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Feb 2020 · 57
thank you love
N Pescador Feb 2020
i know you
you’re the girl
with a smile on her face
and sadness on her eyes
you’re the girl
refusing to let life
break you
you’re the girl
who always survive
you’re the one
who inspired in this words
and so
i thank God for you
Feb 2020 · 43
scene 11
N Pescador Feb 2020
i hope you stop caring
when they do
i hope you walk away
because they will

i hope you know
that you’ll be fine
and they’ll regret
losing a woman like you
Feb 2020 · 35
scene 10
N Pescador Feb 2020
save yourself for yourself
right now
only your deserve you
Feb 2020 · 43
Scene 09
N Pescador Feb 2020
sometimes you just have to let go
of certain people
in order to make a room
for something beautiful
to enter your life
Feb 2020 · 46
The life after you
N Pescador Feb 2020
my life ended
the moment i fell for you
and somehow deep down
i realized that in order to live again
i had to live without you
Feb 2020 · 46
hymn 05
N Pescador Feb 2020
he never told her why
but somehow
she already knew
Feb 2020 · 42
Scene 36
N Pescador Feb 2020
you must learn
to walk away from anyone
who no longer
appreciate your presence
Feb 2020 · 36
Scene 31
N Pescador Feb 2020
the beat revenge
is realizing that you never needed
the person who hurt you
Feb 2020 · 44
Scene 08
N Pescador Feb 2020
she realized that wanting him
meant losing herself
she realize that she couldn’t
save her own soul
because her hand is too busy
holding the hand of someone
who no longer deserved her energy
Feb 2020 · 106
Scene 04
N Pescador Feb 2020
just because your good-looking
doesn’t mean they’ll be good to you
some things or some bodies
are just nice to look at
but those same things
those same some bodies
could be the same ones
to destroy the joy of your heart

so be careful
Feb 2020 · 158
gn
N Pescador Feb 2020
gn
he texted you right?
claiming to miss you
claiming to care
even though he’s rarely there
those lies cause confusion
he chose himself
but you always choose him
a lack of love that kept you hurting
forcing yourself to fix something
that was never working

he texted you right?
only because he’s bored
*****, tired of the person
he left you for
claiming to love you
but that’s the same man
who left you to **** someone
ignore his messages
and he’ll text somebody
with the same old lines
the same old lies
the man doesn’t deserve your love
sweetheart, open your eyes
Copied from the book
Feb 2020 · 65
After them
N Pescador Feb 2020
it hurts because you cared
more than you should have
it hurts because your heart
is brave enough to love unconditionally

don't be afraid of the hurt
don’t run away from the pain

in the midst of chaos
you’ll cultivate the peace
after the distraction
you’ll rebuild yourself
Copied from the book
Feb 2020 · 115
Screen 13
N Pescador Feb 2020
Who were you
before you decided
to let the world
dictate who you’d become

sure enough
you’ve always been beautiful
and yet you’ve struggled to see this
because society took your truth
then replace it with lies

i wish you knew
just how remarkable you are
i wish you knew
just how amazing you already were
before the world
told you who you should be
Copied from the book
Dec 2019 · 163
Pasikretong nagmamahal sayo
N Pescador Dec 2019
At ito nanaman ako umaasa na matapos ang relasyon niyo,
Pasikretong inaalam ang bawal hindi niyo pag kakaunawaak,
Umaasa na kung matapos man kayo pwede na ulit ang ikaw at ako

Masama ba akong tao dahil hinihiling ko na matapos kayo?
Nakakaawa ba ako dahil umaasa ako sa walang kasiguraduhan?

Nag mamahal lang naman ako.
Nag mamahal parin sa lalaking dati ay akin
Masaya mag mahal.
Pero mas masaya kung mamahalin ka rin pabalik,
Kasi kung hindi nakaka baliw ang sakit,
Lalo na kung ang mahal mo ay may mahal na iba
Dec 2019 · 113
Dream. What does it mean?
N Pescador Dec 2019
I don’t know if I already have moved on.
But I saw you in my dream
I don’t know what does it mean
I don’t know why your in my dream
But im happy
Im happy that your in my dream
Because i got to see you
Even if it was all a dream.
Dec 2019 · 65
All I Want
N Pescador Dec 2019
If we can make it through December
Maybe we'll make it through forever
'Cause all I want for Christmas
Is you and me to fix this
If we can make it through December
Every New Year we'll be together
Baby, all I want for Christmas
Is you and me to fix this

It hasn't been the greatest year
But through thick and thin we made it here
Just keep holding onto me
And I'll hold you
But we made it through the hardest part
And I followed you, the brightest star
I just wanna be where you are
Right where you are
“All I Want” a song by liam payne
Oct 2019 · 51
Atleast they’re happy
N Pescador Oct 2019
They say “life is too short, do whatever makes you happy”
Clearly they’re not afraid of dissappointmenting someone.
Cause I do!
My goal is make them happy even if it makes me unhappy.

