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"infomercials" poems
Happens every other day Feelings of guilt as a wasteful being Rearrange brain function Monopolizing firing synapses Recycle, reuse Regurgitating, dull whitted infomercials All wanting you to buy, buy, buy Sure you could use another sharp knife Maybe even a blender On special now buy one get one free A kitchen already full of utensils that you don't use Caught up in McMonsantoland's corporate sponsorship Frankenburgers all around Cancer is the cure Picking you off one by one Genocide Intelligence retardant children growing up in front of CIA bugged televisions They know your patterns, habits, what makes you tick Big Brother is watching all of you be enslaved In the end your box will be numbered Eight humans deep Stacked high along the streets of America Guiding the way to the ****** sunset of our existence
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Mar 27, 2012
Mar 27, 2012 at 8:02 PM UTC
Consumerism Thesis
Handicap suburban hippies Cruising like hyenas Trampoline ****** ****** tissues in ashtrays Natural born riders Liquid courage makes little peanuts Alien Nation Infomercials on mute Strange thugs and dark markets Needles and pixie sticks Under the manmade weather New types of bullet holes Slaying the jabberwocky in The new Transylvania The Yes monster Cranium stadium Swords and roses Barren space Insolent minx Holidays gone bad Continental drift
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Jun 29, 2012
Jun 29, 2012 at 1:15 PM UTC
Debra’s Buttons
sara left me on the 14th of may, while my mentor laid dying, while my debt went unpaid. over routine coffee and cigarette, she watched the flimsy fabric of my flesh catch flame. she floated away to ricochet off summer lions, whose pride lies between their worn thighs. i planted heavy. aged a century in a week of wine, infomercials, and hospital calls. every mutual friend i asked about sara's condition, told me to leave her be, cast me in creep status. my beard grows gnarly. my smoldered remnants held together by cobwebs. and everything i ever loved is on its deathbed.
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Jul 7, 2010
Jul 7, 2010 at 11:33 PM UTC
of mentors, proud lions, and deathbeds
I've never felt more than half an hour: Insomnia trickles down until the black-tar-ridden-sap oozes onto My partially open eyes. And, to say I've never been in love. Emotions rise up and retreat- A constant heaving of the battered Chest- saving us from finding out How frightening life is. Murmuring our sordid laments to Lady Death, Beneath the murky glow of hotel room bed sheets And fluorescent dollar store night lights, Too vacant to summon anything more than a whimper From our submissive minds. Nothing ends, here. One upon another, words flow effortlessly Out of our cavernous mouths, Clogging our chests with empty syllables until We forget why we ever tried to do something more Than care. Depression can be felt anywhere- The air slowly seeps from the hissing Caracas of a worn out tire, Or the lungs of anyone Still enough to remember. Mindlessly chanting Hail Mary's, We taunt time with our penchant for immortality And hospital lobby greeting cards, Until Aphrodite descends to sell her soul To the highest bidder. Mother, I have killed the world With a time bomb that will never detonate: Ceaselessly ticking on and on- A reliant backdrop for something Too harsh to exist in silence. Our hearts have fallen from our sleeves And into films, romance novels, And 3am cooking infomercials. Land of the living: The walking dead, The too-afraid-to-tell-you-how-I-really-feel, The product of a broken people Who traded silence For a language full of mixed intention. Children of the night, Blindly parade around before noon, Trying to buy redemption At a corner store market For half the price Of the pulpit. Afraid of hearing the latent echo of Our own pulsing hearts, We fill our lives with white noise And intimacy, too stagnant To exist without our 3am spirituals. Anxiously arranging our feeble lives Around minutes and hours- Slaves to false agendas, We battle the dark, secretly, until soon We lose sight of the purpose And get caught up in the motion Of a world too drugged out on Redemption That we forget our own names.
