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I wonder; did you run out of color while you were painting me?
 Dec 2015 Xiao - SparKticas
Neex
You can not substitute life,
But you can substitute love.

The thing is though,
I don't want to substitute this one,
I like the feeling,
It's butterflies,
It's uncertainty,
It's a blissful type of pain.
I'm tired, can this just stop.
 Dec 2015 Xiao - SparKticas
Neex
I'm out of my head,
Floating in oxygen,
Yet I still forget to breath,
Sometimes.
The oxygen in this sea of depression.
I thought I was used to this wretched sea,
some things never get old.
When you look into my eyes, do you see the damage?
with a deep breath i lay down
in defeat, accepting my fate
these days it seems that nobody
really gives a **** about me
i've become something of an
afterthought, forgotten until it's
convenient for someone to talk
to me

it hurts a little in the way of rejection
although i know i shouldn't let it get
to me

it hurts
true friendship, huh?
 Dec 2015 Xiao - SparKticas
Neex
I've lost control of my mind,
Now,
It's telling me everything,
*Everything that hurts me.
It always happens.
 Dec 2015 Xiao - SparKticas
Lily
Sometimes I want to pretend dead just to take note of people who actually would mourn for me
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