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11.2k · Aug 2015
I Care Too Much
Blurryface Aug 2015
I'm just a girl,
Who cares way too much about a guy
Who doesn't care at all.

-H.R.
He told me he cared about me but it wasn't the first time he lied to me.
5.9k · Apr 2014
Clear
Blurryface Apr 2014
Words clouded me
What was going on
The Earth fell and
Nothing was left
I was alone on the
Earth. It was dark
And gloomy like
Nothing I'd seen.
The trees were dead
And the rivers full of dried
Blood. The lone cloud
Was dark, the sun shone
But everything was dark.
Noises came from all
Around but I was alone.
The voices louder as I
Walked towards them
And all at once it was quiet
And it was clear.

-H.R.
This poem was more of my flowing thoughts, but when I reread it, it reminds me of the "Old Earth" or whats left of it at least. I was looking for it to be like this but i like it.
3.7k · Jul 2015
Tyler Joseph -
Blurryface Jul 2015
"Guns for Hands is talking about- I want to tell you that I know
you have the ability to hurt yourself, you do, you have that ability.
I feel like a lot of the older generation when they hear about someone
struggling with it their first reaction is “No you’re not, you’re not struggling
with that- think about something else. You’re just trying to get attention”. But this song
was really trying to say “Listen I know that you have the ability to hurt yourself,
I recognize that, but let’s take that energy and let’s point it at something else,
let’s divert that, lets kinda shift momentum and look at something like art
or something like this music specifically, or even point it at me, you
know- just point it anywhere. Just don’t point it at yourself."
-T.J.
I didn't write this. Tyler Joseph said this about his song Guns For Hands. I just thought it was important.
3.4k · Apr 2014
Escape
Blurryface Apr 2014
People walking all around me
"I'm trapped"
They bump and push me
"I'm not here"
Everyone rushes as I stand
Staring
Staring at the lives and
Staring at the nothing
"I'm lonely"
And when the shakes begin
The words "Are you okay?"
Crash my world around me
The shaking doesn't stop
Even as the hand is on my shoulder
Their eyes pierce through my thoughts
Staring
Staring at me that one in the hallway
The waves pile as they repeat
"Are you okay?"
Maybe louder I did not know
I wanted to run
Fast and far away
But I could not move
My legs were stuck
I fall to the ground
And close my eyes
Darkness surrounds me
This was my escape
The noise seems louder
And I think I hear my name
The darkness keeps me alive
In there
I don't see or think
Just
Nothing
There is nothing
No rushing and walking
Or people staring there is
Nothing
The
Darkness
Is
My
Escape

-H.R.
1.6k · Jul 2015
Do I Miss Him?
Blurryface Jul 2015
He made me happy
Now hes gone
And though I swore I never would,
I hate him
Hes completely different
Hes changed so much
I miss the old him
I miss the old us

He changed my life
I said "I love you"
But he walked away
Leaving me behind,
Crying.
Dying.
Alone.


When I thought he would be there for me
He left
Walked away without a fight
Like it was easy for him
And it was the hardest thing
I've ever had to do

I kinda sorta really miss him
I kinda sorta really don't.

-H.R.
I'ts been weeks since we have talked...
1.5k · Jul 2015
Don't Try To Understand Me
Blurryface Jul 2015
Don't try to understand me
I cannot
I'm happy and sad
I get too emotional and never show it
I love too easily and too quickly

Don't try to understand me
You can try
And if you do
Tell me how to understand myself

-H.R.
1.4k · Jul 2015
Make me your muse
Blurryface Jul 2015
I want just as much poetry I write about you
written about me

-H.R.
I write a lot about him.
I wish everyone could tell their feelings in poetry
because it would make my life easier
1.1k · Jul 2015
I Will Not Forget
Blurryface Jul 2015
I don't have a good memory
I may forget things about my past
I may forget old memories

But I will never forget you
I will not forget the way it felt when we touched
And the sparks flew
I will not forget the hugs
And the safe feeling you gave me
I will not forget the late nights
And the deep talks
I will not forget the phone calls
And the confessions
I will not forget how happy I was with you every day

But maybe I want to forget everything.
It hurts remembering
I want to forget it all

-H.R.
I have thought about him way too much...
995 · May 2014
The Poems
Blurryface May 2014
I don't know why I read all these poems all they do is remind me of you and I hate that. Everyone understands me here and I don't know if that's good or bad. I feel for them and get it and want to help them because if I cant have it they should. I miss you and the poems make me wanna say to you but I still cant. The poems help me sleep at night. Sometimes. I wanna talk to you again even for a bit.The poems get that they get me the poems fill me with emotions I never knew could happen and they're all about you. The poems keep me breathing

-H.R.
thinking about him. again.
968 · May 2014
He's on my mind
Blurryface May 2014
I write my poetry
about the world around
me and the people too.
But when he comes to
mind the words don't
fall into place like I love
the way they do.
The thoughts come slow
and the words even slower.
He's on my mind and
nothing works. My brain
shuts down, my stomach
tightens, my feet go numb.
When he's on my mind.

I hate this feeling not
knowing what to write,
he's on my mind and I
cant get him out.
Why cant I do this!
It's not hard to write!
Love poems are easy!
So why does this hurt?
Nope!
I cant do this,
he's on my mind
and I cant get him out

-H.R.
this took me forever to write
942 · Jul 2015
A Little Too much...
Blurryface Jul 2015
I miss you
A little too much
A little too often
A little more each day

I want you
A little too much
A little too often
A little more each day

I need you
A little too much
A little too often
A little more each day

-H.R.
sigh
896 · Nov 2015
Untitled
Blurryface Nov 2015
She chocked out between tears
"But, I love you"
He replied contently
"I love you, but"
He said he loved me...
824 · Jul 2015
His Love is the Wind
Blurryface Jul 2015
His love was a storm
Strong and powerful and
Damaging
It left me broken and lost

His love was the rain
Kissing me with every drop
Soothing and keeping me sane
But dark and cold

His love was the ocean
Perplexing and deep and mysterious
And left me frightened

His love was thunder
Loud and explosive and scary
Leaving me alone
Shaken and anxious

His love was the wind
It left as quickly as it came
I could feel it
But others could not see it

His love was the wind
It lifted me from the ground
To the clouds
Only to drop me
Far  
Alone
Broken and lost
Dark and cold
Frightened
Shaken and anxious

His love was the wind
Gone so quickly
Barely felt or seen

-H.R.
His love did not last long
815 · Aug 2015
I Love You.
Blurryface Aug 2015
I love you.
And I don't mean I love you like I love
 my favorite music.
And I don't mean I love you like I love
long car rides.
And I don't mean I love you like I love
breakfast food.
And I don't mean I love you like I love
sleeping in.
And I don't mean I love you like I love
 brown eyes.
And I don't mean I love you like I love
my pets.
And I don't mean I love you like I love
coffee.

I am deeply and hopelessly in love with you.
I love you with a love that consumes me and controls my entire life.
 I love you.

-H.R.
Maybe I love him too much...
703 · Jul 2015
I Can't Help It
Blurryface Jul 2015
He doesn't care and I can't stop.
- a six word story

-H.R.
He has such control over me and I hate it
391 · Jul 2015
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Blurryface Jul 2015
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I trusted him with everything
& I lost everything
He gained nothing by taking my
e v e r y t h i n g

- H.R.
he took it all...

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