Simple: Poems

01

Simple Aug 2018

01

If Death came up to me,
I would embrace it and say

Thankyou.

because maybe I've reached my lifes peak, so I want to give back

#death #swallows #us #and #i #accept #it

0114

Simple Nov 2018

0114

sorry I couldn't make it
to the exit.

theres a white door waiting
for me in Matrix.

111

Simple Sep 2018

111

where do we go for heavens space?

where white flowers
spring onto our hearts

and when they fly away
to tear them apart

the grime reaper is watching

#heaven #space

- 5

Simple Sep 2018

- 5

I live in my head
behind close doors
where I talk to my
thoughts.

wont leave till im dead

#death #isnt #most #of #everyones #answers #thoughts #are #somethin #tho

Absent

Simple Jun 2017

Absent

Come to school,
to make me smile.
See the selfishness in my eyes.
I am so greedy,
I guess I want you all to myself.
******* lips,
I'm sweet.
Your eyes are so pretty,
your hair is too messy.
The music you listen
is only but melancholy.
Let me go to you,
and kiss you.
Let me tell you
that I love you.
You don't know me,
but I'd like to
know you.

I'm different
but with a
twist.

"I would like to know who you are."

Abused drugs

Simple Jul 2017

Abused drugs

Indifferent
and
yet painful.
Something to burst
inside
your body
to cure
or to
be rejected.
Abuse it to get sick,
abuse it to try and get somewhere,
you'll make it fun
if you mix it
with some
magic liquid,
to put you to sleep,
and forget all the times
you messed up
just in that one drink.

I really don't know, I've been fascinated with these
kind of subjects, it's just
interesting.

bleedproof

Simple Jul 2017

bleedproof

I am blood free
I am shallow beneath
the flowers speak
the sky shimmers
water is cold
air is hot
the paper is transparent

so thin
no line.

its hard to walk to an area where the grass is a place
to see what is all in the sky and around.

Breathe in

Simple Jun 2017

Breathe in

Twirl me around,
in midnights winter wear.
We'll be at the park,
listening to the
stars flare.
Let's lye down
on the cold grass
and
see the spark
in each others eyes.
Lets dream that we're
far away
from this world,
somewhere else,
where our dreams grow.
Like stars in the sky,
we'll sparkle and shine
just as bright
as those above.

its cold,
I might go back inside?

closure

Simple Aug 2023

closure

i needed
ended succeeded
shallow thoughts
as you talk
only to just get in
my stupid heart

tear me
and rip me
into parts
long lost love
your pride carried high
as you lied
sing me a song
maybe i won't cry

"i won't hurt you"
is the biggest lie

fall into you
ill turn blue
you'll take the hue
out of my room
it'll affect my mood

drown into
my tomb
will never see you
as my groom

taken advantage
as always
i can't escape this
taken all i had
aren't you glad?

use and abuse me
this isn't new to me
try something new
it might just come
full bloom
at the next full moon

at my open casket
ill tell you where the love went
was your time well spent?

#shallow #hollow

Damn

Simple Jun 2017

****

Lingering around,
someone
whom
is no longer
no more.
Gotta turn up the time,
don't make it rewind,
there is no use
of this 'perfect' world.
Bring him back the times,
where it was all fine.
When all the memories
were gone,
no abuse,
no crimes.
Turn up the time,
to see her
oh so ****
fine.
Watch her dance again,
see her smile again.
Time is up,
no more of him.
Forget about him
don't rewind
back in
time
just to
remember
again.

Seems similar to my other poems,
but what I meant by this is that,
Don't remember toxic memories of your past,
just dance and smile
and if you cant do that,
go watch some tv
idk eat some ice-cream
and if you don't like tv or ice-cream
just go to sleep & listen to some music
I mean who doesn't like sleep
and some music...

Did you..

Simple Jul 2017

Did you..

Did you ever see the bird?
Trapped inside, locked cage, no freedom.

Did you ever see my heart?
Sinking down, pounding tightly, broken immensely.

Did you ever taste the drugs?
Poor choice, hard hit, inconvenient medicine.

Did you ever hear her laugh?
Breaking down, lips frown, fade out.

Did you ever see his lips?
Dry cracks, thin-lined, love-broken.