But my question is if all that matter is they’re happiness,
How do I get the chance to be happy and they won’t get to be disappointmented?
Oct 2019 · 92
Blue
N Pescador Oct 2019
I am blue,
I feel blue,
Can someone please save me.
Someone
Oct 2019 · 448
Why im write here
N Pescador Oct 2019
I write here because im lonely
And i have no one to talk to
About my feelings and staff

I write here because I don’t trust people
People can hurt you, can disappoint you
But in here
No one knows me and I don’t know you all
So there’s no room for disappointments.

I just want to lessen the baggage in my chest
Oct 2019 · 115
Give me a chance
N Pescador Oct 2019
I’ve been thinking that i can love you better than her.
But someone told me if im better lover than her,
Why is that she is in your arms right now and not me?

But i still believe that i can love you better than her. Just give me a chance. One more chance.
Oct 2019 · 108
Still inlove with you
N Pescador Oct 2019
I love you,
But she also do.

I wanna hold your hand and kiss you,
But she’s already doing it.

I wanna be with you,
But your with her.

I miss you,
But you don’t miss me.

I want you to love me,
But you already love her.
Jun 2019 · 358
Problems
N Pescador Jun 2019
Too many problems and I don’t know what to do anymore.
Family problems
School problems
Friends
And even my self.

Why its so hard to live
If this is life I don’t want to live anymore
Im tired
And I already want to give up
N Pescador May 2019
I just wanna let you know

If she hurts you and crushes your heart
Cry. Cry till there's no comes out
And you’ll be mine and never let you go this time
I willingly catch you even if I hurt myself in the process

I still love you and it haven’t change
I still love you and it haven’t change. If you breaks you i will be there for you to catch you. I know you can’t see me as you see her but i hope someday you can see me like you see her.
May 2019 · 387
Her Last Poem For Him
N Pescador May 2019
This is my last poem for you
And i swear this is the last. I promise

You know me, im not the kind of girl who gave up so easily
If I want something i will do anything to have it
But in this case i should stop.
Even if you are the one that i like.

I don’t wanna lose you
But im hurting you more than showing my love
And that’s not what love should be

If letting you go makes you happy
Im willing to do it without any hesitation
Because that is love should be.

I love you and I want you to be happy
Even if it doesn’t include me anymore.
Maybe someday (just maybe) our love story has a continuation
And it has a happy ending.
Sorry for the wrong sentences.
Im too emotional right now and I don’t know what to do.
Mar 2019 · 444
Story of us
N Pescador Mar 2019
I don’t know if this is still love,
But I do know that you still care
And it makes me happy
Maybe someday
Maybe someday the story of us will continue
Someday but not today
Im sure
I dont know if this is still love. But im sure that your still important to me and you still to me.
Mar 2019 · 226
Problems
N Pescador Mar 2019
Too many problems,
I don’t know what to do,
Don’t know what to say,
Can I tell you?
Should I tell you,
Who can I trust with my problems,
Family, friends, special one
They have problems too
Who is interested?
No one.
Problems, problems, problems. What should I do to you
Feb 2019 · 429
What I like about you
N Pescador Feb 2019
I like your wavy hair,
I like your lazy eyes,
I like your pointed nose,
I like your perfect lips.

I like you genuine smile,
I like your laugh,
I like the way you move,
I like when your close to me,
I like everything in you

Same as you like everything in her
I know you like her so much
Or maybe you love her
And maybe i like the way you like her so much

Just remember if she hurts you
Im still here
Loving you secret
I like you with who you are and who you are is im inlove with. Just love me too and Im the happiest girl in this world
Feb 2019 · 454
Question about Life
N Pescador Feb 2019
Our life is temporary,
People go,
Everything changes in time,
Things broke or stole.

