Nikita

Nikita Jul 2018

one
two
three years
but who's counting?

i'm here now and i'm not leaving

I haven't been active on this account for three years. All I've done is get worse and spiral into depression. I need this outlet more than ever and as I embrace my past, I should embrace the arts too.

#depression #mentalillness #mentalhealth #anxiety #selfhelp #positivity #suicide

Nikita Dec 2015

Sad irony

"What almost killed me never made me stronger at all"

#depressing #sad #hurt #realism #ugh #torn #letdown #stronger #killed #kellyclarkson

Nikita Dec 2015

▪▫◾◽Why ◽◾▫▪

Why do I still need to know you're okay to fall asleep?

Why do I still want to see you smile?

Why do I still think of you?

Even though, I know that I don't love you.

#love #why #okay #smile #think #goaway #ffs

Nikita Dec 2015

Cautious

"If a flower bloomed in a dark room
Would you trust it?"

Probably, it might be magical or something

#trust #caution

Nikita Dec 2015

Forgiving

I may not be agressive or violent
But Im protective
So dont expect me to be kind to you
Don't except me to smile at you
Don't expect me to think high of you
If you've done wrong to one of my friends.
They may have seen passed your mistakes but I'm not so forgiving ✳

My friends are my family
Hurt them and you better watch your back "pal"

#friends #smile #wrong #think #kind #angry #mistakes #protective #violent #forgive

Nikita Nov 2015

~medicine~

Feeling forgotten
Feeling replaced
Im in a daze and feeling out of place

Need some people who want me around
I guess I just feel
Completely ignored

But I guess its just a taste of my own medicine

#help #feeling #forgotten #feel #ignored #replaced #daze

Nikita Nov 2015

❇

"Dont live the same day 75 times
and call it a life"

Live life to its fullest

#life #time #alive #new #live