Once felt solid, even when I was warm.
Comfort by you , kept me solid.
The love we grew, was bigger then two.
The world felt right, when your all I had in sight.
Now my warmest days , are as cold as ice.
You remember that fight .
The one that tore everything , even the core you built in me .
I drip to the morning sun , wasting away
All the pain that has won.
You see through me like I'm the transparent one.
And I fell to the ground and shattered ,
When you said you were done.

Every step , into a new day.
Has tipped my scales ,with deep
Thought at play.
I drown myself with thoughts
Of pain.
I know I never gain , Im the one
Who will pay.
So now I sit back and try to forget I'm not sane.
We are now entering the chronic age .

As days set and let's go of the past , I start a new day with another mask .

We love
We get lost
We gain content
We die.

Sometimes I feel I miss
To much.
When I close my
Eyes .

They come so swiftly , I can never see them coming .
Fresh needles to the brain , feeling like I was something .
Repeating thoughts , turn negative quickly .
Takes everything I have left , to stop thinking .
Just for that moment when the tears wont stop leaking.
They come, ...so swiftly.
Believing the attachment , is what haunts me.