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"rubbery" poems
i'm your o so wanna be lover I'm afraid not what you would expect though i admit to being a difficult pleasure perhaps a tad strange looking squishy with long tentacles half man half octopus with a winking cycloptic eye i entreat you looks can be deceiving how many pretty boys have you loved crawling worms for a soul that have left you a ruined creel a jagged cry chattering tears of desolation have you ever asked your self who adores you who would give all to protect love and cherish i'm waving my eight arms at you from the center of the universe i eat black holes to kiss your *** am i not a cosmic horror with my big Cthulhu smile quivering with tenderness do you hunger for butter **** lollypop i have two big **** heartbreakers with teardrop curves a feast for your ravenous holes of emptiness and many armed tentacles to hold you tight to slither all over your tender woven caves to pull you into me with suckers that thrill during swirling inky ***** i will unravel your mind your soul tilthed if you can get passed my gray rubbery boneless head i can push this shape-shifting balloon face through your annul tubular contours all the way up your beautiful *** licking salivating tickling into your tender bowel and throat like a great dancing tongue a stretched waving goodness entering your mouth from the back side can pretty pretty do that? come slowly unto me my beloved i am all chromatophores endless glittering nightlights incandescent so we may wander our way through long dim nights ****** in the deep deep dark with tentacle ***** galore an infinity of entertainment for every crevice and desire and one winking cycloptic eye that pierces your soul
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Apr 15, 2017
Apr 15, 2017 at 3:31 PM UTC
From the Deep Deep Dark...Ero ****
i'm your o so wanna be lover I'm afraid not what you would expect though i admit to being a difficult pleasure perhaps a tad strange looking squishy with long tentacles half man half octopus with a winking cycloptic eye i entreat you looks can be deceiving how many pretty boys have you loved crawling worms for a soul that have left you a ruined creel a jagged cry chattering tears of desolation have you ever asked your self who adores you who would give all to protect love and cherish i'm waving my eight arms at you from the center of the universe i eat black holes to kiss your *** am i not a cosmic horror with my big Cthulhu smile quivering with tenderness do you hunger for butter **** lollypop i have two big **** heartbreakers with teardrop curves a feast for your ravenous holes of emptiness and many armed tentacles to hold you tight to slither all over your tender woven caves to pull you into me with suckers that thrill during swirling inky ***** i will unravel your mind your soul tilthed if you can get passed my gray rubbery boneless head i can push this shape-shifting balloon face through your annul tubular contours all the way up your beautiful *** licking salivating tickling into your tender bowel and throat like a great dancing tongue a stretched waving goodness entering your mouth from the back side can pretty pretty do that? come slowly unto me my beloved i am all chromatophores endless glittering nightlights incandescent so we may wander our way through long dim nights ****** in the deep deep dark with tentacle ***** galore an infinity of entertainment for every crevice and desire and one winking cycloptic eye that pierces your soul
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I hope my good old ******* holds out 60 years it's been mostly OK Tho in Bolivia a fissure operation survived the altiplano hospital-- a little blood, no polyps, occasionally a small hemorrhoid active, eager, receptive to phallus coke bottle, candle, carrot banana & fingers - Now AIDS makes it shy, but still eager to serve - out with the dumps, in with the condom'd ******** friend - still rubbery muscular, unashamed wide open for joy But another 20 years who knows, old folks got troubles everywhere - necks, prostates, stomachs, joints-- Hope the old hole stays young till death, relax March 15, 1986, 1:00 PM
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Sphincter
Songster, not as sinister as they say, she's no monster, just admittedly a bit lost in her way. she caves as I'm walking down the hall. I pick her up, off of that flooring, the rubbery kind, whatever it is, I guess it's rubber, but the kind that squeaks when you walk on it after coming in from the rain; to hell with poetry. And so anyways I pick her up and sit her on this bench next to me and give her about five minutes to come to terms with breathing and pick shimmering auburn hair out of the tears smeared across her face, two, mesmerizing, perfectly blue wells the source of the streams. And then I ask her what that was all about and she blurts out that she belongs in the Fine Arts Department, and her car broke down months ago but her father doesn't give a **** about it, because she can't lay up the basketball or steal the base and so he honorably lump summed her entire tuition and sent her to another state and how ****** she would be if she had to get a job for the first time at the age of twenty three so she wouldn't have to be dependent on her family and that she was sick of wondering why not a single guy had ever given her a ******* flower and that if she ever did end up liking one two weeks later she would find out that he was exactly the same as the others and she had a broken look in her eyes when she said she wondered why we were all here in the first place, and how we were made this way, and if people were actually ever meant to fit together or not; *what if there was nothing as certain as two halves making a whole?* She wanted to know how everyone's mind had a different game to play, she wanted to know why Jupiter had to be so far away and everything in between. We had strolled off of the school grounds by this time but I still looked twice before pulling out my flask. I  unscrewed the cap, handed it to her and said *follow me to Deadbeat Hollow, where we've already thrown our problems out of the window* and she said lets go.
