Life finally decided it wanted a fair shot at me
It got me all alone
In the tunnel I was travelling
heading towards the light, of my future
Life took my family from my side
chained them on the walls of the tunnel
holding hostage
slowly suffocating them
I was torn
stay and try to help
or leave... and definitely help
Life took the light at the end of the tunnel
snubbed it out with one blow
and handed me the candle
smoke still rising from the wick
Life took my wants and dreams
that I carried in my pocket
crushed them in his immune hands
and put them in his endless pockets
Life hit me
hard
in the face
wrenched my heart from my chest
took all my air
and made me watch as he swallowed them
he took my supports
and I crumbled
but when I looked up
through bruised and teary eyes
Life was dangling new options;
new people
new love
a new future
in front of my face
Life thought that he could taunt me
That I wouldn't get up
That I couldn't get up
Life didn't know after I got up
I'd hit him back.
I now know what I truly wanted all along
I may not know how to get there,
because it ended up my tunnel is a maze
but I will.
because life taught me;
I didn't know what I wanted,
That I can do it on my own,
That I don't have to be alone,
I am no bodies responsibility but mine
That when you have something you want...
you fight...
And when people, even family say you can't
you never ever let them be right...
I'm a lover but I've become a fighter because of it...
