when I'm with you time slips by
all the worries that swim viciously
sink to the depths of my mind.
& when I'm without,
there leaves an awful drought
exposing the terrors on the dry land
valleys of dead thought trout.
I think without reason,
and reason without thought
cannot diminish or swallow
the bitter aching knot.
there's too many clouds in
my already crowded mind
all the hours passing aimlessly
& still I'm pressed for time
without you here
afraid I'm going to suffocate
beneath all my senseless fears.
afraid to lose all & everyone
I hold dear
for I miss the touch that
dams my sticky tears
I miss the soul
that helps mine be clear.
No beautiful landscape or time of vacation can help my aching heart. You're a million miles away and I can still hear your heartbeat replaying in my brain like a broken tape.