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May 11, 2012
May 11, 2012 at 9:46 PM UTC
Follow Me to Deadbeat Hollow
Songster, not as sinister as they say, she's no monster, just admittedly a bit lost in her way. she caves as I'm walking down the hall. I pick her up, off of that flooring, the rubbery kind, whatever it is, I guess it's rubber, but the kind that squeaks when you walk on it after coming in from the rain; to hell with poetry. And so anyways I pick her up and sit her on this bench next to me and give her about five minutes to come to terms with breathing and pick shimmering auburn hair out of the tears smeared across her face, two, mesmerizing, perfectly blue wells the source of the streams. And then I ask her what that was all about and she blurts out that she belongs in the Fine Arts Department, and her car broke down months ago but her father doesn't give a **** about it, because she can't lay up the basketball or steal the base and so he honorably lump summed her entire tuition and sent her to another state and how ****** she would be if she had to get a job for the first time at the age of twenty three so she wouldn't have to be dependent on her family and that she was sick of wondering why not a single guy had ever given her a ******* flower and that if she ever did end up liking one two weeks later she would find out that he was exactly the same as the others and she had a broken look in her eyes when she said she wondered why we were all here in the first place, and how we were made this way, and if people were actually ever meant to fit together or not; *what if there was nothing as certain as two halves making a whole?* She wanted to know how everyone's mind had a different game to play, she wanted to know why Jupiter had to be so far away and everything in between. We had strolled off of the school grounds by this time but I still looked twice before pulling out my flask. I  unscrewed the cap, handed it to her and said *follow me to Deadbeat Hollow, where we've already thrown our problems out of the window* and she said lets go.
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Squeeze your feet into synthetic fins. See the world in big rubbery lenses. Don’t forget the snorkel, of course! Bite tight. Hobble to the shore, Where the two worlds meet. The sea splashes gently on the sand. It hurls itself forward And then recedes back. Its motions are like gestures, Telling you to draw close And closer. Its peaceful surface is an invitation itself, Painted blue and glittered with sunshine. Accept the invitation with gladness. Don't be afraid! Let the briny waters embrace you. Let the cold tickle your skin. Let the waves rock you back and forth. You have entered a grand ballroom Illuminated with a majestic chandelier of refracting sunlight. The colorful corals with shapes of mounds, disks, and crowns, Sway with the rhythm of the current. The fishes dance around and about, Each beaded with scales of various vibrant colors. And then the reef ends. The colors abruptly plunge into a black abyss.   Look down and allow yourself to be Filled with fear, terror, Or maybe Insatiable curiosity. Now let that curiosity stir discontentment in you: Discontentment with snorkeling. Let it ignite a craving for More thrill, more wonder. It's time to go deep sea diving.
