An explosion. It made no sense at first. But with time made me feel better. Hard to believe as it came out of nowhere. I clenched at my heart unsure. With maybe mild to equitable mental activity. It was never meant to be forevermore, you said. Old stories, been there done that, it's of the past. There wasn't any common sense, we were intoxicated, agitated, hung over, stripped and lost. In exasperation though, there was a kiss. One that became emotional and heavier with time. My mind went trip, slip, and collapse. Honestly? Here I was, minding my own selfless persona. And you come along with pale cheeks, bare tears and red eyes. Surrounding me with a kiss, and leaving me in a dream. Sigh.

Near light improvised music
Under a moon so gray
Tomorrow's song
Sings of an evening
Pocketed in the dark
Absorbing us
Breathing us
Feeling us
Pulling us away
And we but following
Our usual routine
Lose track and thought
Of our words and hearts
Lose track and thought
Of our sight and light
Lose track and thought
Of our love,
And we simply
Reminisce.

Shining star
Shining oh so high
Take me far
Take me tonight
Times up
I'm lost in thought
I need a smoke
Oh ****...
I lost my pipe.

She, masking the lies from within
Hiding around as air so thin
Bathed, my skin in her scent
Broken, our lives, we cannot win
Sin, we have anguished deep inside
Far along from our hearts and mind
Darkness comes, it rises, surrounds
My life a lie, a truth u cannot find
So mask me now, mask me more
The lies they come, the lies they don't go
But whatever happens forever we will be
As I yearn for you, more then I do for me.

Soft kiss,
Luster whines
Pretty friend,
I wanna make you mine
Teddy's and cherries,
Cut the line
Search the night,
Turn of the light
Magical girl,
Be mine.

I, queen of frost
Shall freeze your thwarted heart
As the blood in your veins comes to a low
I, queen of blood
shall have you bleed through night and day
As the warmth within you soon stops and stays

Together
We give birth
To one of frost and blood
One who shall live forever
for she the immortal queen
One who controls the mortals
One who tames natures beasts

Her existence recorded as one of life and death
For she is the queen that shall freeze and leach
For she the queen born of haem and glacé
For she the queen of frost and blood

This moon
Like a reflection
Displaying
What is supposedly
My better self
For with it’s
Every crescent
I become more of something
I wish to be
Yet it doesn't last
For with its
Every shrink
I come to feel as if something
Were dying inside of me.