You know that I like u,
But u try to get away from me.

U find another girl to play with,
To spark on my jealousy.

Dear Ex,
U know I love u,
But I need to move on;

And I keep thinking about it,
And I wonder why...

And I keep thinking to myself,
That maybe, just maybe,
I was not your type.........❤

My biggest regret about leaving him was that smile.

That ****** smile.

The price of love is
                       invaluable..

The currency of
                  heartache is

                  spare change.

But I'd rather
be broke,
              and have you.

We often connect to rejection, and forget to reject fake affection, so used to neglect and aggression.... Once I love I forget and accept it...

Things are much worse I presume
I cried a bit, cut a bit, and promised that I swear
It won't happen again

But I slipped again you see
I messed up and the blade went right to my hand
Like a magnet

There was a bit of blood not much I swear
But there were a lot of tears even so

So I guess today I cried a bit, cut a bit,
And broke a promise

IS HATE SO HATEFUL
THAN MY LOVE FOR YOU…
IS PRIDE SO RESPECTFUL..
THAN MY LOVE FOR YOU

WHY WERE THEY QUIET
WHEN I ASKED THE ANGELS
MY REASON TO LIVE NOW

THEY WANTED TO BLESS ME
FOR GOD…I TOOK SOME VOWS..

THEN WHY DID THEY LEAVE
WHEN I ASKED THEM
TO BRING YOU BACK TO ME

THEY FLIED AWAY…
LIKE YOU..
THEY DIDN’T EVEN TAKE A LOOK AT ME.

THEN HOW COME I TRUST THIS…
THAT YOU LL COME TO ME
WHEN THE ALMIGHTY GOD
EVEN COULDN’T STAY WITH ME

BUT IT IS SO TRUE
I CANT STAY DEVOID OF YOU
IF NOT THIS EARTH
I LL ESCAPE THE SPACE
IN SEARCH OF YOU

BUT WILL YOU BE THERE
TO LOOK AT ME BACK
WILL YOU BE THE SAME
LIKE YOU USED TO BE

It’s not always a relationship that makes you feel empty and sad sometimes it’s life that hits you hard and makes you realize that YOU ARE NOT DOING ENOUGH // not enough to make your small circle happy // not enough to pack a bag and roam freely // not enough to order a stacker // not enough to make ppl affiliated to you happy // not enough to smile from heart // not enough to waking up to a thought that everything is fine // not enough to make your heart feel that you did good // not enough to be able to fix everything // I feel I’m losing this all slowly // the way you talk, the gap between your words kills me every time just hold on please I promise I will fix this, I have to fix this to make every thing enough and make you happy for real ♥️ I’m trying to be strong and it’s hurting me more but I’ll be standing strong next to you and make you happy I promise.