Behind that composed look.
Behind all of those shades.
.....................There is me.
A traveller on a journey.
Searching for more.
For a meaning of some sort .
Searching for peace & tranquility.
Love, devotion & all that's in between.

2 hours and a half
Too fast to love and admire
Too short to romance in fire
Too long to wait and admire

2 hours and a half
Too fast to love and admire
Too short to romance in fire
Too long to wait and admire

I find it interesting how
Happy you can make me feel.

I find it interesting how
Easily you can make me forget.

I'm here to tell a story about a little boy.
Who thought his mom was a monster
He felt like he didn't belong
Felt like he did something wrong
He lived his whole life like that

Now it's been several years
You'd think things would change
But NOW we turned him into a monster.
Several years of isolation and now here we are, blaming him for the things he has done.
The things We pushed him to do.
Like he could've had a good life.

How could we have not known that a little bit of kindness could have pulled him away.
A little bit of kindness could have made him a different man.
A better man.
A man he would've wanted to be.

Just a little bit of kindness towards him and he could've had good life.
A life he would've have been proud of.


But know I realized we were the monsters, before We turned him into a one.

Becuse before they turned into a monster they lived a life like mine and yours.

Just a little bit of kindness could have made him a better man.

He who shall not be named
Called my name tonight
He said:
I'm right here
Outside of your door now
Come out and let me talk to you now
Don't spread me thin
I've way more to offer you now
A lot of love and hugging
A lot of love and kisses
Coming your way now

Glowing tonight
Sparkling through the night
Beautiful compared to the moonlight
Looking at the stars
Looking at you now
Beauty in the skys
Beauty in my eyes

Let that mountain rise
Let that beauty go

Put my emotions in a glass jar,
closed the lid on a real tight.
Set it aside.

Take the next big best thing,
make myself occupied.
Thinking it can make me happy.

Now I can't get through to my emotions
Without having it exploding on me,
like fireworks on the 4th of July.

Are you
Ready for the hall of fame
Are you
Ready for the beauty & the pain

A lot of emotions that come into one
A lot of feelings that come form The one

With a pair of eyes like scissors
Ready to cut them open
Dive in the truth
Explore all you need
Explore each and every page
Ready to find out more

There is a beauty on my mark
And a mark I must hit
A goal I gota reach
Its love at first sight
It's a clear reaction
It's a clear attraction

You said sorry because that's what I needed.

You said to forgive and forget because that's what I wanted.

You cared for me.....you loved me.

You fought for me.......for Us.

& that's what we needed.

How beautiful is it now.

How beautiful is your world now,

now that i'm gone......

So sharp on the edges,

so beautiful.

Like the crescent moon.

Too beautiful to hide.

Too painful to touch.

A beautiful light.

A beautiful sky.

beautiful, beautiful.

A beautiful world it really is.

So, hear me out when I say, I didn’t think we could last for this long……longer then I could count.
For thousands of years & more.

Love me like I love you,
Love me like you should (like I should).

Know me like I do you,
Know me like you should.

Care for me...love (like I do you).

Change & grow your wings with me till the ends of time.

I'll be there to help you Grow to the beautiful angle you are.

Like the current moves the ocean, steady and calm. Beautifully yet powerful.
I'll guide you till you need me no more.

I'll be there for you,
I'll guide you,
I'll love you.

A story to myself (From myself)