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Oct 30, 2013
Oct 30, 2013 at 10:28 AM UTC
Snorkeling
My throat’s all scratched from this screaming I’ve done My diaphragm is all rubbery from these animal calls But I carry on until you answer my distresses O Captain, o Captain! Take me away from these generic hoes I’m too swag for this ghetto These ******* be hatin’ but you were always mine for the takin’ So take me now—like I did you… Please. We’re friends. We’ve partied together and cried together. I even bought you taco bell. Take me away on your disco stick because This club can’t handle me and my electric *** pants What good is your love when just our chakras touch… I need your grasp, I need your smell…and your **** dramatic stare Captain, my Captain, you may not be fly like Kanye And I may not be glam like Beyoncé, But this club can’t handle us right now
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Feb 11, 2013
Feb 11, 2013 at 7:31 AM UTC
Swag Hag
warthogs for men singing amen i ink my scars with a ball point pen buffalo grass and ****** they want *** but won't die i want *** but it's not me they tell me that I'm pretty i smoke **** in a blazing forest i feel as rubbery as a curious tourist and plenty of coke goes in my nose i bleed headaches, when it rains it snows i'm dreaming of a white christmas, i suppose with my squad when i don't want to feel alone i make lies but can't hide like room raiders i cut up coke for all my haters with a side of oxy tells me that I'm foxy right before he knocks me my brain goes on high alert i can taste my stomach because cake was yesterday's desert i say that we're proxies i take the red pill some like oxys   some like bikini **** some nights aren't so chill some brains are mentally ill but he doesn't like to feel, y'feel tell me if you want a *** flavored banana a broken heart from havana or to drink my coke flavored blood dragging me through the mud   whoops son of sam touch my **** like we're not fam drug me if you want to slam my head off the coffee table i'll choke on fear until i'm not stable i pretend i'm in a fable this can't be real does he not feel break it off and shove it down my throat cut me into pieces make a blood moat oak splinters suffered through winters in my spine find you in jail and you ask if i'm fine i break off rhymes like i break out grams shaking because of a spiked promise i wish i wasn't here i wish i wasn't here sham in the garden of clouds. when you 'fuck' you want people around when i cry, you hear no sound   buffalo grass and ****** they **** off but ask why my box in their face i don't want to be in this place
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Dec 29, 2014
Dec 29, 2014 at 6:32 PM UTC
****
warthogs for men singing amen i ink my scars with a ball point pen buffalo grass and ****** they want *** but won't die i want *** but it's not me they tell me that I'm pretty i smoke **** in a blazing forest i feel as rubbery as a curious tourist and plenty of coke goes in my nose i bleed headaches, when it rains it snows i'm dreaming of a white christmas, i suppose with my squad when i don't want to feel alone i make lies but can't hide like room raiders i cut up coke for all my haters with a side of oxy tells me that I'm foxy right before he knocks me my brain goes on high alert i can taste my stomach because cake was yesterday's desert i say that we're proxies i take the red pill some like oxys   some like bikini **** some nights aren't so chill some brains are mentally ill but he doesn't like to feel, y'feel tell me if you want a *** flavored banana a broken heart from havana or to drink my coke flavored blood dragging me through the mud   whoops son of sam touch my **** like we're not fam drug me if you want to slam my head off the coffee table i'll choke on fear until i'm not stable i pretend i'm in a fable this can't be real does he not feel break it off and shove it down my throat cut me into pieces make a blood moat oak splinters suffered through winters in my spine find you in jail and you ask if i'm fine i break off rhymes like i break out grams shaking because of a spiked promise i wish i wasn't here i wish i wasn't here sham in the garden of clouds. when you 'fuck' you want people around when i cry, you hear no sound   buffalo grass and ****** they **** off but ask why my box in their face i don't want to be in this place
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As rain beats down on canvas, I squeeze my face through the zip. The clouds are swelling and angry; The wind hits my cheeks like a whip. I retreat to the core of my tent And trip on the wellies inside. Still covered in last year's mud, These purple boots fill my mind. I am fond of my waterproof shoes. I ponder their rubbery struggles: Abandoned for most of the year, But mighty when dealing with puddles. The water rises and enters, It covers my groundsheet in mud, But I've got wellington armour To conquer the enemy flood. I must learn to rely on my wellies, When storm clouds rumble and growl. I have come to a happy conclusion: My wellies will not let me drown. I squeeze through the zip of my tent And plant my feet in the slime. I am met by a brave fellow camper Wearing wellies the colour of mine. There are porches all over the country With lonesome wellies inside. If ever a storm is a-brewing, Put them on, take it all in your stride.