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Jan 29, 2014
Jan 29, 2014 at 9:07 AM UTC
3am spiritual of an insomniac:
I've never felt more than half an hour: Insomnia trickles down until the black-tar-ridden-sap oozes onto My partially open eyes. And, to say I've never been in love. Emotions rise up and retreat- A constant heaving of the battered Chest- saving us from finding out How frightening life is. Murmuring our sordid laments to Lady Death, Beneath the murky glow of hotel room bed sheets And fluorescent dollar store night lights, Too vacant to summon anything more than a whimper From our submissive minds. Nothing ends, here. One upon another, words flow effortlessly Out of our cavernous mouths, Clogging our chests with empty syllables until We forget why we ever tried to do something more Than care. Depression can be felt anywhere- The air slowly seeps from the hissing Caracas of a worn out tire, Or the lungs of anyone Still enough to remember. Mindlessly chanting Hail Mary's, We taunt time with our penchant for immortality And hospital lobby greeting cards, Until Aphrodite descends to sell her soul To the highest bidder. Mother, I have killed the world With a time bomb that will never detonate: Ceaselessly ticking on and on- A reliant backdrop for something Too harsh to exist in silence. Our hearts have fallen from our sleeves And into films, romance novels, And 3am cooking infomercials. Land of the living: The walking dead, The too-afraid-to-tell-you-how-I-really-feel, The product of a broken people Who traded silence For a language full of mixed intention. Children of the night, Blindly parade around before noon, Trying to buy redemption At a corner store market For half the price Of the pulpit. Afraid of hearing the latent echo of Our own pulsing hearts, We fill our lives with white noise And intimacy, too stagnant To exist without our 3am spirituals. Anxiously arranging our feeble lives Around minutes and hours- Slaves to false agendas, We battle the dark, secretly, until soon We lose sight of the purpose And get caught up in the motion Of a world too drugged out on Redemption That we forget our own names.
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Infomercials drowned out by sirens serve to remind me of how low my income really is I'm here to remind you that Your life's a disaster I'm here to remind you that you can scrub and scrub, but the mess you've made will always remain I'm here to remind you how far back you've truly fallen But I won't tell you That you're dragging me back, too Ash trays overflowing Anger and sadness Seeping through rotten teeth Nonexistent work ethic, But your eyes are still So tired And I can't understand I hate that I find myself thinking, "Maybe life just isn't meant for everyone" But some people are just so bad at living I want to say "The system failed you" But I am the system And I am here to fail you too They told me this work is ice cold And I thought my warmth could melt it Now my teeth always sting And my hands are always shaking From the bitterness Watching failure build up And pour out all around me, Hands too weak to stop it
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Apr 19, 2018
Apr 19, 2018 at 8:31 AM UTC
Hands Too Weak
The sloppy rain slips and slides down the fogged-up windows, and this lets me know that I am not as small as I think I am. In a city of three million plus, I feel like the soul of a nation, even though I'm just a twenty-one year-old piece of plastic, drinking a hipster beer. The waitress has frizzy hair and oily skin. She's holding in late-night infomercials and missed ballet recitals, behind her words. She looks at my luggage and asks where I came from or where I'm going, and I tell her that the fun thing is that I have no idea where I'm going -- and that I still haven't decided where I've came from. This city allows new-found anonymity, and I want that to be my cause. With each passing glance, I know they don't see me, and, to me, that's the slumber-kissed throat-slit I've always dreamt of... ...the streets play music that I only hear -- and I know that's not fair, but I don't care. And the homeless represent the bowels of the city. And the businessmen are the ghost-filled engine. And the middle class is the defense-mechanism I always wanted for Christmas. And I am the empty delusion, desperately seeking a new pollution.
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Jul 2, 2015
Jul 2, 2015 at 10:41 AM UTC
Midnight in Chicago
Let me go in the Dark I want to be in there In the space of corpulent, infectious glands Swallowing innocence with labyrinthine hands Let me be one with the Night My home is over there In a place of ubiquitous fears And a plethora of basking tears Let me soak in the abyss The void is so near A comely figure, an evocative sadist and protégé Dripping candle wax on me in San Lorenzo, Paraguay Let me walk among ghosts In the Portal Del So hotel Tossing back Xanax; Vicodin with a liquor chaser Gin and vermouth, ***** anything to forget her. Let me wait in living purgatory With other pods of skin When the wind shakes the barley, back home Where a wife and son never left me alone. Let me go in the dark Past the tortured guilt and sorrow Where a family is made of flesh and not ash Where a house remains and the fires don’t last Let me cry and weep in silence In a room with rotting drapes A static-channel TV, a two blade ceiling fan People engulfed in one another, A demon  for a man Let me shower in cold, thickening blood Standing atop broken medicine cabinet glass So many packs a day of cheap cigarettes and loose women None ease the pain like the morphine in the kitchen. Let me go into the chasm The vein snake is thirsty. I take a little more each time it feeds But maybe not waking up is what the snake needs Let me sleep in the dark While infomercials for prayer play Juxtaposed to a zealous vagabond and father The last serpentine dosage for a broken martyr   Let me go in the dark Let me see them again I’ll wait and watch the room shrink And hope my eyes never dilatorily blink.
