I have you tattooed on my sleeve,
I hope you do not leave,
Is young love naive?

Tell me you don’t want this,
And I will let go so quickly,
That you won’t even miss me.

They say fools rush in,
I should have held my horses,
And take a deep breath in.

It wasn’t your looks,
It wasn’t what you had,
It was the feeling I never had.

The way you looked at me,
Like I was the only girl in the world,
But you saw someone that wasn’t me.

No good bye or why,
You just vanished from my life,
It hurts I won’t lie.

It was a regular Saturday night for you,
But it was the most magical moment for me,
I felt sparks fly when I looked you in your eyes,
I guess eyes tell lies.

I keep asking myself,
Why do I miss him,
He clearly doesn’t feel the same way,
He only thinks about himself.

How did I misread the situation?
I am usually so good at reading people.
Your eyes deceived my heart,
Now all I am left with is agitation.

Call me a liar,
I said I would never hurt you,
But I lit your world on fire.

I saw you moving on,
But I did not want that,
I should have let you move on,
But I was selfish.

You got that aesthetic about you,
You got a swag that you walk with,
You have a smile as bright as dynamite,
You are so pleasant for my sight.

For you and I,
It is always the wrong timing.

But deep down,
I know we are meant to be.

You and I,
Never available when the other is.

Deep down,
I know you know it’s me.

If distance was not a problem,
It would be you and I on the high way.

If you lived in my neighborhood,
I know we would be good.

If you could come to me,
Life would be amazing.

Love is always going to be there,
You know you got a part of my heart.

Something special that we have,
No doubt there.

Did you ever make it to Alaska?
I guess I’ll never be able to ask ya,
But I hope ya got to see the northern lights.
I know it’s what ya always wanted to see.

We keep going back and forth
I am tired of playing tennis
Tell me if you really want this

I can’t keep putting you first
I wish we had the same thirst
I am tired of being third

How long will we play
Before one of us flees
Because someone always leaves

This time I don’t want to go
I don’t ever want to be your foe
I want to stay with you  

You have your walls high
Never giving too much
That’s why we’re out of touch

Out of sight but not out of mind
You know I wish you were mine
And not someone else’s dime

Your heart has space for one
I know she’s the one for you
I wish that could be undone

It is never the right time for us
I wish I could trust and not fuss
But I know this is all superfluous

If you ever love again
I want to be her
I hope this waiting isn’t in vain.

You are wack,
Taking a step back,
Definitely the right move,
Not invested any more love.

You love me,
But I don't love you,
I love him,
But he doesn't love me.

What goes around,
comes back around.

I guess I deserve that,
I stabbed you in your back,
And look he has done the same,
All I have is shame.

What goes around,
comes back around.

You gave me everything,
I gave you something,
He gave me nothing,
And I gave him everything.

I want to stand out,
I want to be recognized,
But I don't get their eyes,
Am I on the right route?

rationality is knowing
that you are not the one for me.

irrationality is thinking
that you will realize you love me.

I guess I am in my bag,
I hate to be a drag,
I do not want to nag,
I just need a rag.

you said we were meant to be,
so why did you leave me?

I should delete the thread,
I know you saw the message,
You left me on read,
But there is more to be said.

i trust no more,
my body is torn,
and my heart on the floor.

betrayal has a bitter taste,
my time was a waste,
and you left without a trace.

fool i am,
my love was not worth a ****,
and your care was not even a milligram.

Skip to the end because I could tell from the start
put my time into you
when I was just a pastime for you
I broke my own heart

Boys break your heart
then they make you believe
that it is your own fault.

We know how this ends,
You and I weren’t made to be friends

wondering if any of this writing works,
do you see my world,
do you hear my words,
do you ******* pain?

when you leave,
do you carry my thoughts,
do you sing like songbirds,
do you smile like the sun?

if you return,
do you feel satisfied,
do you stare at the art,
do you come back again?

yesterday i tried my luck,
i played the lottery,
and it is safe to say it is not like pottery.

beginning to think you don't love me no more

feeling like you're pulling away from me right now,

seeing your eyes drift away from mine with doubt,

holding my heart together as you break it anyhow.

you are in the deep end,
while i am wishing we were back to being friends.

why can't i be happy?
i have everything i could dream of
except i don't have u
so how can i be happy?

i can't promise u that i'll stay,
or promise that i'll change today.

i trust no more,
my body is torn,
and my heart on the floor.

betrayal has a bitter taste,
my time was a waste,
and you left without a trace.

fool i am,
my love was worth not a ****,
and you did not care a milligram.

how could u feel no remorse?
u left me when i neeeded u the most,
how could u feel no remorse?

How is it that you love me now Meadow,
but then change your mind tomorrow?

Please tell me that you've moved on,
maybe then I'll have some piece of mind,
maybe then I'll forget losing the love of my life,
maybe then I'll remember to move on.

His pale hands,
concave shaped fingernails,
touch me as if he is you,
but my body knows your electrons and wails.

Wait a minute,
He has on clothes like you,
Even walks like you,
He is laughing the way you do,
No it can’t be you,
Is it that your face,
No but I want it to be.

I love you,
You told me that a thousand times.
After all your crimes,
I wonder if you meant it once.

Am I just one of the guys you dated?
Disregarded in your trash?
Your toy for a year?
Did you even shed a tear?

Our plans are in the sewer,
But yours go along as planned,
You are never a wrongdoer,
Because it’s all for your well-being.

You told me you wanted to be a gymnast;
Well you bounce back faster than a boomerang;
Your peacock dance leaves me flabbergasted;
Come claim your gold medal at last.