If instead of a human being,
pain and suffering grinds against your crotch,
will your sickness and desire be healed,
or it will be traumatized for all the unsaid sins,
dig me higher and you might laugh at me,
but maybe, only maybe if you really try,
and take whatever is left of me and keep it tight
you will see the man i try to be, a much needed change, even thought it doesn't seem.

I Gave all I Had ,
Yet i am Alone and Sad,
Seems with Nothing left to offer you gave up on me and got Mad,
Now I Feel like my Death would make you Glad,
I was Nothing but Good,
I gave you all ,,,all I Could,
More than Most Would and now there is Nothing Left to Give Where I Should,
I'm Nothing of a bad Person,
You just Broke my best Version,
Everything Seemed Enough untill it made my Mental Health to Rough,
Now all your Love you's are just a Bluff,
Family is Supposed to be an UnConditional Love !!!