I flew above the horizon
Soar high with the eagles
Flew up high to cross the great sea
With my magnificent wings
I joined the clouds on the skies
I flapped and flapped tirelessly
To reach the paradise
On which I can almost see.
The eagles gracefully flew over the mighty mountain
They reached the other side
They have entered their destination
A beautiful paradise.
It is my turn to ascend like them
I charged, pushed myself higher
But I lost my grace, I hit a tree
I fell down to the dirt
I tried to rise from the ground but I can't
Tried all my might but my wings are broken
I can no longer fly
I can no longer land on paradise.
Cold winds are blowing
The shimmering grass is dancing
I hold your hand, my darling
And you accept my loving.
I caressed your silky face
We are in our rightful place
We are in the perfect pace
And we accepted each others embrace.
When time has taken its toll on us
When the birds flown far from us
Will you still smile at me sweetly?
And dance with me by the melody?
Under the bright moonlight
You gave me your hand tonight
You entrust yourself to me
And I kiss you for the stars to see.
I've been really happy
In fact, I was galloping lately
But then a glimpse of you
Wearing a ring on your left hand
My beautiful perfect sunny day
Became dark and all cloudy
I turned my head the other way
Pouted and crossed my arms
"I won't let you ruin my day"
I walked farther away
And see a kid running up to you
A girl running with open arms "Daddy!"
I was speechless to hear it
A tear ran down my cheeks
But then, I smiled on such sight
I turned my way deep in my thoughts
I looked back again and told myself
"What a lovely family indeed."
How much have you seen
Underneath the pieces of metal
Inside the mighty defense
Of a great knight in battle?
How are you so sure
That beneath those gowns
Is a beautiful perfect skin
Of an elegant fierce woman?
Have you ever thought
That a great loved King
Would have been branded
With bruises by cruel wars?
Have you ever considered
That a sweet gentle woman
Have her soft smooth skin
Be decorated by scars?
How much do you know
What have a person went through
If you've only seen their shells
But have never seen their flesh...
Take a deep breath
Don't let yourself fret
Now close your eyes
And let there be no lies.
Be calm, but let yourself loose
It is fine, do not confuse.
He is ready to lend you his ear
He was never far, but always near.
I know you feel very heavy,
You've always had a boulder to carry.
But worry not oh dear darling
He will lift it, without you knowing.
But, consider it for tonight.
The skies are covering one's sight
You know, you have walked this far.
There is no moon, there is no star.
You must be really tired,
So are we, your child.
Let us hold hands, let us be silent.
Let's seek his aid, we aren't too resilient.
Before I first opened my eyes
Even before we had our first breath
You have always suffered
You have always felt his wrath.
He was supposed to protect you, us
He was supposed to love you, us
But he's as irresponsible as a child.
Painful truth, a true curse
So long as he exist,
So long as he breaths,
The circle continues.
I'm the last line of defense,
I'm the last one left to protect you.
But I also have suffered enough,
But I can't be weak, I cannot turn back.
Because It is my greatest duty;
My solemn oath to you,
I promised to always protect you.
Though, I cannot erase the fact...
I'm really... really tired.
I want to take a break from him.
I wish to get far from him, really far.
My siblings left you, me...alone.
I am just a child, I've held my ground;
I've held my ground till I'm finally broken.
Why do I have to be traumatized by him?
Why did we deserved all this?
What did I do to deserve this?
When will this ever end...
Because I'm really tired...
To protect you , all alone...
To face him all by myself...
Its been two years and a half but I still like you...
But I no longer see you...
I'm still concerned and wish to talk with you...
From time to time, I think about you...
How foolish of me.
I don't know if it's just me.
But I know you don't give a **** about me.
Honestly, you're still the fairest for me.
I guess fate is just not nice to me.
Still, best of wishes for you.