Do you feel how broken we are ,
Both of us miserably broken .

Yet one is trying to hold the other ,
And the other is trying to figure out his own .

How unfair this love has become .
You just whispered to me you love me ,
And I've made you my soul .

I didn't want this kind of love .
Where you'll push me , stab me with silence everyday .
And whenever you want to love me you'll pull me closer .
But have you even realise every single behavior of yours was a slap on my face .

I could see where the cracks and how my love for you is seeping through my fingers.
I wish you were here to give me hand to hold that love .

You're were so much to me , how much was i for you ? Don't say .

I was knitting this beautiful love around you but when I look back i saw you unknotting .

I was giving effort and it bacame effortless to you .

I love so easily i just can't get over that easily .

I will never forgive you for loving me and making me feel unloved .

I will never forgive you thinking that I will get settled with someone else easily .

I will never forgive you for thinking that I will unlove you easily

I will never forgive you for thinking I will move on easily .

I will never forgive you for thinking that I can replace you with someone else .

I will forgive everything that hurt me , how loving you hurt me , i will forgive everything about you.  I just can't forgive your thinking .

I love you but I can't go back where respect does not dwell .

Love is
everywhere.
If only you could see it
the way I see it
through you.

i don’t mean to sound conceited
but i know deep down you still think about me

the way you look out into the oblivion
the sense of having no idea
reminds you of my oblivious self

i regret not seeing into the future
but i should have known
we’d end up like this

no words leave your sweet lips
you’re too afraid to swallow your dignity  
but i can’t hate you over my own flaw

we’re so **** stubborn
neither of us will win this love
but who could lose over a concept that’s not there

a senseless battle between two people
with no remorse to their own feelings
but only for their own pride and popularity

All this time
we have been given,
I will not waste it.
I will not give up
on us.
I will keep on
trying.

Eyes shining in the dark
Like the moon reflecting on the sea
You had a fire in your heart
That ignited in a spark
burning into me

Here’s me wishing the moment would last forever
Tomorrow comes
Day dawns
And it’s only a slight memory

Here’s me stuck in your world of dreams
Your wanting me to please
But I just want to leave
I’m yearning to be free

Why do you always
have to be so beautiful
and distant like that?

5:46 PM
6/5/20

Snow falls before Spring.  

Ice laughs amidst freezing air:

the sky’s confetti.



Or torn love letters,  

once smuggled under pillow.

Now bitter on tongue.

I love you.  



For the flowers on my bedside.

And the cat videos in my DMs.