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Zhanara May 16
I am too tired
I know
Life is unfair
I know
Life is not beautiful
But
I am too tired.
I am too tired.
I am too tired
Please
Let me smile without any stops
17.05.2024
Zhanara Apr 30
Rain!
Cry please
Special for me
Cuz
I cry so much
Fog!
Disappear please
Special for me
Cuz
I disappear when I am sad
Wind!
Blow  please
Special for me
Cuz
I am tired to hear a scream of my soul.
30.04.2024
And over the specks of dust and rose-colored evenings,
in the melancholic fate of soliloquy;
yet as wretched as her soul be, her very first breath was, “Have mercy.”
 
The pale, starry-eyed of April’s sky ends, and it’s pouring; the trees are swaying in their places; the sun is impressed by the rising of the lilies.
Daunted by the ray of light, quietly caressing its innocence.
 
She looked over the moon, as if it were painted by someone she knew.
In hope, she clenched her fist and whispered again and again and again.
Like the petals of dried daisies fallen from the moon.
 
She knew it’s written on the stars; someone knows her name.
 
The airy summer between spring and March’s language, an imprecise grief of longing,
a desert of bones starved on
an ethereal ghost of past summers and the sickening void of the night sky,
she needed to endure
something in her holler with violence—some rage kept on the other side of her old pillow.
 
And yet it’s still written on the stars—someone knows her name.
 
Where the river flows, she follows.
In hopes she’d be directed to the one who wrote her;
achingly believing she’s the muse this time.
Who else could have written her the way she is?
 
With her eyes the same as the earthly sand,
her lips alive in light gray, with the way she lit up when the moon reveals himself to her,
the sea pushes upon the land as if it were longing to kiss her weary feet.
 
With the way her hips dance when she walks, when she closes her eyes, only she can hear her author’s note at the back of her heart. Slowly yet surely whispering, “It’s written on the stars. I wrote your name, my love.”
 
And so she follows the flow of the river, faithfully locking her eyes in the waters' steepness. She gently brushes the cold river, and so it quietly blushes at the thought of her.

That someone like her was cared for enough by her own artist.
april, you were legendary and momentary. good days are coming.
Zhanara Apr 11
I am sorry
I hurt my soul
I broke my heart
I hit my bone
I said bad words to myself
I didn’t support myself
I didn’t care about myself
Just ignore good characters myself
Cuz
It was important some people’s comments…
11.04.2024
Zhanara Apr 8
My teardrop change into ice
My teardrop hide  into my soul
My teardrop can’t talk can’t discover
It is too tough for me
What should I do?
08.04.2024
Zhanara Mar 27
I am not alone
My God is always with me
I am not alone
My Angels are always with me
I am not alone
My lucky is always with me
I am not alone
My wisdom is always with me
Just not good people are not with me
Lazy and brainless are not with me
27.03.2024
Zhanara Mar 19
Stop to hate yourself
Stop to break your heart
Stop to say bad words to yourself
Stop to ignore your dream
Stop to be so lazy
Stop to cry when you are upset
Nobody understands besides you
21.03.2024
Zhanara Mar 19
Dream is alive when aim is here
Dream is die when love is disappearing
Dream is beautiful when you respect yourself
Dream is ugly when you hate yourself
Remember
Dream is flower
21.03.2024
Zhanara Mar 19
Love me today
Not tomorrow
Tomorrow will be or not
I don’t know
Maybe I am not here
Don’t love after my death
I can’t feel it
Cuz My soul will fly out
Love me now
Today is not sure day
Love me right now
Cuz I am not stone
20.03.2024
Zhanara Mar 2
You know
Our heart needs love
But
Do you know
Our brain needs freedom
Our soul needs calmness
Our  dream needs action
Our mind needs caring
02.03.2024
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