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Eric Feb 2019
You came to me in a dream , now I'll be going away with you in one.
Eric Feb 2019
Imprinted on my mind
To think of you a thousand times
Before the minute was over

Hollow as the sounds echo
Nothing to hang onto , I must let go
New hour has begun

But silence fell over the voiceless voice
That feeling of thinking I had a choice.
The dark day has arrived .

Million words , a million ways, to say
I love you, and not a letter missing out of eight.
It's been a week

Eternity line snapped, hopeless string.
And I believed in every Viber of my being.
How many months has it been.

Rewind and please stop , I'm dieing
In your world , I'm not even trying
But my minutes are years .

However long this eternity takes it to be
I'll always wish someday you'll know me
Even after 6 years of "nothing"...
How do you heal a bruise on your mind?
I have yet to find out to erase memories.
How can one person sit on someones mind till that person is crushed? . Every minute of every day . I think of every moment I let slip away . Don't let go of love . Even know love let go of you.
Eric Jan 2019
I awake , with pounding in my chest.
I'm shaking , it's cold , I can't breath.
Oh , it's the morning.
Getting up was always the worst
Taking a hot shower is what I do first.
Alone again, as water Cascades down the wall.
Never hot enough to melt my troubles after all.
Uniform and mask for the day .
Really nothing more to say.
I see faces , in the most unfamiliar places.
But I guess I'm always doing ok .
I lay down , and prepare for tomorrows way.
Eric Jan 2019
Exhaustion can be in many different parts of you . Mental , physical, even spiritual exhaustion. Stress in these areas can cause soul exhaustion which in turn becomes depression .
Eric Jan 2019
Alone with a dark breeze.
Comes the truthful freeze.
Sounds of molecules.
Rubbing against each other.
With every vanishing step.
It's coming down hard now.
I can feel the weight all around.
As I look up ,
Passing through the snowflakes.
As if I was falling.
And still have yet to be found.
Really,
Where am I ?
I've lived here a long time,
Yet I'm lost, and I want to cry.
But why?
Because I've been crushed by
The sky.
The weight of my world.
Quickly unfurled
Now I'm just buying time.
  But I'm broke and that's it ,
And I have no ambition left,
In my pocket.
I'd turn them inside out.
Still get lint.
Can you imagine the extent,
I have to go just to forget .
The life I had ,
Before I learned to sit.
To think about it.
I try so hard to erase those memories.
But that's just like getting rid of
Me.
I'm already gone, a empty shell.
Not traveling for long.
It's my life in a nutshell.
And the ending to this song.
Eric Jan 2019
I forget...I jump..
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thump!! ...I forgot.
Eric Jan 2019
A room with a quiet light .
A space lit but very dim.
It's dust I see .
Apon the drapes , upon the tables.
It's past full of sin.
A step in , and the floors creak.
As window blows out , cold air seeps in.
Just waiting for that thunderstorm to begin.
Quiet was the feeling , so afraid to look up .
The ceiling on fire , filling one cup.
Hot and steaming across the room .
Stood a cup of tea half gone.
And that song ...
What song ...
Quiet wind it's gone .
Now music plays and there's a battle won .
A celebration of happiness beyond.
Sudden lights go out , dark prevails.
And screaming puts a knife to your throat.
Can't say no more, the quiet wind becomes a wail.
It's cold now and I need my coat .
To walk the world away from that room .
I have failed to see what I made my tomb.
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