Did you ever see love?
Swelling up, bursting lightly, shallow sorrow.

Did you ever see the music?
Changing people, quirky moves, spinning minds.

Did you ever hear lies?
Consume you, guilt built, mad silhouettes.

Did you ever see happiness?
Eyes diluting, jumping high, smile shines.

Dylan Thomas Portraits

Fun

Simple Jun 2017

Fun

Wait
          for
  me

      to
call
             you.
I remembered when I was young,
I
           used
                     to
                           go
               out
      for
fun.
Just
to
      live
            up
                     for
                               my
                                                   mistakes.
                                   but
                            I
                     know
          it'll
   be
okay.

Growth

Simple Oct 2021

Growth

I'll rule a planet
with no sonnet
high above,
on my white odonate.

Stunned to my feet
Am I really in that deep?
My eyes flicker
I see you whisper
what's here?
it's everywhere but here.

The stretch of skin
reaching for
the ends of your ears.

Smiles, ohh so
Lovely
Lovely
Fear is inaudible
and

Grief is but none
Yours Truly
is
truly
no one.

#worry

Happy Birthday

Simple Jul 2017

Happy Birthday

Happy birthday
to the girl in a golden dress,
her mind is so dense
she can't comprehend
how that is so
bluntly accepted.

The crowd is cheering
for someone
different,
happy birthday
to the girl
who doesn't
understand,

living life
like its some test,

naïve from the fact
that
no one cares.

You're getting older
***
what would you expect?

old one too :)

#happy #birthday #girl

heads up

Simple Sep 2018

heads up

tripping a little bit to the sea,
see the seeds grow out of your pine head tree.
Nauseous because I think you said somethin'
your eyes captivate me, so then I fall
into that abyss
maybe into oblivion.
I think we both know I cant see.

I think it's fair to say enough of my thoughts,
but dragged my back into those
wide cracks.

I didn't realise reality was part of this
yeah im tripping a little bit, to the sky now.
Lemme say my goodbyes,

wait
its too late.
im reaching for the sky now.

does it make sense, honestly idk, up to you how you see it.

Hide

Simple Sep 2018

Hide

Always trying
to recover,
but just another
failure.
Let me hide
in your shadows,
as I blush
from your
smiles.
I'm all messed up
'cause you cannot
love
me.
I'm all
but
just
nothing.
Isn't that funny?
How I see everything,
and you see nothing.

old poem - june 2017

#love #what

if

Simple Jul 2017

if

his smile
made me blush
what about him
made me love?

I miss you

Simple Jun 2017

I miss you

Your
gorgeous brown eyes...
Make me cry,
they hold so much
deep inside.
You're a ouster
and I'm your pearl.
You consume me
as my life
turns to hell.
Hold me tight
just to say
goodbye.
Kiss my heart
as it melts
and burns
my
throat.
Look at me
in the eyes
and tell me
that you miss
me.

Please hold these words
of 'I love you.'

I'm tired,

Simple Jun 2017

I'm tired,

My eyes are
blood shot.
My lips
are cracked.
I can
understand
that the fact
of me
being alone
is
really,
that bad.

I might fall asleep
tonight.
I'll dream
the time I was
in bed
with you beside me,

that

you were
there smiling,
as
I started,
crying,
knowing
I'll never get
to see you
if I stop trying,

to get
tired
and fall asleep
just to see
you beside
me.

sorry if this poem didn't make sense,
but
I'm going to bed now.

in between

Simple Aug 2018

in between

in between the roots of my soul,
I've come to understand perspectives
of those who are woken,
and those..
Who are buried.

I've realised,
Pain can be endured
and
accepted into those who
have taken in it and
became friends with it.

Some people don't want to
be helped from the Pain,
and that's completely okay.

Respecting one choices to
suffer or love about it,
I think,
is truly
beautiful.

does this make sense?

#pain #made #me #understand #and #develop #to #move #on #from

I think

Simple Jul 2017

I think

this emotion
is growing on me,
as I keep contemplating.
I feel lonely
but keep on walking,
in the distance,
I can't
see
anything.

It's kinda quiet...
so I'll shut my eyes
till the night comes
so I guess I'll just wake up
and start walking again.