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May 4, 2013
May 4, 2013 at 4:29 PM UTC
Let me go in the Dark
Let me go in the Dark I want to be in there In the space of corpulent, infectious glands Swallowing innocence with labyrinthine hands Let me be one with the Night My home is over there In a place of ubiquitous fears And a plethora of basking tears Let me soak in the abyss The void is so near A comely figure, an evocative sadist and protégé Dripping candle wax on me in San Lorenzo, Paraguay Let me walk among ghosts In the Portal Del So hotel Tossing back Xanax; Vicodin with a liquor chaser Gin and vermouth, ***** anything to forget her. Let me wait in living purgatory With other pods of skin When the wind shakes the barley, back home Where a wife and son never left me alone. Let me go in the dark Past the tortured guilt and sorrow Where a family is made of flesh and not ash Where a house remains and the fires don’t last Let me cry and weep in silence In a room with rotting drapes A static-channel TV, a two blade ceiling fan People engulfed in one another, A demon  for a man Let me shower in cold, thickening blood Standing atop broken medicine cabinet glass So many packs a day of cheap cigarettes and loose women None ease the pain like the morphine in the kitchen. Let me go into the chasm The vein snake is thirsty. I take a little more each time it feeds But maybe not waking up is what the snake needs Let me sleep in the dark While infomercials for prayer play Juxtaposed to a zealous vagabond and father The last serpentine dosage for a broken martyr   Let me go in the dark Let me see them again I’ll wait and watch the room shrink And hope my eyes never dilatorily blink.
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*Cossack Cowboys Riding Llamas That they dress In pink pajamas Teeny boppers Blowing bubbles Biker chicks Causing trouble Nuns in Habits Punks in chains One or two Of the deranged Rubbing Buddha belly Cravers And the band Harvey Danger David Bowie Elton John Both of them With Spacesuits on Vegetarians Eating chicken Love it fried Finger licking In a line to Meet and greet Obama Now I wish I'd brought my Mama On the T.V. Slicing, Dicing Infomercials Are enlightening Lindsey Lohan There's more trouble Send the Police On the double Michael Jackson With his monkey Chandelier Swinging junkies Bottle Rocket Ridding crickets Dolly Parton Doing dishes Tubs of Crisco Set for wrestling Bee Gees do be Disco dancing With Bruce Jenner Wearing makeup Dolly's kitchen Filled with soap suds Rubber band Bumper babies Call me odd Don't call me crazy Shooting stars Carry Uzis Washed up stars Drink beer in Koozies Donnie Osmond Singing show tunes As Marie blows Animal balloons Circus Barkers And their Minions Waylon left us Shooter Jennings Heidi Klum Without makeup To say the least She looks a bit rough American flags As rainbow banners Peal, scratch, and sniff Talking bananas Hookha smoking Manatees Oh yea... and then there's me These are just a few of the things that lean On the lamp post of my dreams*
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Feb 2, 2015
Feb 2, 2015 at 1:50 PM UTC
Leaning On The Lamp Post Of My Dreams
You said you wanted me to come over, and even though it was nearly midnight, I agreed. I hit every red light between here and your house: start stop wait and wait and wait and start just to stop and wait again, stuck listening to weight-loss infomercials,right-wing talk radio,that god-awful jingle for the lawyer that tries to sound like a wild-west cowboy. Idling under these red cyclops eyes, I wanted to tell you that this had to stop, that I was going home, that I’d see you tomorrow, maybe,but I finished the drive and remembered why: the red scent of your hair;your lips against my neck, saying,“I’m glad you’re here. I’m so glad you’re here.”
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Mar 5, 2013
Mar 5, 2013 at 11:10 AM UTC
Im so glad youre here
I know how you feel At 4am when everything should be Quiet; eyes closed, Breath steady at an even pace, Keeping pace with the subtle rhythm Of your pulsing heart. Nothing stirs, here, Besides your afflicted mind, A testament to all the Late night infomercials And dimly lit gas station windows: Dutifully droning on Amidst the sleepy silhouette Of normalcy and a good eight hour rest. There's no use fooling yourself, Closing your eyes and heavily counting off Sheep, in a vain attempt to assimilate Something like sleep- There's no point trying, here, When a sliver of sky outside your window Starts to turn a subtle shade lighter Than 2am darkness. Being alone is never as poignant As when you're woken up in the middle Of the night, Surrounded by dark space And stagnant memories, impartial To the emptiness of a moment. I know how you feel, Restlessly turning your body To face the wall, Adjusting your lumpy feather pillow, Peeling off your socks: Routine can cure the coldest hearts, But sleep will always elude it. Stuck within your impetuous rituals, Solitude seeps in Through your open eyelids; 4am drips into 5am, And before you know it, Everything is gone.
