"relationshit" poems
The background music sings about love that have been doomed
Matching my feelings that's been in constant state of gloom
Thinking if am i really worth your time
Cos baby we can live separately just fine
So if you are getting tired of this rollercoaster ride
Feel free to leave me alone in this crashing flight
And do not ever look back to check if I'm still alive
Cos love a little heart attack is nothing I cant survive
Tho I just wanted to remind you that there aint a moment with you I regretted
But I believe I have already made myself clear even before our true love ended
And about how I will treasure everything we once were
That all our sweet nothings will live forever in my care
So baby you can finally let our obsolete love go
And be happy with someone that can truly complete you
Cos kissing and crying is a very tiresome choice to do
While we're just running in circles thats been long overdue
So I am now officially giving up everything on you
Giving you the allowance to fix yourself and let these all go
Cos I'm getting tired of pretending this relationshit is true
So babe you can hate me for pushing you
"Yeah. You have my permission to do so."
Because lets just truly be honest
Im a mess which you have failed to fix
The darkness you just cant resist
A monster under your bed in vex
Plus I am only drowning you more instead of giving you life
Bathing you with dark colors and hurting you with burning light
Wrapping you whole with thorns in disguise
Indeed, a living calamity you need to despise
But baby let us first resolve this out
Before the sand in our hourglass runs out
So that after our each voices fades out
We cannot anymore hear names in our mouth
So babe I will be the one who's leaving you first
Not looking back so my piled up emotion wont burst
Not looking back until you finally turned away to a different alley
To give me the chance to look at your back as our world decay
But before this world crumbles before our eyes
I am giving you my last love letter full of good byes
A full coverage of how our poor foundation of love struggles to live but dies
With a closing remark saying, "thanks for all the promises I turned to lies."
May 28, 2017
May 28, 2017 at 7:50 PM UTC
I guess I could call you too, but I won't
for fear that
I
will
CHOKE.
I will choke on the joke that was our relationship.
Or rather, relationSHIT.
Because that's what it was,
****
**** I let you play me
over
and
over
again.
Like a broken record that skips,
I let you skip through the courtship period and straight
into
my
pants..
After one week,
because I was so weak.
So I gave you the only real thing I had left of me -
my virginity.
And now you're gone, and I don't know where you are.
All I know is that you're not far
from me,
from where you should be.
But you're not.
And you still leave me
HOT
for you.
Even after all you've put me through,
I can't help myself,
Can't stop thinking of you,
And what you have of me,
And worrying I'll never see you again.
So can't we go backwards?
Back to that day on the bus
When we were innocent strangers.
Can't we start over
and make this **** better?
Because I was actually starting to like you.
Maybe even fall for you.
But no, I don't say things like that after one week.
But, like I said, you make, or rather made, me weak.
And now I am drained.
So yes, I guess I could call you too.
But I won't.
Because I know
I
will
CHOKE
on the lie
that was "us."
Dec 8, 2012
Dec 8, 2012 at 9:47 PM UTC
the last two messages you sent
i never even read
i no longer check to see if you've messaged me
since i deleted that thread
i finally had to give up
and see that the relationshit was dead
you made up this false version of me
based off of resentment and thoughts you never said
just know that i'm sorry
i know all of this is still ******* with your head
i feel i did the right thing
i learn to go with my gut now and i've yet to be misled
some days are so easy
while others hurt deeply and i can't shake the dread
a couple times you roped me in
i guess your intentions involved the ego needing to be fed
you're the one who pays in the end
cause i can live with myself and an empty bed
Oct 28, 2020
Oct 28, 2020 at 1:44 PM UTC
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Relationshit
Aug 17, 2016
Aug 17, 2016 at 5:25 PM UTC
i can taste the ******** on your lips when you kiss me
leaving me nothing but a bitter taste of the lies you speak
knowing that your words make me meek
& your touch makes me weak
its souch a great technique
makes my ******* leak
from the lies coming out of your mouth
making me aroused
knowing that our relationshit isn’t allowed
Mar 4, 2021
Mar 4, 2021 at 1:26 AM UTC
I'm not good at relationships
I always manage to find the flaws
Sometimes in others
but sometimes on my own
I foretell the ending
Then go and create the cause
Save myself
And end up alone
Jun 16, 2014
Jun 16, 2014 at 5:44 AM UTC
Honestly, this dishonesty is hard to keep up
It's easier said than done
"I'd rather be with you than on my own"
He doesn't say it out loud
I'm not sure his heart even knows
Consciously unconscious
He's blinded by the attention
He wants to feel the love
Do us all a favor kid,
Be vulnerable for once
Let the pain change you
See how it feels to be alone
Sep 16, 2017
Sep 16, 2017 at 5:54 PM UTC
You don’t want commitment
I am not a prepaid affair
Lets try this out first you say
There is a no refund on me
Lets get some things straight
If you’re a cheating player
I won’t be your playing field
I’m not a confessional
Your lies are not forgiven here
No masks allowed on my stage
Don’t sell me your fake ****
Break my heart and leave
I won’t be a post you can delete
I will give you my love, my all
Unattended you lose me
Love is but a fair trade
You get what you give.
I’m done with modern relationshit
Sep 3, 2018
Sep 3, 2018 at 6:24 PM UTC
Those loverlike they ran away.
Such is a foul play of fondness.
Such is a psychological rebellious.
Such is a complicatarded relationshit.
Dec 13, 2016
Dec 13, 2016 at 9:53 AM UTC