The cycle repeats.

It's been a while.

Simple Jun 2018

It's been a while.

It's a
Wednesday.

Soft hair,
breezy winds,
light whispers
and
sunny
silhouettes.

A perfect day
for a dreaming knight,
a perfect day for yummy pies.
A perfect day for red butterflies
flying in the sky.

Mother sing me sweet
lullaby's when I cry myself
to sleep.

Because I can't
keep the demons
away while I prise
my words to keep.

hmm yummy pies

#ill #delete #this

Jump

Simple Jun 2017

Jump

The building is high,
high enough
for my eyes
to go
white.
I rip my gums with
my teeth,
I am afraid
of this height
that I so now
see.
Is it a dream?
I cannot tell!
I jump,
I fall,
I scream,
the cars are chasing me.
No?
I am chasing
the cars?
I am
falling to them.
I cannot see
where they are going.
North or South?
West or East?

I cannot make
sense,
the car
soon
crashes into me.

this has a big story behind it .______.

its about how a son has to be perfect,
even tho he only wants for his step- dad
to be proud of him
hence a bunch of other info.
idk, has good meaning to it.

k

Simple Jun 2017

k

I guess
I ran out
of
ink
to fill
my
creativity
that is already
broken
into
pieces.

Light Switch.

Simple Jul 2017

Light Switch.

I'm like a light switch.
Contemplative.
Reversed.
Alternative moods.
Changing just,
to please others.

which you shouldn't do..

Limit

Simple Aug 2017

Limit

Self doubt
and insecurities,
changing all the
possible realities.
Doing random stuff
just to keep
people out of your
head,
not knowing why
they want you dead.

Love yourself
for once,
instead of
killing yourself
a million
times a
month...

maybe a flower will grow when i die.

Simple Sep 2018

maybe a flower will grow when i die.

why does she think everything is beautiful.
her feels numb,
maybe she crys for others.
maybe theres something wrong.

oh, maybe theres something wrong.
she know she cant fix it.
maybe the white cloth can wipe
her surface.

it's fine to be in the coffin.
I don't think i want to break out of it.
maybe I'll suffocate a little bit longer.

that's fine.

mhm,

Simple Jul 2017

mhm,

we tripped
on the urge
to feel
alive.

Moving on.

Simple Nov 2018

Moving on.

First then the second,
let gather for my recompense.

I didn't hear myself,
I didn't make sense.

Hours, days and years.
I cry because of pain of my fears.

My friends make me alive
but I'll die because of the
internal pain that I was
next in line for.

I wanted this to be a one time thing,
it keeps coming back to say hello.

Please, go away.

You take my time away,
you make me feel guilt,
I replenish for the next welt.
Just to cry again for overthinking.
Am I overacting because I'm crashing?

Love is a blessing but it'll smite my knees
and I'll fall again to get back up to

start all over again.

#moving #on #depression

Orb

Simple Jun 2017

Orb

My words I trip on,
what my eyes feed on,
My throat is swollen
ready to burst
chemical fire.

Eyes widen,
nail biting
all the excitement
wanted
in our lil'
cherished
circle.

Voice cracks,
puberty hits,
hormones break
then
we go insane.

'Crushes' is what
we call
ones lover
when the other
doesn't
feel
self-same.

Purity grown out
of our ears,
the habit
of staring,
how
self-centred.

Abandon it
again,
what we've
learnt
&
what we've
changed,
as
you
leave,
to discover
what's left
of it
all.

Original

Simple Jul 2017

Original

She was original,
wasn't she?
She made your heart
go boom
as soon you laid
eyes on her,
her gorgeous hair,
her gorgeous ****
eyes staring into your soul
wishing you'd love her
more than you ever could.
Love is dangerous,
so is she,
watch out,
she'll come running
back
stabbing you
in the throat
for words
you held back
as you fell in
love with her.

Such a pity
that this is only
imaginary.

#love #boom

peek a boo

Simple Nov 2018

peek a boo

I just scared you

gotcha

Ran out.

Simple Aug 2017

Ran out.

The end is here.
Time dropped out of
my mind,
beginning pointless rhymes,
and wasting
your 'human'
time.
I ran out of poems
to show my
emotions,
I probably won't come
back
to this devotion.

