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Aahi Oct 2020
What?????
  .
¡ didn't found any difference
after a new title six(teen)
It's all same..

As I found
My only
Fitted shoes
As a depressed teen..
....
16th birthday, still no positive blessings
Aahi Sep 2020
Not from starting the day
It's from the night leaning
The next day..
Same fears are gaining
It's weight..
For every day,every night
Without a break.
Days are seeming
Years for a new
Disturbing thought.
Even the reckless
Efforts are not enough
To get a break,
Only the
Lacrimal fluid
Setting for a temporary break.
Again the same thoughts
Arrive after the tear drenched off.
Isn't it's a circle for
Not getting a break?
Tired,exhausted, bored,frustrated is all the adjectives to define my life
Aahi Aug 2020
Holding bunches of dreams,
With mind saying it as memes
Night after night are passing,
With a tone of losing..
Why the faith of mine
On myself is failing?
Why my thoughts
are feeling isolated?
IS IT ALL FOR THE
AWFUL VIVES
I HAD DATED?
~Aheli
Aahi Nov 2020
CHANGE CAN BE SCARY AND WONDERFUL
AT THE SAME TIME:)
FOR THE FIRST CASE
THE PERSON WHO ARE
GETTING THOSE
CHANGES IN ATTITUDE
IS STARTED BROKING
INSIDE..
AND FOR THE SECOND,
THE BUTTERFLIES
IN STOMACH
IS ALWAYS READY
TO REPLY:)
:) mmm I'm fine..
Aahi Nov 2020
The only image I found
Just after fallen asleep
is 'YOUR UNKNOWN BEHAVIOR '
:) It had erased my night sleep..
And in the morning
When I open my stressed, darkspot eyes
While thinking,
Whether you are going
to treat as yesterday 🙃..
It's the time to be
the real partner
with 'DIPPRESION'..
NEVER THINK ABOUT OTHERS A LOT..
YEAH! OFCOURSE YOU WILL..
BUT MAINTAINING THE LEVEL OF THINKING
ABOUT THE GOOD OF OTHER SHOULD
BE MAINTAINED..
OTHERWISE IT'S REALLY DIFFICULT
FOR US TO OVERCOME THEIR UNEXPECTED
ATTITUDES:)
.
Aahi Nov 2020
My days are set
for getting nightmares
which I feel to admire
at my best..
:)
And nights are
set to bear
whole day's
Fear..
Never desire too much in your life..
Try to be happy with the things
U got!!!
Aahi Nov 2020
My heart is more mature
than my brain..
My HEART:- What's the cause of it's more maturity ?
- "I overcome oceans with tyrant waves "
(my heart reply)
My BRAIN:- What's the cause of it's immaturity?
- It never think to step out of its barrier ..
(I replied)
😂MY HEART IS WAY TOO MATURE THAN YOURS..UK?
....STAY HAPPY!
Aahi Sep 2020
My each step is stamping a new mistake
Just wanna stay happy
By doing all the compulsory stuffs..
But when the night whisper
'Oh! what a *******
You had done
Now stay with those unwanted,
Heart aching memories..'
Tears are the only
One to reply the night's whisper..
:)
The only person god sent to
Face all negative glories 😂
Never mind!
Maybe I broke some rule
While he was
Making me_
Still I will not not show what
The hell is going with me!!
Aahi Mar 2021
Love is a language,
So it's better to find someone,
Who can speak on your language..
So translation of your soul will not
Going to require!!..
Aahi Sep 2020
My precious droplets of tear
Due to each & every lil failure
Is rubbing my
Dreams to be alive..
My days starts
With a vibrant mode
Of what's wrong
is waiting for the day.
Every steps I make
To live a newly way
Of  life,
Is the greatest mistake of mine.
But..
I'm fine
By thinking I'm
a pro of taking
Mistaken paths
Through which I'm
Experienced of all
Mistakes..
I'm fine by thinking
I can help a soul like
Mine by warning
For unturned
Steps..
Aahi Sep 2020
Who told nature can't speak?
Who told nature is heartless?
Who told nature is selfish ?
It's the world wide wrong!