So why value thing,
Why love so much with all your heart,
if there’s no such thing as permanent in this word.
Feb 2019 · 262
Rants
N Pescador Feb 2019
Funny!
Funny how can a wrong messege,
Changed everything!
You make me believe where in the same page,
Oh wait! I guess I just assume
BY YOUR ACTIONS!

Funny how can two poeple
Became stranger.
How can you and I became like this?
Because of the message everything changes?
Feb 2019 · 359
Why life?
N Pescador Feb 2019
Why life is sad?
Why life is hard?
Why life is full of disappointments?
Why life is unfair?
Why it’s hard to lived everyday?

I am tired of living?
Why am I still alive?
There’s no use
Jan 2019 · 975
White Blood Cells
N Pescador Jan 2019
In this world full of bacteria, parasites and virus
Can I be your white blood cell?
Weird but sweet. Someone left that note in my locker and I don’t know who is he/her.
Jan 2019 · 219
Why?
N Pescador Jan 2019
There’s this boy
He stole my heart
And for that
I wrote 26 poems about him
To confest my feelings
But everything change
He became cold and dry
I thought the feelings is mutual
But I guess not

I want to ask
Is there something wrong about the poems?
Don’t you like it?
Why you suddenly change?
Is there something wrong?
Why?
Dec 2018 · 276
Am I selfish
N Pescador Dec 2018
Am I selfish for wanting you?
Even if you don't like me.
Am I selfish to wanting your time?
Even if you don't care about me.
Am I selfish for pushing myself to you?
Even if you really don’t care.

I wrote you many poems
You said, you like it.
How about me?
Do you like me too?
Dec 2018 · 328
A poem for my girl
N Pescador Dec 2018
She’s too special in her own many ways,
Even a blind man can see it,
Her smile, Her laugh, the way she talks,
Even her annoying little voice,
All of it makes her unique,
And her uniqueness makes her special.
Please someone help me. It’s not finished yet. I want to give it to her on Christmas day.
Dec 2018 · 357
broken heart, broken soul
N Pescador Dec 2018
I met you with a broken heart inside you,
And I promise myself that you boy will never be broken again.
I gave you all my love,
A love more than anyone can imagine,
I gave you my whole heart, every free time I got
Even my soul, I gave it all to you.
But I guess every story has to end. right?
Because when she came back,
You throw me away,
Like I was nothing to you.
You throw my heart away and left.
Thank you for the broken heart you gave me,
That once yours.
does my love wasn't enough?
Dec 2018 · 617
Demon
N Pescador Dec 2018
How can I stop my demon,
When my demon is myself.

Im the demon of my own story
And there’s no way to stop it.

Maybe that’s why I hate myself so much
Because my demon and I are one
How can I love myself if there’s no reason to love it? Im lost in my story
Nov 2018 · 345
Too Much Pain
N Pescador Nov 2018
There’s no word for my pain,
There’s no word for my broken heart,
Is this heartbreak feels like?
Lonely, Alone, Cold and too much Pain.

Laying down at my bed, Crying.
Please let me go to sleep,
And wake me up if the pain is gone.

All I can see is all black,
The love is gone,
The happiness is gone
Just all black and pain.

Is this life or is this the hell?
How do I stop loving you?! My life is a living hell thanks to you
Nov 2018 · 405
Drowning
N Pescador Nov 2018
I found myself,smiling.
Staring at my phone,
While waiting for your replies.

I smile bitterly,
When I realize you’re not gonna reply,
All the feelings that I’m hiding dies.

Can you help me,
I’m drowning in my own feelings
Is he really woth the pain I feel everyday? Cauze if no, I don’t know what to do.
Nov 2018 · 190
Life
N Pescador Nov 2018
Bakit ang lungkot ng buhay,
Wala na akong nakikitang rason para sumaya,
Lagi kong tanong
“Should I continue living another day?”
Lagi kong dasal
”Bigyan niyo po ako ng rason para ipagpatuloy pa ang buhay ko”
I know suicide is a sin
Pero everyday I see myself and all I can see is a failure and disappointment
My life is my own hell
Nov 2018 · 457
Be a medtech someday
N Pescador Nov 2018
“I wanna be a medtech and make my parents proud” - my only wish again and again

But im losing my hope
I feel so down

I feel like I don’t have a life anymore
School, review in cafe, home, repeat.