So,
thankyou all for 'the'
love and compassion,
I probably won't be back,
to this
beautiful attraction.

yeh I give up guys
c u around
unless if I come back again
with some other poem.
anyway
have a good one.

snow vision

Simple Dec 2022

snow vision

every time i cry i
cry with static
my vision is really erratic
when will this nightmare diminish
with every clear cinematic

i close my eyes to a broken tv
wake up to the same show on the screen
why won't the channel change?
it's so bleak

noise drives me insane
how can they say
im sane
when all i see
is all the same?

constant buzzing in your rear view
what deep lie
is rooted in your eye
is it mental? or critical?

its always the same tune
strung for a long time
i think I might just go blind

its always snowing
dust like ashes
it clashes
colours
and contrast
why can't I see the beauty

it adds more
over the years
im worried i won't be able to hear
or see the kiss by your ear
when i see clear of your eyes
when i die
will i still see light?

how I see life through my eyes

#mentally #challenging

Sorry,

Simple Aug 2018

Sorry,

I didn't hear you
over my anxiety.

those thoughts and scenarios.

#anxiety #and #thoughts

Sun

Simple Jun 2017

Sun

I'm going home now,
alone.
The sun is like a flower, it only opens up when the moon is down.
It's like that with people,
Replace the Sun and the Moon.
With the people whom you thought
That are the complete opposites to you.
So I hope you understand why...
I'm going home now,
Alone.

swim

Simple Aug 2017

swim

swim in paradise
into the water where your dreams
become something better,
where the neon purple lights
light up the water
where you see your body
become surround by cold bright liquid,
as your hair floats on the surface
of it,
you relax into the paradise
you wish to be in
everyday.
As the wind blows
on your face,
you'll realise
you're in paradise
of flowers
surrounding your
cold body.

boring? this was an old one

#paradise

The Goat

Simple Sep 2018

The Goat

do you think our screens light
will swallow us whole
as it takes our souls and become dumber
as the days grow old?

do you think that fantasy is better
than the fiction of the better,
quickly contradicting our figures?

do you think social media is blinding us,
with each second the lights take us
from our soul to their leader?

this has too much weird stuff soz

#goats #old #souls #fantasy

The 'greatest' poem

Simple Feb 18

The 'greatest' poem

There I was
standing intertwining
there with the stars
in your hands

I cannot fathom then
How here or them
The earth spins
With my emotions
I'll grasp onto what's cool

Cold with a kiss
My lips
I'll sing bliss
With your hands
Wrapped around my wrists

Tug and pull
The earth's grounds shook
Beneath your mind
It'll shine
Even after
They lay you down
One final time

Divine, oh divine
My arts a curse
And this is my favourite verse
Winners applaud
For the greatest one of them all
Their biases with their high chair
Spoon fed gin rehabs

Take back my class
because it's really not that bad
lemon citrus tongue
are you having fun?
sour shook sweet
how come in my dreams
I have no teeth?

Glum glum
Let's have some fun
The world is a ***
Beauty ridden in its soils
Souls boils

Jest and laugh
Take back what's ours
Your frown is my moon
Pretty as a smile
Breath of fresh air

On our worst days
it's the sun
but the moon comes
for a full run
the best is yet to come

yeah it'll be fun

This time,

Simple Jul 2017

This time,

incomparable
wishes
coming true.
Choking on words
we cannot hold in.
Loving someone
on an end of
some string.
Laughing it off
like it's no matter
as it becomes
more
sadder
during the days
when we wished
it was only
better.

it's okay
alright?..

Understanding.

Simple Aug 2018

Understanding.

I gave my soul to her.

She covered up her eyes, and
every word I spoke
came out the other ear.

She sold my soul to an 'addict' of misapprehension.
A boy who won't understand her Love like I do.
A boy who will never hear her pain but
will only look at it.

And whine about his.

It's sad to see someone cry.

#sad #understanding

Water-bottle

Simple Jul 2017

Water-bottle

Drink me till I'm half empty,
fill me up till I'm half full,
I wonder why I'm always
so dry
to figure out how
I'm
living this
lie,
to live like
a
water-bottle
with not much
time.

eh goodnight.

— The End —