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Kimmy May 2019
No more crying
No more pain
my life with tears like rain
I'm saying goodbye,
standing on my chair without fear,
With a broken heart and six bottles of beer,
drinking and thinking
about my darling dear,
i knot and tie,
I'm Ready to die,
time to jump off with all my might,
i hope it don't break even if i fight,
rope around my neck,
i double check,
hear I come
smiling with death and my last breath,
I'm your romeo and you where my juliet,
my life I can no longer fake
letting you die alone was my
biggest mistake.
Loralie Morlove May 2019
"Shhhhh" he whispers
Wiping away the tear
that slides down my cheek.
"It's ok now my love I'm here"
He soothes

He kisses my cheek
Hushing me as he does
He takes my shaking hands in his
Holds them steady against his chest

He rubs my wrists
Where purple bruises have started to form
"I'm so sorry, you know what I'm like I dont think before I use my fists"
He says looking down at me
my shirt is torn.

Moments earlier he had been holding me down.
Punching my face
And throwing me around
Gripping my wrists and pinning me to the ground.

Spitting as he shouted
Your ***** and a cheat he accused
My love for this monster melted
What did I do, what did I do to deserve this abuse.

I begged him with all the strength I could find
Please stop your hurting me
I promise I havent lied
Please stop I cant breathe

His hands around my throat
The air from my lungs he started to choke
I coughed and choked I struggled 2 words.
"I'm dying"

Your grip loosened and here I am
Being comforted by you
An abusive failure of a man
What did I do, why do you abuse.
It started so well, good intentions turned bad.
Saint Audrey May 2019
Concessions since made
As hearts coincide
A flash in the eyes
And it'll end fine

You're not in the wrong
Not sure If I am
But it's never much
We rise with the tides

Everything moves in chaotic motion
The more things stay the same
Sometimes I try
But I never find the right words to say
If we don't see the light tomorrow
If you don't come out the same
I hope you recover
And keep your will to change

I always feel your words glow
If I'm asleep or not, I don't want to know
In losing, I only hope that it starts to show
This structural integrity

I'm still awake
I'm scared to die
Scared of all the little deaths
That come with change
Am I in the wrong?
It was just a mistake
Like everyone makes
Or so they say
Skaidrum Apr 2019

Slow dying flower,
will you sleep within eden,
or in god's belly?
Of the haiku series
xxii. another life another ribcage

© Copywrite Skaidrum
Amanda Francis Apr 2019
Let her go.
You're draining the life from her.
Blood red, petals drift to the ground.
Wilting.
Curling.
Finding stillness and turning to monochrome.

Let her go.
Beating.
Slow and lazy.
Beating.
Its barely there.
The world falls to stillness around her.
The inside of a glass tomb.
People will morn, maybe even you.

Let her go.
Your embrace is too strong.
Unforgiving.
You don't want her anyway, let her be free.
Controlling her doesn't fix you.
Controlling her won't make you love you.

Let her go.
She's fading to numbness.
A slow thud.
Survival.
Love?
This isn't love.

**But this is loving you
Saint Audrey Apr 2019
So integral, this feeling
I can't make myself ignore it

The waves seep chill from off the wind
My thoughts, caught up in the current

I found the beauty in the lake
If only for a moment.

I ignored it for so long
But it's mine, just for a second

The calming wind over the lake
Caught in the skin of this horrid face

Scared and truly alone.

If I could only drift away...
Is it living?

Or is it just dying slowly?
Cait Apr 2019
I am going to die.
I am going to die.
I am going to die.

I            am                going                 to             die

Iamgoingtodie

I
am
going
to
die

I. am. going. to. die.

I. am. going. to. die.

I'm going to die

im going to die


im going to die



i will die
Kobain Apr 2019
Go ignore yourself, go be someone else,
Say it’s all okay, smile another day.
smile, inside you’re crying,
Laugh, inside you’re dying.
Say it’s just a moment, it’ll go in a minute,
hide away your feelings, bottle all emotions.
You keep hearing questions, questions you can’t answer,
You don’t know the answers, growing sick and tired.

Go ignore your friends, possibly the best,
watch em walk away, from this utter fake,
Doesn’t know themselves, doesn’t know what to say.
Smile, there’s no tomorrow,
laugh, there’s no today.
They don’t know you, darling like I do.
Ignore the silent voices, mute yourself you’re silent,
watch as you scream and shout, look there’s not a sound.

Go ignore you’re family, they don’t mean a thing,
No it’s all ok,  they‘re just everything to you.
Go avoid your father,
just cause he will hate you, if he only knew,
who you are today, such a disappointment,
Bad taste , bad excuses, god you’re really hopeless.
Go avoid your mother,
Yes avoid her questions, go ahead keep you’re distance,
Watch her sit in silence, watch it you’ll lose her too.

The world still turns and turns,
the worlds still in its orbit.
We’ve got a billion thounsand heads,
millions loosing their sleep.
And a billion thousand hearts,
millions of them hurting.
I am only one,
in billion thousand souls,
So insignificant,
So irrelevant.
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