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Aug 25, 2013
Aug 25, 2013 at 7:45 AM UTC
I know how you feel.
Life is the flat side of a butter knife- Relentlessly turned upwards, upon a Battered cedar coffee table. His muffled Silver skin glistens amidst the two week Old newspaper and hardened crumbs of Sourdough toast, catching the reflection Of his  weary hosts, as loud voices and silence Rapidly bounce off the walls and onto his Credit card-thin body: Jesus, Jesus, Jesus. Purposeless, he waits for someone to rescue him- Pick him up from his five foot grave Covered in peeling wood and sentimental scratches, And slowly slide his cold, frame across the counter- Anything to remind him of his relevance. As the rusty butter knife lays, abandoned, So life carries on- oblivious to his melancholy Wails that fall dormant to the loud, blaring stereo, And shifting feet that tread so softly As to keep the monster from waking from her slumber. Thus, the routine drones on and on, To the soundtrack of 2am infomercials Claiming indestructible silverware sets: Oh, but they have yet to enter the finite world of Father Time. As he sets his place at the table, wearily awaiting what's to come, The butter knife exhales hope, and suffocates in an air of subtle indifference, Claiming his stake as a hollow prop, within an afflicted stage.
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Jul 14, 2013
Jul 14, 2013 at 6:45 PM UTC
Life is the flat side of a butter knife-
Treasury  Casino - 2:30 am From my seat in the smokers section I can see the Brisbane eye, the river, and the  performing arts center. Streetlights  are mans answer  to the cosmos "Everything you can do, I can make better." Once it was said that we were made in God's image. Now we can safely say that God was  made in our image. I am in a quiet place of the universe, the night stretches on visible through the stately wonderous walls carved of old wood  and sandstone. I am in a suede armchair, winged for pleasure. The ceiling in this room is twice as high as an ordinary room. Circular steel ***** hang down like a path of bubbles left  by a leviathan. My water was poured  with panache. Let me set  the scene for you: I'm in the  Treasury Casino, this building was once the QLD state treasury, it never changed really. Sitting next to  window that overlooks the river, a glass of water sits to my left. The room is the size of a double garage, maybe bigger. The floor and ceilings are made of old wood, the walls are decorated with a transparent gray fabric that remindsme of smoke. An old marble fireplace sits in a wall studded with tiny lights that resemble stars or candles. Above me is a series of hanging circular light fixtures that resemble a trail of bubbles left by a leviathan. This room was designed for,  and houses opulence.   The TV plays Eminem. Peter Garrett dances like a Parkinson's sufferer. And looks like Disco-Nosferatu. We have  killed the night and neon power and infomercials **** the romance once held by late night solitude.
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May 22, 2013
May 22, 2013 at 12:54 AM UTC
Brisbane Street Sketch 2
Treasury  Casino - 2:30 am From my seat in the smokers section I can see the Brisbane eye, the river, and the  performing arts center. Streetlights  are mans answer  to the cosmos "Everything you can do, I can make better." Once it was said that we were made in God's image. Now we can safely say that God was  made in our image. I am in a quiet place of the universe, the night stretches on visible through the stately wonderous walls carved of old wood  and sandstone. I am in a suede armchair, winged for pleasure. The ceiling in this room is twice as high as an ordinary room. Circular steel ***** hang down like a path of bubbles left  by a leviathan. My water was poured  with panache. Let me set  the scene for you: I'm in the  Treasury Casino, this building was once the QLD state treasury, it never changed really. Sitting next to  window that overlooks the river, a glass of water sits to my left. The room is the size of a double garage, maybe bigger. The floor and ceilings are made of old wood, the walls are decorated with a transparent gray fabric that remindsme of smoke. An old marble fireplace sits in a wall studded with tiny lights that resemble stars or candles. Above me is a series of hanging circular light fixtures that resemble a trail of bubbles left by a leviathan. This room was designed for,  and houses opulence.   The TV plays Eminem. Peter Garrett dances like a Parkinson's sufferer. And looks like Disco-Nosferatu. We have  killed the night and neon power and infomercials **** the romance once held by late night solitude.