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Jan 13, 2017
Jan 13, 2017 at 9:21 AM UTC
Wellies
"The elephant seal is an unsightly creature. I heard it today on TV Then a special on smart and wonderful dolphins Who never would wish to be me" "All this rubbery ******* I use for a face That my mother just says she adores Is a hideous masking of elephantine proportions That nobody else could afford" You're not ugly, oh dear elephant seal! You are mountains more graceful than that Don't ever wish you were a rabbit A turtle, a dog, or a curious cat So a parrot can talk, But it gets him in trouble And a hamster is cuddly But untidy--makes his home in the rubble Sure, you haven't got fur but you haven't got mange! You're spick-and-span as your ocean Your sea home-on-the-range And your nose is real big But you've never been nosey You are much too polite To make others un-cozy I have watched you go swimming You're majestic as waves And you love to explore All the watery caves You have beautiful eyes And I think you're just swell Look, someday, you'll be happy You'll be so proud as well "Well I guess I am funny I like to make friends I've gotten good at catching squids And other popular trends" See--that's just the spirit! You're as magnificent as any But what makes you so great? You're more humble than many
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Mar 1, 2017
Mar 1, 2017 at 2:09 AM UTC
elephant seal
I recall her stripping me naked Then she danced around the bed Slowly, enticingly disrobing her voluptuous form Her firm breast bouncing free from her bra My ******** began to ache As she slipped her tounge around it's head Her ******* hard & rubbery adorned the fleshy mountains I saw Hands wrapped around each I stroked & squeezed & suckeled Her wet crotch sliding down my leg Left a sticky trail Her mouth found a throbing shift And stoked it to it's base Where there she ****** in my ***** And gently rolled them in her mouth And around her face Up the shaft she came again though this time it slide down Her throught, warm & wet & exhaled Again & again she went I almost surcumed I pushed her back And dove between her thighs My tounge found that sweet spot between the sticky lips Lapping up her sweet honey drips Sliding my tounge from one end to the other ******* on that harden **** Until she gushed more sticky stuff Then slowly I plunged as deep as I could Filling up  that sweet pink hole And there I plunged again & again Until my cheeks were sore Slowly I raised myself Hands upon her thighs Spreading her lovelyness As wide as she  could split She reached down & grabed my form Holding hard she guided it in Not even a chance to heav forwards SHE CAME UP KER BAM As she fell back I drove it home My ***** smacked her in the *** Stroking deep & slow at first There was no holding her back Bucking & bounching she managed to turn around so I got her from hehind She reached under & grabed my ***** Like a lease it was as she pulled me in Faster & faster we went Then she pushed me back Grabed my shaft & began to **** She said to me very sweetly I want to drink U all
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Jul 23, 2010
Jul 23, 2010 at 4:17 PM UTC
Fantacies From My ***** Mind #1
I recall her stripping me naked Then she danced around the bed Slowly, enticingly disrobing her voluptuous form Her firm breast bouncing free from her bra My ******** began to ache As she slipped her tounge around it's head Her ******* hard & rubbery adorned the fleshy mountains I saw Hands wrapped around each I stroked & squeezed & suckeled Her wet crotch sliding down my leg Left a sticky trail Her mouth found a throbing shift And stoked it to it's base Where there she ****** in my ***** And gently rolled them in her mouth And around her face Up the shaft she came again though this time it slide down Her throught, warm & wet & exhaled Again & again she went I almost surcumed I pushed her back And dove between her thighs My tounge found that sweet spot between the sticky lips Lapping up her sweet honey drips Sliding my tounge from one end to the other ******* on that harden **** Until she gushed more sticky stuff Then slowly I plunged as deep as I could Filling up  that sweet pink hole And there I plunged again & again Until my cheeks were sore Slowly I raised myself Hands upon her thighs Spreading her lovelyness As wide as she  could split She reached down & grabed my form Holding hard she guided it in Not even a chance to heav forwards SHE CAME UP KER BAM As she fell back I drove it home My ***** smacked her in the *** Stroking deep & slow at first There was no holding her back Bucking & bounching she managed to turn around so I got her from hehind She reached under & grabed my ***** Like a lease it was as she pulled me in Faster & faster we went Then she pushed me back Grabed my shaft & began to **** She said to me very sweetly I want to drink U all
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Bathed in the shade of a rubbery rhododendron, I sway imperceptibly, Lulled by nature's rhythms, A silent, sleepy visitor splayed on a ropey nest, Serenaded by an aerial orchestra, Chirps and trills and throaty warbles spiral downward, Atomized in the languid breeze like a Roman candle, A staccato riff, Jack-hammered into a dying birch, Urges me back from the edge, Where dream and dreamer part, A gauzy memory of a melody lost, Performed for the oblivious, and a dozing, grateful audience of one.
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Aug 22, 2013
Aug 22, 2013 at 6:14 PM UTC
Suspended Moment
**** Deck I got rubbery legs and a pain in the neck sick to my stomach down on the **** deck I'm rockin and rollin but there isn't a beat trying so hard to just stay on my feat   the waves or crashing high on the bow my belly is groaning I sound like a cow I bounce off the walls first left and then right been doing the same thing all frigin night ***** bags are stuck to the walls in the circles and in the halls some folks are funny they're faces all green beware of projectiles potatoes and bean but I'll do it again I'll do it once more if only I could open this GD door put my head in the toilet give it a flush boy that tastes bad where is my tooth brush yes the seas were high but I was out flat couldn't sign on couldn't even chat what's that on the floor aw man what the heck now I know why they call it the **** deck Gomer LePoet...
