Poet X

Poet X Oct 2019

the only way to die over and over again and still live

if you have ever had a panic attack,
the gasping
racing heart
tingling limbs
and crashing mind,
then surely
you know what it is to die.

pretty ****, I know.

#panic #attack #mental #stigma #health #dying #death #paralyzed #suffocating #drowning

Poet X Oct 2019

somewhat of a self centered writer

all these poems I write
start with I,
I swear I’m not self centered
but they say write what you know.
So in a desperate attempt
to learn this soul of mine
All I write about
is me.
And you,
Yes, I write about you.
I write about the beauty of you.
Of how I would love to leave fingerprints on your heart and caress your soul .
I mean if you would allow me
To love you
Freely.

#love #soul #mind #body #heart #fingerprints #writing #poems #poetry #desperate

Poet X Oct 2019

another sticks & stones poem

it’s my fault really
I gave you the sticks
Taught you how to throw the stones
and you broke me .

#fault #stick #and #stones #broken #bones #heart #smiles #people

Poet X Oct 2019

broken bones and broken hearts

sticks and stones
have broken my bones
but your words
Always hurt
Worse.

#broken #hurt #stick #stones #me #love #death #short #poem

Poet X Sep 2019

questions

would the sun
still shine the same,
if it’s own tomorrow
was never promised?

#sun #tomorrow #new #day #bright #burning #promise

Poet X Sep 2019

somedays.. but not today .

somedays
my existence makes sense

somedays
all I want is to exist forever

and somedays
I can't help but wish to never have existed at all .

I don't want to exist today.

Poet X Sep 2019

a plead from an insomniac

let me drown in the
vastness of my own consciousness .

let me sleep,
sleep once without waking up tired .

tired from the same feelings
that left me tired the night before .

a plead from an insomniac

#insomnia #sleep #tired #rest #bed #thoughts