Moonlit late night
clear mind and insights,
realizations had.

As I ponder on my love for her
lost in the wonder of being her lover
I understand what she means to me
I realize what I want to be

Not an "object" of her affection
No, not an uncontrollable obsession
but a nice cool refreshment
for her being.

Ideally she'll come, dip into me
I'll engage and wash away
all her misfortunes and worries.

Not being stagnant like a pond,
but more like a river that continues to flow on
washing over her
with new experiences.  

A catalyst for her greatest
keeping her vibration high
and her spirit weightless.

Evolving and growing,
not controlling,
but easygoing.

Ultimately I want to be
myself and uphold honesty.
Continue to adore her geometry,
and impress her with my poetry.

I've lost my mind
in a sea of dreams
It's floating around with my hopes and things
The only time I can see to reach it,
is when the tide comes in,
and my creativity subsides,
If that's the cost for a normal mind,
I'd rather be mad

Come Sincerity
Come aspiration
Come illumine my soul in ineffable ways.
Be receptive to the light my coy soul ere you sway,
For Ruffled respulsive is the vital
Guarding the hallway.

Come sincerity
Come aspiration
Come illumine my soul in ineffable ways
For I must serve the divine
Pure resolute,myriad ways.

Using your past to justify your present
Is the wrong way to go

Use your present to justify a future
and make it a good one bro.

Most ladies are a drive for a man,
like a motor, they spark our engine.

Like Roman proverb "we conquer worlds,
but our ladies conquer our hearts."

My aspiration to be more was due to one lady,
and I always wanted her admiration,
the desire for her affection.

While I failed in taking her heart,
that failure only forced a greater desire to succeed,
to move forward in life to be somebody.

When I achieve in requirements,
If I can rise above occasions,
and people can see my contribution,
I want to stand and become more.

No stride is greater than seeing your goals,
I want to move vertically up looking upon the skies,
and today I felt empowerment by my personal success.

I have lot more work ahead of me,
but if I am reading my fruits of labor displayed as today,
I am definitely in a right track to follow my dream.

It was a minor victory,
but the affirmation gave me the view,
and I am hungry to be more!

2014 ended with great start,
lets see if my short goals for 2015 can be realized!

Puckered lips.
'How should I move' and 'where should she meet me'
Forth on. And I don't. And she won't.
Unconventional.
We're ******, love. Smitten.
Frost-struck fools.
Your hand didn't find mine when I lost my footing,
And you won't understand why people don't come here,
The place where none should stand
to fall.

No response. Unkept, godless silence; pray, pray, I am prey.

That was it, wasn't it?
An exclamation point to a run-off
sentence; we refused.
She'll pray to the gods
We'll later become
And I'll never sip on something pristine as
Lavender tea lemonade.

She said the stars converse as we do.
Shining. Laughing. Slowly dying.
I'll go to your back, then your head to my chest.
Hearing you: softening
Jabs to whispers.
There, a heavy light settled along the edge
Of our spot, our unencumbered field of obsidian
And crafted blades of grass.

Of all the things I can be,
I can't be the last to go.

In a world where there are more questions than answers there are few truths, few facts to live one's only life by. One must not fear the greatest of all fact, life's great inevitable truth, death. One must accept and embrace it, and through this gives birth to something much greater. The second great inevitable truth of life, one's legacy. The thought that the only thing that connects you to the living world besides your body after death is, the things you've done. The people you've touched, the changes you've made, lives you've brought into the world, lives you've impacted, all intertwined in a web of actions and decisions that define your affect on the world, bringing such a burning passion with a great sense of one's purpose, that gives inspiration, motivation, aspiration, to reach ones peak of mind, body, and soul. To stand for something, think outside the box , evolve, express yourself, and make a difference. If there's anything in this universe we humans have for certain its ourselves, stand up if not for yourself, then the ones you love.To live, to love, to leave a legacy