When I woke up this morning
They said everything had started over
It was all brand new
But when I looked in the mirror
I saw the same tired eyes looking back
I put my hand to my chest
Just to see what I felt
No... still broken

Sadness is the one drug I can’t seem to shake
Its icy claws have pierced into my soul

Fair is never fair
Not when one is a giver
And the other a taker
My point is invalid
My thoughts are not shared
I'll always say it's fine
And you'll just do what you want

I like to sit outside
I listen to the wind swirling
Sometimes I close my eyes
And pretend that it carries me away

I wear these masks
Fake smiles
Pretending to care
Hiding my pain
My brokenness
Tucked away tightly
But still slipping through these cracks

Sometimes I count the stars
I don’t know them by name
I’ve watched them my whole life
Somehow they don’t change
Even though I do

I’m sorry it ended this way
It wasn’t what I wanted
It’s just what happened
Sometimes things fall into place
And sometimes people just fall
I miss you even though I shouldn’t