Strying

Strying Feb 2021

the call of the void.
I may not speak French,
but I seek the same:
existential freedom,
endless darkness,
eternal peace.

<3 LOVE U ALL AND THANKS FOR READING MY POETRY <3
writers note ab mood: I really feel like my anxiety is getting worse despite a week off of school.

#void #lappelduvide #french #freedom #same #existential #seek #darkness #peace #endless

Strying Feb 2021

another fallen innocent

I gasp for air
I reach for the surface
I fall by the call

I hope I will see
another deity
coming from the sky
like a prince or a knight

I wish for the day
I finally see the light
because I'm drowning in denial
and all the plight
I see in my life
where there used to light.

I felt like writing ab something with drowning because I am truly drowning in school work right now and I have two tests tomorrow which I'm not ready for and so many assignments and school is just so hard right now for me.
Hope everyone is doing amazing and I love each and every follower I have on this platform <3

#fallen #innocent #drowning #drown #homework #air #call #surface #diety #sky

Strying Feb 2021

Genius and Madness

truly
grateful
and
completely
terrified

Thank you guys so much for showing so much love for my last poem and I was just thinking about how so many extremely talented people had bad addictions or lost their minds.
On another note, my palm has a bump on it from writing so much and it scares me, and each time I write I worry that it'll be the last time even though it's not as serious at all (I think).
Thanks again ya'll <3

#madness #genius #fear #terror #success

Strying Feb 2021

Peace

I wonder if when I die
Someone will find comfort in the poems I write
That when I reach a peace
They too can see some sort of calm in the distance

Like a withering light
A flickering spark
It's fleeting
But enough for you to walk through the tunnel.

I wish my poems to be found after I die, although it's kinda a violation of privacy since I don't write these in my own name, I want to make a difference in the world even if it's just through language.
I recently found an author named Sylvia Plath and im absolutely amazed, yall
should check her out :)

#peace #deatth #die #comfort #poetry #spark #light #tunnel #calmchange

Strying Jan 2021

silent

I try to speak because
I have so many thoughts
and stories to tell
yet I can't find the words
and my head just yells them
arguing back and forth,
what do I say next?

my mind is at war
and I'm just trying to win the battle,
a battle just to open my mouth
but I always seem to lose.
So I just sit there, silent.

And even my tears
seem to
fall
without a sound.

I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY BUT ITS SO HARD TO SPEAK

#speak #silence #words #battle #war #mouth #lose #yell #scream #argue

Strying Jan 2021

come home

Sleepless yawns
Headless calls
Waiting up
For someone who never comes

Strying Jan 2021

On my Nerves.

"DOubT ME AgaiN I DaRe YoU!"
she yelled
at the man
who said
she couldn't do it.

he really said i dont do anything in school when i try so hard and got all As but a B+ last semester IM SO DONE

#nerves #annoying #men #man #doubt #power