We embrace;
I ask myself if I’m making a mistake
How can everything fit together so perfectly
Yet keep coming apart at the seams simultaneously?

You want me
So just say it.
This dance of “what if’s” that we keep practicing
Is not making either of us
Any better at our footwork.

I will shatter my heart
before I break yours  

I will rip out my eyes
before I make yours cry

And I will always love you even when
your heart is no longer beating for mine

I miss you best friend
but you don't know it
I miss all the memories
I thought we be friends for centuries..
Now I feel so alone
and i'm again left on my own..
I think that this is my fault,
you were my support..
I told you everything
but you stopped carrying..
I wish we could hang one last time
and do another stupid crime..
Cuz only with you I shared
all the things going on in my head..
Now we don't talk much like before
and don't share secrets anymore..
But know that I still care 'bout you
and the things you are going through,
even tho I don't say that I do..
Let's try again, please best friend..

My brittle heart
longs to be held
by your small hand

sometimes it feels as though 
my hearts been replaced 
with the emptiness
of a widow’s arms
like one day 
it went off and never came back 
leaving a hole in my chest 
where you’re supposed to be
and
sometimes it feels like
theres a cage where my ribs should be
trapping every bad memory 
every bad thought 
every ******* word you’ve ever said 
inside 
and i'm not sure
what to do 
i don't want them anymore 
i don't want these memories
all they do is hurt and 
memories aren't supposed to hurt
you weren't supposed to hurt me
why did you hurt me?
this emptiness inside my chest
is starting to get heavy 
and i'm not sure
how much longer i can hold it 

i am going to break 

oh god 

you're going to break me

Many people have walked away
I never complained at all,
Something was different about that person
That made my tears even fall.

Not talking about a guy
That i might have fall for,
But speaking about one of my best friend
With whom i broke up a few weeks before.

It all started at school
When we got sorted in a same class,
In nothing less than a month
She was the next stone in my friendship bracelet becoming a trass.

Got even separated by distance
But nothing broke us apart,
We got so close to each other
That i lost fear if something can come between us till last.

Talked even till 3 am at night
Which you might think is a bit insane,
Thought that we knew each other really well,
Even if we don't have memories like sky filled with paper planes.

So just like any other movie we see
We even got a twist,
A whole pile of misconceptions jumped in
And made me feel like playing a whist.

Messaging in long paragraphs
Trying to explain again and again,
But she texted me " YOU HAVE OTHER FRIENDS, THEN WHY YOU NEED ME?"
Which left me in pain.

Heard a lot of things from her
Such as she does not fit in with others,
At this point i realized
Our friendship will last no further.

Today i just wish you won't forget me
And the memories we made,
And hope someone is completing my absence to make your problems fade.
#YOUROMNOM

Today I miss you
despite every promise I
swore to my fragile heart—

I saw you in a dream and
I was finally happy again

When I awoke your voice
was still stuck in my ear,
but your loving hand
had let go of mine
long ago

watching you behinD the wheel was a view
even The sOnoraN desert couldn't cOmpete with
i remember driving home From Your mOm's
you tUrned to me and said your Mom adored mE
as The girl you couldn't love,
i thinK tHat's the one thing
I'll always have Over the girl yOu did.

Do you miss your old lover
Do you wish you still have her?*
Still belive you love her?
Am sorry but don't think too far
She is gone now
Cuddle your pillow
And let it go
Coz nothing goes home without a reason to
Even world has its home😢