
Eternity
Dreams recently
Jake Griffith Sep 2017
A crying infant,
hushed by the soft,
murderous hands
of an angel
doing nothing
more than abiding by
the laws of State.
A State
that will soon
put out
an amber alert
for a would-be child
that will never be found.

A grieving woman
in an era of
naivete and lies
cannot be suspect
of a crime
that defies that of which
she is, a mother
to a missing child.
But prints are fact
and thoughts are not,
so..
the inevitable will occur:
a vacant cell
will soon find
company, and a body
will also soon
become vacant,
like the womb
that shed
the life it once bore.

"I ******* hate you",
and its of no surprise.
One finding
comfort in those
who are seeking
comfort. Lost
and developing
presence in
a crowd that
acknowledges
the "new".

A child losing themselves
in the haze of
an aloof run, towards
a blinding light which
will only cause
them to stray
from the path they
were once on.
An action
that will inevitably go
unnoticed
due to ignorance
caused by the
excitement of
happiness.

A mother in a daze
of content
smothered her child
with love,
involuntary manslaughter.

One can never be too cautious when committing a crime of passion, but, on the other hand, one can never be cautious when it comes to passion.
Romance and Tragedy: Conflicting ideologies collapsing infinitely, in a state only curable by the latter. Realities stitched together with life and lives.
The condition of love.
Ahmed Elsherbini Sep 2017
I made you, and to the life I gave you
You are mine, I need you my absent
My son, I'm praying you return
My heart is squeezed, my misses burn

My son it's a long distance, how can I run?
So sonny I'll continue being patient,
A patient mother as before I've begun
You are mine, my absent son

I'm usually crying over your depart
I wrote for you poetry, my sorrow was a art
When you were descending to the plain
With your wife and your horse pushed the cart

You pushed it emotionally
And horse pushed mechanically
I remember when you left us apart

So sonny I'll continue being patient,
A patient mother as before I've begun
I can't forget you, no all forgets its part
I'm as a sky, you are like a sun
The sun will shine glossy, when you come

No light without you
You are mine, my absent ***
I'm waiting for your gratitude
To see your mom..
Muted Aug 2017
isn't it ironic
that a body
that was once
capable of
creating life

can also manage
to destroy it
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