Nikita

Nikita Nov 2015

Can you tell me how it feels
To not care about a thing anymore?

Can you tell me how it is
That you seem so confident and not so insecure?

Can you tell me how to live
Without negativity by being positive?

Cause I can't see
The same light that you seem to see~

#light #positive #live #care #see #confident #negative #feels #blinded #tellme

Nikita Nov 2015

❇Recover❇

Over this past week
Everything has gone so well
Yet at the same time
Its been like hell

I'm either sky high
Or six feet under

This is too much
Im just trying to recover

Sick of this

#hell #searching #struggling

Nikita Nov 2015

❇Escape❇

Tell me
Would you mind if I slipped away for a while?
Would you be okay with my head forever lost in the clouds?

I don't want to leave you
I just want to leave this place

So if you want
you can join me in my *escape

#leave #escape #imagine #join

Nikita Nov 2015

State of mind

Its weird
I want you but I don't
I need you but I can survive on my own
I love you but I love you enough to know I shouldn't

Im so confused
Im so lost
I care so much but so less
None of this makes any sense

Can you just make it clear
Clear enough for me to hear
Whether you're just as confused or that Im just in the wrong state of mind.

#love #lost #overthinking #confusion #ugh

Nikita Nov 2015

Blind~

Everyone has a story so don't close your eyes just because you believe your story is worse or better because you'll get lost
Life isnt a competition, its a journey.
We need to help others or
Noone will be there to catch us when we fall
Because we were too busy focused on our own lives that we didnt even realise we were creating a social wall

Nikita Nov 2015

Keep moving forward

If I've learnt anything from this year
Its that you need to plan ahead
Set yourself goals and stick to them

It may be hard
It may be boring
But in the end itll be rewarding

#future #plan #goals #rewards

Nikita Sep 2015

Tick Tock

I cant wait for the future
The freedom
The choice
The love
The fun

Im terrifyed of the future
The loneliness
The decisions
The responsiblity
The expectations

I want to relive my past
The memories
The laughs
The fun
The friends

I want to forget my past
The memories
The mistakes
The hurt
The heartbreak

Time can be your best friend
Time can be your enemy

But at some point that time has to end.

Live for the now

#heartbreak #friends #future #time #memories #past #enemy #goals