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Proviquis Feb 2015
I hate being lonely,
Yet I'm always alone

I've been sober for 4 years,
Yet I drink every day

I don't drink caffeine anymore,
Yet I drink 3 pots of coffee a day

I'm trying to acquire good karma,
Yet I drove past the person stuck in the ditch
Proviquis Feb 2015
(My Third eye is opening,
and it is telling me
to start looking deeper
while I am composing.)

The bell rang,
and afraid I was.
So I opened my eyes,
but couldn't see, only feel the 'buzz'.

Energy's we call them,
how only I can describe.
Statically swaying orbs
seen not from vision, only inside.

This was my experience,
and the pen can not express.
If you are ever-so curious
to try it, Do... You will be impressed.
Proviquis Feb 2015
To the Goddess
Which I am sitting behind
Turn around and I promise one thing
I'll ask you to be
my
Valentine
happy valentines day. drink up if youre lonely, as am i
Proviquis Feb 2015
I am
both
Dr. Jekyll
and
Mr. Hyde
at the
same
time.
Proviquis Feb 2015
Sitting here-
Alone-

Book
In hand

They say books can
Change- your
Life

Does
She-
Read?

Maybe she-
Will approach
Me-

Break

My

Concentration


Please-
­
Now
She is
Sweeping


Up-
          Look
I


She-
Looks
Down.


I.Look.Down.


Peripherals
Tell me-
Look up-
Now!

She.Looks.Down.

I.Am.Getting.Tired.Of.These.
        Provocative.
  Visual.
Encounters.

Although,
There is- a
Certain. Comfort
In                 being

Not.Quite.Sure
Proviquis Feb 2015
"Hey"
Is the
Worst thing
you
Can Say
To a person like me

Is it a
Boy

or
Is it a
Girl

Are you a
Blessing in disguise?

Or
Are you
Blessed
with a disguise

How can I know
Your
Characters
Are not
filled
With Lies

I lie here laying

As you
Lay there lying

To me
Proviquis Feb 2015
finished the book,
and pondered upon why
it seized to conclude how it looked
the catcher in the rye

stood up and took
a stroll down the aisle
i saw that You looked
a Marvelous Connection of Eyes

i lift my head once in a while
only to see an Astounding Sunrise
a hundred feet, feels like a mile
but, Love has blessed me with eagle eyes

only, from a distance now
studying, carefully, Your Astounding Fragility
Forgetting, many of thousands of words
as You Wander so Elegantly
I wish I had some nerve. I could really use a blessing like her.
Proviquis Feb 2015
To Exist
     is to be.

To Live
     is to be, Freely.
Proviquis Feb 2015
A burnt child
Dreads
The fire

Seems dark-
Doesn’t
It?

I would
****-
To
Dread
The fire

How does one
Know-
To dread?

One can not
Know
What to
Dread

How-
Do we learn?

Go
    find
           out-

Ill see you there.
Proviquis Feb 2015
The Rose
So beautiful- yet
Far from perfect

Luscious
Crimson Red
Top-
Yet
Crimson Red
Blood-
Drips
From the thorns

The Rose
Tries to free itself
From the hands of the man
Who grasped her Sharp, Spiny, Stem

The Rose
Is stuck
With-
That man

That "Man"
Who
Wakes up at noon-
Who
Doesn’t do his dishes
Who
Has no plan but labor
He- is
Ambitionless

All that "Man"
Will do-
Is hold the rose-
In a vase

And later on
--You--
Will regret
Wasting your youth
away
Proviquis Feb 2015
Small is beautiful-

An
Action
Potential
Being
Sent
From
A
Neuron-
Transmi­tting
Signals-
Hundreds
Of
Thousands
Of
Signals-
Every
Second
To
And
From
A
Functioning
Brain

Small
  -IS-
Beautiful
Proviquis Feb 2015
I once knew a guy. He worked 2nd shift at a factory. This ******* was always complaining about how much he hated his job. How can he not be grateful to have a job that pays $9.75 an hour?!
He would always say that he made $16.00 an hour when he was working construction, which he
Had been doing since he was 15 years old. Is he a ******* lunatic? If I were making $16.00 an hour, Id have a hell of a drinking problem, and a wife who I could look at while we ****. ****, this kid is a rotten liar.  That was his story until about 3 or 4 weeks later. Now he was a boxer. "Yeah, almonds are really high in protein, and protein helps build muscle back up after its broken down."
I cant believe these ******* ignorant people are actually believing this kid. In less than a month he went from a supposed construction worker, to a boxer. ******* Bob the builder to Rocky… If he was making $16.00 an hour, why would he take this job? I asked him this one day, and he said,  "My boss was just too much of an *******." What a line of ****. Like I said. I would give my left ******* nut to be making that wage. If he's serious, then I am currently speaking to the dumbest ******* I have EVER met.

"I'm a boxer now, don’t **** with me"
Do you think you’re a badass because you're wearing a shirt that says Stone Gym, with a pair of boxing gloves around it? Let me explain something you little punk….If you were EVER to try some of your little **** games around me, I would take a ******* crowbar to your neck without a second thought. Think about it….What would win? A crowbar? Or some ******* tattooed knuckled hands? Think about it.

5 weeks later….

Next thing I know he is coming into work with books. Charles Dickens, Henry D. Thoreau, Paulo Coelho, Kahlil Gibran, Plato….
What the ****….
So you're really working your way up the ladder. You go from construction, to boxing, to being a ******* scholar? Let me tell you something you little *******, these ignorant factory pigs might be buying all of your *******, but I'm not. Let me guess….You're going to be writing poetry in the next "phase" of your life….
Proviquis Feb 2015
I am
a loving lover when love loves to love me.
I am
the friendliest friend any friend could find.
I am
interested in interesting things that only interesting people find interesting.
I am
aggressively angry at anger itself.
I am
dreadfully dependent on a double dose of my drug.
I am
secretly sad, and always holding a sad secret.
I am
painfully imperfect.

But,

I am
Me,
and Me is the best I will ever be.
Embrace your imperfections
Proviquis Feb 2015
To the anonymous valentine,
whom spread their love so freely.

You're cauterized inside my mind,
wondering if the feeling is shared equally.
Anonymous left a rose on V-day for me. Someone out there loves me...
Proviquis Feb 2015
I wait day after day-
To make your acquaintance-
And still day after day-
You pay no attention-

How can I introduce-
The mere idea that I fell-
Deeply In love with you-
From distance which I could yell-

My mouth opens to speak-
Words manifestly retreat-
I accept feeble defeat -
The introvert-
Climbs back in his shell-
Proviquis Feb 2015
The words- just
Oozed
Out

The way a book-
Conveys
Emotion

Without- even
Making a
Sound

Like waves- in the
Middle of the
Ocean

My body language
Lets -You- know. The largest phrase.
In any language
Proviquis Feb 2015
Where I am
In my
Life- Currently-

Friends
Are a thing of
Fiction

Family
Is all I see in the
Future

And

Nemeses
Never really did
Exist

In my
Life- Currently-

The closest
Thing to a friend
Brother

He is
Smarter
Than me

I don’t mind
Though
I like a challenge

Im learning
New things
Every day

It seems each time
I see him- I- have
More and more to say

In my
Life- Currently-

After I study
I head to the
Factory-

****-
The-
Factory-

That place
Is filled with
Ignorant- pigs

— The End —