Not even the purest of Jellies could save me now okay, maybe if they stung me or caused me to drown.. I'm fading away inside and out all I wanted was to w o r k t h i n g s o u t but now.. I just want to make the pain go away even if that means that I cannot stay- all of you are better off without me anyways I'm just a..
I want to push you out of me I don't want to need you the way that I seem to. But you've always been there so it's kind of hard to do. Honestly I just want the best for you So I'll disappear into the dark I'm a wanderess already, never sick of the rain that's flooding me.
I used to long for your arms around me now all I long for is paper to place poetry that I've written about you and nothings that I wish would become somethings. But that's somehow too much to ask for I suppose it's more than I can really afford, a longing for you.
Because of you,* my favorite shades of blue are now ugly. Everything that you ever told me is now some form of anxiety I don't want to hear sometimes I wish you'd just disappear..
Misunderstandings can be such a threat. Broken hearted girl why'd you think like that? Now your tears will overflow "Life can be such overdose.." You should shove it all behind you, I suppose. Stop wishing to fall into a comatose. Just hit your head already. No one will miss you you're too unsteady.