no matter how many times i scream for you to hear my words made of silk, or pour out my thoughts to you like milk, you just sit there and turn my words into useless cream, even if my words flowed to you like water, like a river, you would turn them into steam; and watch me shiver.

\//\\//

Northpole looms North

Where playful Dolphinus´sparks

Fly to Aquila

//\/\\

It does not matter
how a person comes into your life,
it is what they bring into it

blank.
do you ever just feel so overwhelmed with
[life
work
school
friends
people
followers
likes
home
family
sadness
confusion
and just blegh,]
that your mind goes blank?

stress has been pounding on me,
and i haven't
been eating much lately,
algebra has slowly been killing me
daily,
i'm wishing peter pan,
would grab my hand,
and just take me to ******* never land,
so i can bury my face,
in the smooth sand,
with my earphones in,
listening to my favourite band,

to be honest, im tired of being
around these lifeless humans,
who definitley don't care about my well being,
and im oh so tired
of seeing,
these grey, sad souls
who have turned terribly cold.
or maybe its just that this is all
getting kind of old,

and i'm just waiting for a new adventure to unfold.

I am the key to the lock in your house

You burned a hole in my heart
Where the arteries flow.
And the veins are
blocked
like gutter drains,
No one can pass -
through the Red Sea,
A no go area.
A hairline fracture into a million capillaries,
Split arteries to take each feeling individual to the tips of my skin.
Still covered beautiful
but a nails cuticles,
Impaled on a cross resembling a torso.
Hollow bones that play like xylophones
In the tombs of hidden organs that echo
&
resonate through the decay of a necrophiliacs playground.
Dislocated limbs swing round a rib cage,
Splinters shatter the skin revealing the droplets of blood that pour like rain and tears combined.
Twist past as they gloop through a cutlets spine.
Always on my mind,
always on my mind.
Cobwebs of memories,
Embedded in a decayed gut,
Dug up like skeletons in cemeteries to find the remedy or medicine to plug the bullet shaped holes you made in my heart.

~ ~ ~

Bright man, Soft locks man

~ ~ ~

My bright man, noble man
my tall petit prince king.
Your hearts beauty is this
woman's sweetiest dream.

When you think of me,
when you think of us,
on the night we first met. . .

Do you reminisce well -
or do you reminisce hell!?

How brave you were - after
indulging in the potion green;
embracing me, for the first
time - tight across my
right shoulder.

And there - I wished for the first
time - you were my life's boulder.

And you laughed and laughed loud,
happily drunk, and infatuated with me;
as I were with you - darling - already!

And then - you exclaimed exuberantly:
This girl is so cool - guys!
This girl is so cool!
You really are cool- girl!

And then - I blushed a little. . .
And then - I rushed a little
just to let you know. . .
who I really was.

And I said
back to you
I am a woman.
And I said back to you
I am a mother of a child
Sweet beyond compare.

And you laughed and you laughed
Like a sweet tempest approaching
In the beauty of the darkest night;

To sweep me off my feet
to sweep me off the board
to land on the new shores
to find myself drowning in
your charming embraces


I don't believe you -  girl!
You're pulling me off!
You want to trick this honest,
playful man, who ain't playing no game!

You want to trick this honest,
playful man, who ain't playing no game!


My soft locks, noble man
My tall petit prince king
Don't you see the ring?

How shy your First
words seemed to me
about Star Elysium
Infinite lmmortality,
written paths to be. . .
new age books covers
and a scent of Poetry.


I saw stars in your smile
and you saw a devil in me;
overwhelmed with energy ~
This ******* life's intensity!

Then I asked you,
Yes, you - alluring strange man!
Yes, you - the arogant thinker man!

Do you know
for how long
do we know
each other;
Thinking on
one bohemian friend
standing by my side.

And you pretended
you didn't have any clue;
And you pretended
whilst we knew. . .

It was the story about us
It was the story about us
Waiting to finaly meet

We knew so well
Oh yeah- we knew!

This love was written
With flooded ink of times
Flowing in our blood

This love was written
With flooded ink of times
Flowing in our blood

To know your mine
To know your mine
Kiss and hug me for another million moments
Kiss and hug me for another million moments

don't break,
don't cry,
just stay strong,
and you won't die,
i know you've been doing this for so long,
and you've hurt by all these lies,
but i promise you,
you will rise
from this,
little miss.

with love, future you.