I am truly sorry.
For giving us this sad story,
This isn't the first time, I know.
When will I ever learn?
I put you through so much pain,
I gamble you and lose the game,
I am very sorry!
For this another pain to carry.
You are so quiet when you cry.
You just break apart as you try--
Try to understand everything,
How everything turns into nothing,
Till the questions leave you empty.
Oh my dear heart, I am sorry,
For giving you no mercy,
For still lingering to those things that hurt you,
For holding on to something that is long overdue.
But you are so forgiving,
Not once did I hear you blame me for loving,
With all your wounds and scars, you're still beating,
Still urging me to try and try until we win.
My heart, I am sorry.