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Sep 4, 2011
Sep 4, 2011 at 9:16 AM UTC
**** Deck - rap
dedicated banishment self inflicted, echoing physical displacement from permanent coronary scarification devouring accidentally my lacerated pulmonary edema cauterizing weakness into cement thermodynamically frozen muscles umbrellas on parade in your city netherworld for my regret disreputable raincoats rubbery ebbing against a tide of discontent ringing out like let-downs
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May 23, 2013
May 23, 2013 at 8:21 PM UTC
frozen
My mother held me, and asked what was wrong with my world. Her rubbery hands in my hair. "I feel like a plastic narrative," I said, "and there's nothing I can do about it."
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May 23, 2015
May 23, 2015 at 3:43 AM UTC
A Plastic Narrative
his infamouse words still echo dangerously in my head 'quack quack' his rubbery skin chaffing my mind as he trundles through my waking dreams his beady little painted eyes dont fool me behind thouse innocent baby blues this rabble rouser plots world ********** through mans dependance on bathrooms a rubber duckie in every household a rubber duckie to rule them all the all seeing duckie 'quack quack' i see him there in the bottom of the tub next to my girlfriends hairbrush grin painted on his ugly little duckie face
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Oct 16, 2013
Oct 16, 2013 at 8:18 AM UTC
rubber duck treason and plot
Bowen ounce and Owen bounce fell off a speeding train, both were rather fortunate, Owen bounce,who weighed an ou ce, Was cushioned by soft shrubbery, Bowen ounce just bounced and bounced, for he was round and rubbery.
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Mar 13, 2014
Mar 13, 2014 at 5:57 PM UTC
Ounce and bounce
inside this fever I try to collect thoughts like pebbles with my gigantic mittens and they transform become birds or butterflies and I sink into rubbery dreams where my limbs are like threads in a spider's web
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Sep 18, 2013
Sep 18, 2013 at 4:16 PM UTC
Pebbles
𝄞:♫⋆。♪₊˚♬゚.  °. ⋆༺  ☾  𖤓  ༻  ⋆.   °  𝄞:♫⋆。♪₊˚♬゚. Peacock feathers perfection. A baby panther yawning yawning, sleek and black, a swan leaning back stretching pristine snowy wings. Petrichor, crisp musk, the feelings we bring floating river feathers, mother’s ozone after rain, all around hitting soft down. The reddest of roses held to the sky. The clearest of tears we have yet to cry. A silvery plate of oily green olives throwing back the sun, of which they are ,   one. ( of which we all are) so hard, becoming one with nothing again in each passing breath. Energy expended. A thought, by moments.... in emotions extended. A child's  coffin The care of casket sheen — soft silken interiors  now  overflowing with the wet, inky blackness of squirming, over-lit salamanders. Writhing Erupting. Effluviant. Rubbery little salamanders. Hitting the over polished marble floor falling yearning for freedom    and little more. Everywhere.  So black and shiny . Overflowing , spilling out they wander and we wonder what is it all about. all  this cascading and spilling out.     Bouncing,        smacking. Nature. The nature Of art and beauty. Understanding,            the great misunderstanding right before our eyes. Right. before.         Our eyes. Rite before our eyes. Eyes,      another’s            . What we truly long to see. The clarity of symbols   built over   centuries and lost   in a single fire/trend.
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Feb 6, 2025
Feb 6, 2025 at 12:23 PM UTC
symbols/Words and the Justice Done
𝄞:♫⋆。♪₊˚♬゚.  °. ⋆༺  ☾  𖤓  ༻  ⋆.   °  𝄞:♫⋆。♪₊˚♬゚. Peacock feathers perfection. A baby panther yawning yawning, sleek and black, a swan leaning back stretching pristine snowy wings. Petrichor, crisp musk, the feelings we bring floating river feathers, mother’s ozone after rain, all around hitting soft down. The reddest of roses held to the sky. The clearest of tears we have yet to cry. A silvery plate of oily green olives throwing back the sun, of which they are ,   one. ( of which we all are) so hard, becoming one with nothing again in each passing breath. Energy expended. A thought, by moments.... in emotions extended. A child's  coffin The care of casket sheen — soft silken interiors  now  overflowing with the wet, inky blackness of squirming, over-lit salamanders. Writhing Erupting. Effluviant. Rubbery little salamanders. Hitting the over polished marble floor falling yearning for freedom    and little more. Everywhere.  So black and shiny . Overflowing , spilling out they wander and we wonder what is it all about. all  this cascading and spilling out.     Bouncing,        smacking. Nature. The nature Of art and beauty. Understanding,            the great misunderstanding right before our eyes. Right. before.         Our eyes. Rite before our eyes. Eyes,      another’s            . What we truly long to see. The clarity of symbols   built over   centuries and lost   in a single fire/trend.