Whenever my mood
Swings and my subconscious mind
open the door of
Awful memories ,
Which make myself a useless,
Dead living.
On that time nature is the one
Who murmured in my ears
"HEY YOU LIL GIRL
RUB THOSE NONSENSE ..
I'M HEAR WITH YOU
24*7!"
My heart feels to live a longer
On that time !
Yes !!
Every night I have a great convo
With the night sky..
And that make my leaning
Day way too beautiful!
And 'Nature' will never
Break your heart !
Never ever!
Try to love and take care of the abiotic
Environmental as the are making our
Broken lives much beautiful
Aahi Oct 2020
To the moon and back remember?
.
I slept on the lap of glimmer
Than ,
All the evil eyes made my be-u-ti-ful
day as a bearer :)
-never mind I'm born fr this reason..
As if wanted day turned into unwanted one..
Aahi Nov 2020
STILL BELIEVES IN WISHES DURING THE
SHOOTING STARS 💫
&
THE UNICORNS ARE THE PERFECT CONSTANT 🦄
Never lost your inner you for someone💫💫
I repeat .. never!!
Aahi Sep 2020
Take me to the place,
Where none will present to chase
At me!
Just wanna stay alone
And come up with
My own theories..
None will be there
To knock me
With the term
this/that
Is 'WRONG '
SOMETIMES IT'S FEEL TO BUILD OWN WORLD
WITH OWN RULES
AND FORGET ALL SORROWS, MISERIES
♡JUST WANNA LOVE ONLY MYSELF
Aahi May 2021
Is it the era of feeling down in a continuous way?
Aahi Nov 2020
• BUILT YOUR HEART STONGEST AT ANY HOW..OTHERWISE IT's EASY TO BE THE PREY
BY ANYONE's HEART (still my heart is the weakest one):)
•DONT BE EQUAL WITH EVERY ONE..
JUST THINK TWICE WHAT THEY ACTUALLY
DESERVE THEN MAKE YOUR FOOTSTEP!!
(Be aware)
•MAINTAINING YOUR PRIVACY IS IMPORTANT IN EVERONE's PATH OF LIFE..
•MAKE YOUR STUDY AS ONE OF THE PRIORTY COZ U SHOULD KNOW THAT WHEN YOUR DEARIES WILL LEFT YOU ONE OR THE OTHER DAY..THESE KNOWLEDGE WILL BE THE ONLY WAY ON THAT TIME!
•DON'T BE CONCERNED ABOUT ANYONE
TOO MUCH..JUST BELIEVE IN THE POWER OF GOD AND GO ON..
•CONTROL YOUR TEARS AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE TO HARDEN YOUR HEART..
•BE ENGAGE YOURSELF EVERY TIME
SO THAT YOU NEVER HAVE TO FEEL WHAT DEPPRESION IS?..
•WHATEVER YOU THINK WILL BE PLEASURE FOR YOUR LIFE DO THAT..AND WHAT YOU THINK RIGHT DO THAT DONT MAKE YOUR BUDDIES WRONG AS YOUR WRONG!
•DARE TO THINK YOURSELF AS USELESS..
YOU ARE THE BEST & YOU CAN DO ALL THE WORK WHICH YOU ARE THINKING IMPOSSIBLE..
• ALWAYS MAKE YOURSELF HUNGRY TO GAIN KNOWLEDGE!
•AND MY MOST IMPORTANT LESSON TILL TODAY IS:BE LIKE THE INNOCENT ANIMALS.
AS THEY USE OTHER ANIMALS AS FOOD..
HAVE YOU EVER SEEN TO HIDE THEM THIS MATTER? NO OFCOURSE NO...
WHEREAS WE SHOW THAT WE HAVE NICE &FRIENDLY RELATIONSHIP BUT THE REALITY IS ABSOLUTELY OPPOSITE &DISGUSTING....
BEING LIKE ANIMALS IN THIS CASE WILL BE WAY TOO FRUITFUL FOR US!!
IMPORTANT LESSONS I WENT THROUGH IN MY LIFE..THOUGHT TO SHARE WITH YOU...BY TAKING IT MIGHT HELP YOU....

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