But still failed grades?
What should I do?
Every braincells is already used.
But still a failed grades?

Im losing my hope
I don’t know what to do

My only dream is be a medtech and make by parents proud
But I fail repeatedly

I disappoint myself
And specially I disappoint my parents

I wanna give up
I wanna give up. I wanna be a medtech but I can’t.
Nov 2018 · 1.6k
Me v.s Her
N Pescador Nov 2018
Life is so unfair.
I can give the love you all deserves but all you can see is her.
So I wonder, is she loves you right,
I wonder if she’s giving you happiness you deserve,
I wonder if she hold your hand in public or even kiss you in public,
Is she introduce you in her family.
Cause all of that, I can do it for you.
Why can’t you see?! Im the better girl for you not her. Cause all I can see, she always breaks your heart and gives you problem.
Nov 2018 · 320
Lonely me
N Pescador Nov 2018
They say I have everything.
The moneys in my account
The expensive things
The boys and the parties
But why do I feel like a lonely girl?
I feel so alone and empty
But I make them believe I have everything
Like what they always think.
Oh i wish poeple around me is real. Im tired of fake poeple
Nov 2018 · 283
Your happiness first
N Pescador Nov 2018
He smile at me
So I smile back
I need him so much
But he seems so happy now
So I walk away and smile
He doesn't need me
Like I need him
He already moved on
So It’s time for me to let him go and move on.
Happiness is a choice and I choose your happiness first before mine.
Nov 2018 · 315
I Need You
N Pescador Nov 2018
Tell me you love me baby,
Please, tell me all you need is me.
Tell me everything i wanna hear,
Even if it was all a lie.

Cause right now, all I need is you
I feeling so down,
And all I need you baby.
Can you hear me?
Im calling your name so loudly.

Telling you to comeback
Just even for a months
Just until im ready to let you go
Nov 2018 · 256
What I can Promise
N Pescador Nov 2018
I cant promise you
That i can bring you the moon,
Can count the stars,
And that tomorrow will be perfect
Or that my mistakes will never happen again.

But I can promise you
My love,
my respect,
my loyalty,
And my unconditional love,
Will be a lifetime.

I can promise you
I’ll always be here for you,
If you need me or if you don’t.
I’ll always do my best to make you smile,
Be the best girlfriend who is worthy to you and your love.

I can promise that
I’ll see you through crisis,
Pray with you,
Make dream with you
And always cheer you up.

I can promise that
I’ll willing be your lover,
Your best friend,
Your family,
Your strength
And your everything

Thats my promise for you
Oct 2018 · 180
Was it?
N Pescador Oct 2018
I really love you.
And I know that your happy.
But was it wrong?
Wishing you two broke up
And be with me again.
Was it wrong?
Loving you too much until now
Just random thoughts
Oct 2018 · 235
Favorite Regret
N Pescador Oct 2018
We’re both right for each other,
But we met in the wrong time,
At the wrong place.
Maybe one day we’ll meet again,
And everything will be perfect.
But for now,
I want you to know,
Your my favorite regret.
Why second chance baby when you seems so happy without me by your side
Oct 2018 · 1.2k
10-12-1999
N Pescador Oct 2018
I couldn't find the right words,
Nothing seems to make sense.
All I can think of is when we were together,
There's no dull moment.
We had our fun, we had our time.

But my friend I want you to know,
Burdens are lighter when carried by two.
If you need somebody to comfort you, just call my number whenever,
Cause I'm always here for you, day or night.

Happy birthday my friend.
I want you to know, I want you to hear
I love you so dear,
And you complete me, that’s no lie.
For my boy best friend xoxo
Oct 2018 · 210
Beautiful Painting
N Pescador Oct 2018
Its been months
Since the day i saw you,
Those smile combined with your eyes
A perfectly created like a painting
That amazed me every time

But today the painting start to moved away
Until my eyes cant see it anymore

It was wrong hoping that you would stay forever
It was wrong wishing that you would not leave
It was wrong wishing that you would love me too
Oct 2018 · 211
Will You
N Pescador Oct 2018
Tell me you love me baby
Tell me all you need is me
Tell me everything i wanna hear
Even if it was all a lie

Cause right now, all I need is you
I need you baby
Can you hear me
Im calling your name so loudly

Telling you to comeback
Just even for a month
Just until im ready to let you go

— The End —