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How nice to be a balloon floating on a young ones wrist How I'd like to be a balloon.   They float for some time, and then happily deflate leaving there rubbery reminisce For the young one to toy with And stretch to it's limit Or they might keep the balloon close like some long lost friend Unless, you're the sad balloon who's string is dropped and floats way up high away from the happiness away from the child well away from the tears of the young ones loss who wishes only for the balloon who's already lost.
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Sep 16, 2013
Sep 16, 2013 at 11:35 PM UTC
The life of a Balloon
I feel it starting, like a prickle down my spine. My rubbery lungs expand and push against my ribs. Organs start crawling up my throat leaving a hollow cavity which I must seal. My heart is pumping faster but the only thing to get my blood moving is to fill my emptiness. Hands shaking I scrawl a haphazard paper chain to keep me from floating away as my love looks on concerned. “Can I fill it with a kiss? A caress? If I whisper to you will my words fall through your ears and weigh you down?” But anxiety is not like drowning and a life preserver won’t reign me in. The only thing to do is wait for me to compress my lungs and talk my insides off the ledge. Let me close my eyes and breathe, give me room to reassemble. I promise I will come down soon. When I can concentrate enough, the Earth starts shrinking until its mass rests on my pen tip and I can write the blood back through my veins.
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Jul 21, 2014
Jul 21, 2014 at 6:52 PM UTC
Anxiety
there’s something unsettling about convenience stores. the fluorescent lights resemble some planet far away from here. neon signs with a letter broken, now flashing “be r,” beckoning the broken, the damaged, the lost boys. the home of those who don’t fit in. they buy the greasy pizza, rubbery hot dogs, and chemically nacho cheese which imitate something edible but scream danger on the tongue. haunted by the souls of the the pimply teenagers working the register, lips stained blue from blue raspberry slushy, slaving through the evening for the nocturnal souls buying milk and bread in the wee hours of the night. hushed arguments on the phone about forgetting to buy toilet paper and why don’t you ever pay attention to me. the pungent smell of hair dye boxes, the stink of attempting to be someone you’re not. skeleton children with messy hair, ***** fingernails as well as thoughts, up to no good back for more cherry cough syrup and furniture polish. soon after 3 candy bars will be found missing from inventory. detergent bottle caps, once neon, now faded with gathering dust, residing next to a dented can of campbell’s chicken soup. an organized chaos. the land of misfit toys.
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Apr 11, 2016
Apr 11, 2016 at 5:27 PM UTC
that'll be $2.99 please
Shut your ******* mouth And help me super-glue  this flap of skin back to my face Lock the door. (Microchips & Grind-gears coo Behind that rubbery facade An Android god A Hissing machinery zoo in there Clamping hydraulics; what a scare) Hurry! No one can see this - It's not even ****** for Pete's sake It doesn't get better  There was nothing wrong  To begin with. I am perfect, remember? Wink wink But really, How long until this glue dries?
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May 4, 2012
May 4, 2012 at 3:31 PM UTC
It Gets Better?
Journal entry May 7, xxxx She knows I love her, my creature. Of course she does. There are still secrets between us; there might always be. We haven't decided. You see, some lovers- they reach a point- where they dance that silent dance, and wordlessly through looks and smiles, will decide that some secrets will always be secrets. Others say everything, and find strength in doing so. We're not there yet. And so, some things remain unspoken. A secret I keep from her now is- I know what she is, yes, but I can't help but think of her as the opposite sometimes. A thing not with dove wings and a halo, like the paintings, but a creature with thick, rubbery wings. Heavy horns sitting on her head. There is something uniquely dark about her. There is so much I still don't know. There is a heaven, is what she's told me. It isn't as beautiful as you think, she says. When I ask her if there is a God, she looks away. And I know there is something in my question that brings her pain. She has never answered the question. She still walks to her lake. (Yes- it's hers now.) She visits it often. She does it at night, when I'm asleep. But I wake easily in her presence. I've caught her walking towards the wood. I know it's the lake she goes to. It must be. I've never followed her. She thinks she hides it well. But I can tell there is a rage. You visit your lake in secret, and what would you have to hide, if not the fact that over there you must be inflicting yourself with some violent ritual. Something I should not see. You must have some kind of terrible thing inside of you. Divine grief, or envy, something that must be gnawing at your heart. I can see it in your eyes. Why won't she tell me? I worry sometimes that I'll never be allowed to help her. I suffer with these thoughts, and she doesn't say a thing. There are silences like arrows, aimed at you, meant to **** you. Meant to maim the heart. But not hers. Her silence is the kind that hurts to look at, because you know it isn't a choice. The more I **** the more her throat seems to tighten. It's as if she wants to tell you everything, but physically can't. As if telling you was an arrow. As if telling you her truths and her fears would kill her I want to know why she goes to the lake, I do. I want to know what happened before. What is God to you, what has he done? Tell me please, even if I am not enough, even if I am just the rabbit you tell your sorrows to. I may be from another world, I may be the animal unable to ever understand your pain, but my ears are long and my eyes are big and I will listen and watch you intently. I love you. Sometimes I think I'm too small. How could a thing like you choose a thing like me? The thought used to **** me. I'm learning not to spiral. Even if you won't help me. I have to stay strong. I have to show patience. Yes, if she wants to keep her secrets, then keep her secrets she must. I worry about her, but what can I do. I can only be patient. I can only do what I can. I can only love her until she decides to bloom before me. My angel who howls by the moonlit lake. I will wait for you.
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May 27, 2021
May 27, 2021 at 10:17 PM UTC
Journal entry | May 7, XXXX
Journal entry May 7, xxxx She knows I love her, my creature. Of course she does. There are still secrets between us; there might always be. We haven't decided. You see, some lovers- they reach a point- where they dance that silent dance, and wordlessly through looks and smiles, will decide that some secrets will always be secrets. Others say everything, and find strength in doing so. We're not there yet. And so, some things remain unspoken. A secret I keep from her now is- I know what she is, yes, but I can't help but think of her as the opposite sometimes. A thing not with dove wings and a halo, like the paintings, but a creature with thick, rubbery wings. Heavy horns sitting on her head. There is something uniquely dark about her. There is so much I still don't know. There is a heaven, is what she's told me. It isn't as beautiful as you think, she says. When I ask her if there is a God, she looks away. And I know there is something in my question that brings her pain. She has never answered the question. She still walks to her lake. (Yes- it's hers now.) She visits it often. She does it at night, when I'm asleep. But I wake easily in her presence. I've caught her walking towards the wood. I know it's the lake she goes to. It must be. I've never followed her. She thinks she hides it well. But I can tell there is a rage. You visit your lake in secret, and what would you have to hide, if not the fact that over there you must be inflicting yourself with some violent ritual. Something I should not see. You must have some kind of terrible thing inside of you. Divine grief, or envy, something that must be gnawing at your heart. I can see it in your eyes. Why won't she tell me? I worry sometimes that I'll never be allowed to help her. I suffer with these thoughts, and she doesn't say a thing. There are silences like arrows, aimed at you, meant to **** you. Meant to maim the heart. But not hers. Her silence is the kind that hurts to look at, because you know it isn't a choice. The more I **** the more her throat seems to tighten. It's as if she wants to tell you everything, but physically can't. As if telling you was an arrow. As if telling you her truths and her fears would kill her I want to know why she goes to the lake, I do. I want to know what happened before. What is God to you, what has he done? Tell me please, even if I am not enough, even if I am just the rabbit you tell your sorrows to. I may be from another world, I may be the animal unable to ever understand your pain, but my ears are long and my eyes are big and I will listen and watch you intently. I love you. Sometimes I think I'm too small. How could a thing like you choose a thing like me? The thought used to **** me. I'm learning not to spiral. Even if you won't help me. I have to stay strong. I have to show patience. Yes, if she wants to keep her secrets, then keep her secrets she must. I worry about her, but what can I do. I can only be patient. I can only do what I can. I can only love her until she decides to bloom before me. My angel who howls by the moonlit lake. I will wait for you.
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Here is an exercise to help you learn a little bit more about where we are and what acts on us: Pour yourself a bath, as luxurious as can be. Put in the salts, the oils, the fragrances, the bubbles… Make sure you pour it hot, as hot as you can handle when you dip in that first cautious toe… Slide in up to your chin and soak in quietude while your muscles untie their knots and you lose yourself to that dreary form of half-awake relaxation. After a time, your tranquil state will become a quiet form of discomfort. The body will begin to simulate a rising fever as your temperature moves upward towards equilibrium with the water, the stomach will start to feel unsettled and you will have had enough. Now, here comes the test: Remove the drain plug and remain motionless, unresponsive, as the water slurps down around you. Your body will fall as the water drains, folding and bending gravity packing you down molding you into cast of the tub you are laying in. When the water is fully drained and your rubbery, warm muscles are stripped of their recent buoyant freedoms, you will feel with full awareness the immensity of that Universal force that acts on us without rest. It’s amazing that we aren’t all in exceptional shape.
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Oct 9, 2022
Oct 9, 2022 at 5:41 PM UTC
Gravity
Once upon a thyme In an herbed house Their lived a witch Whose ripe rampion Was so overpowering That the neighbors Left bottles of febreeze On her doorstep. The witch didn’t care - But In the flat-ironed town Of Lunch time lipo Where you were defined By your eating disorder She looked like An Omish escapee *With hips that wriggled And ******* that jiggled* So her cell phone number Wasn’t in anyone’s top five -Except For one confused neighbor Who never made it to college And got to experiment Like a true Gemini. Now imagine the witch’s surprise When this neighbor confides That she would love to eat Her ripe rampion. - Naturally The witch agreed. It was nice to have something That somebody else wanted Though it was exhausting For the neighbor Who munched day and night. And if one surprise Wasn’t enough The witch discovered that her Neighbor was pregnant. Now the witch had many powers But that wasn’t one of them. It appeared that her neighbor Found her husbands Carrot patch to Quite esculent also. And the witch Being a picky Virgo With a jealous Scorpion moon Thought that her neighbor Should not Have spun around the vegetable Color wheel quite so fast And so in a fit of temper She stole her baby And locked her away In an ivory tower. Initially everything worked out Until the oil crisis And then the witch couldn’t Visit Rapunzel quite as often As she would have liked Not with gasoline Being so expensive And so Rapunzel became bored And started chatting to Prince charming On her face-book wall. The witch took all the hopeful Trojans That the prince had left On previous visits And tied them together To form a rubbery step ladder And when she heard him shout "Rapunzel, Rapunzel…let down your hair!" She threw this at him…angling it With just a little thread of hate. Prince charming grew all shivery And put on his worst Austin powers "Oh behave" accent *Thinking of the delights That awaited him* However, his shivery-ness Soon became a full body tremor When the witch met him On the top rung And he knew quick enough This wasn’t a Ménage à trois. The prince spent many months In traction Recuperating from his fall. Rapunzel was sent off To boarding school. And as for the witch… She dropped twenty pounds And got her own reality show Housewives of Salem county.
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Feb 4, 2017
Feb 4, 2017 at 11:21 PM UTC
Rapunzel
Once upon a thyme In an herbed house Their lived a witch Whose ripe rampion Was so overpowering That the neighbors Left bottles of febreeze On her doorstep. The witch didn’t care - But In the flat-ironed town Of Lunch time lipo Where you were defined By your eating disorder She looked like An Omish escapee *With hips that wriggled And ******* that jiggled* So her cell phone number Wasn’t in anyone’s top five -Except For one confused neighbor Who never made it to college And got to experiment Like a true Gemini. Now imagine the witch’s surprise When this neighbor confides That she would love to eat Her ripe rampion. - Naturally The witch agreed. It was nice to have something That somebody else wanted Though it was exhausting For the neighbor Who munched day and night. And if one surprise Wasn’t enough The witch discovered that her Neighbor was pregnant. Now the witch had many powers But that wasn’t one of them. It appeared that her neighbor Found her husbands Carrot patch to Quite esculent also. And the witch Being a picky Virgo With a jealous Scorpion moon Thought that her neighbor Should not Have spun around the vegetable Color wheel quite so fast And so in a fit of temper She stole her baby And locked her away In an ivory tower. Initially everything worked out Until the oil crisis And then the witch couldn’t Visit Rapunzel quite as often As she would have liked Not with gasoline Being so expensive And so Rapunzel became bored And started chatting to Prince charming On her face-book wall. The witch took all the hopeful Trojans That the prince had left On previous visits And tied them together To form a rubbery step ladder And when she heard him shout "Rapunzel, Rapunzel…let down your hair!" She threw this at him…angling it With just a little thread of hate. Prince charming grew all shivery And put on his worst Austin powers "Oh behave" accent *Thinking of the delights That awaited him* However, his shivery-ness Soon became a full body tremor When the witch met him On the top rung And he knew quick enough This wasn’t a Ménage à trois. The prince spent many months In traction Recuperating from his fall. Rapunzel was sent off To boarding school. And as for the witch… She dropped twenty pounds And got her own reality show Housewives of Salem county.
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