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Last night I picked up a self help book I drank some "meditation tea" whatever the hell that is I listened to an awful song that wouldn't remind me of you I tried yoga I even prayed to God God knows it's been awhile since I felt existential I went to my favorite grocer and talked to the most inviting cashier I thought it might help I "channeled" my energy I lifted weights I flirted with my trainer I put on red lipstick I weeped. I blogged I analyzed myself and my family and mostly my dad I "ate my feelings" I googled "how to get over someone" I ripped your love letter in a million pieces I reminded myself of all my "blessings" I drove an extra time around my block I stayed up way too late watching infomercials about beauty and vapid mind numbing consumerism I tried to learn the guitar I called my brother just to hear his voice before the beep and just to hear mine after it I smiled and stared out the window and pretended I was in a Hitchcock film I went outside to smoke a cigarette and I don't even smoke I just wanted to feel the biting cold against my hidden skin I went shopping and bought an overly expensive sweater that won't fit me unless I grew about ten inches I read the Catcher in the Rye eight times And I made this ******* list that makes me feel so utterly hopeless and chaotic catharticism what a messy heart staining my perfectly neat life.
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Feb 25, 2013
Feb 25, 2013 at 1:59 AM UTC
"Listing"
I like my poems medium rare I like my clothes to look like couches I like my thoughts to be deep, even though they make me scream. I like my music meaningful I like my dancing naked I like my people whether they hate me or love me. I like my romance movies I like my speeches to move me I like my infomercials even though I don't buy anything. I like my flowers petted I like my animals kissed I like my coffee strong even though my thoughts make me crazy. I like my boys sappy I like my girls happy I like myself, because I am the things I like.
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Mar 20, 2016
Mar 20, 2016 at 10:39 PM UTC
The Things I Like
Now, we find needs just so we can fill them. We go insane so we can buy the meds. Soccer moms popping children’s pills. Everyone dreaming suicide and depression. No how. No why. No reason. We want inventions so we can make infomercials. Who cares about shipping and handling? **** the national debt. I’ll give you my credit card number, and you’ll send me a pet nail trimmer, even though Max (the dog) died four years ago, you never know what you’ll need right? We find government just to have politicians. Everyone promises a solution to the problem. No one ever expects it to pan out. Instead, we vote on name recognition, parties, and skin color. Who cares about platforms or empty promises? We wage wars just to make video games. I’ll shoot you now, your brother will shoot me later, but don’t worry, when we’re all in the ground. Someone, somewhere, will design a kickass, strategic, lifelike game, where dying only means regenerating and less ammo. We all want something, or nothing. We all work to live, live to die. Try just to fail, fail to try. We want anonymity, just to forget the tragedy of our minds.
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Aug 2, 2010
Aug 2, 2010 at 12:18 PM UTC
Finding Needs to Fill
Isn't it funny how things trend Fashion, The latest, men's jeans is on a comeback I didn't know they left Indiana Jones, what's up with that, is it a name for people to do crazy **** Amazing birds, I have been amazed with birds all my life, I wish I could fly and **** on people. Carne De MiCarne, A fancy word for Barbecue I like the back yard barbecue, I can pronounce that. Women tax, is that like black tax, they should be charged with all the money I spent on females the famous controversy the blue and white dress or is it black and gold what the **** do I care i don't wear dresses Recipies/Food why do when I follow the directions it never comes out the same as the picture I eat enough as it is already TV Shows The food network, just make me hungry How it 's made, why do I care CNN news, they can beat a dead horse to death The UFO channel, haven't seen a flying object yet, except when a girl may through something at me Gadget's & TV infomercials They drive me up the wall and they never work that's why they give you a bonus 5 for 1 price Don't want to drag this out so here is the last one What's up with black girl names shaqunda, liqunta, shaletta, and so on Just last week I found out that a young black poet named Sha'Condria "iCon" Sibley had wrote a poem about this. It went viral, the Dailey show talked about it, The Washington Post wrote about it between twitter, youtube and instagram she got over a million hits Check it out on youtube it's called Little black girls with long names My hat is off to her and I respect her for taking Poetry to the next level for us Thanks for all the chatting and writings, you guys and gals are great here on HP
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Apr 10, 2015
Apr 10, 2015 at 10:09 AM UTC
Whats Trending
Isn't it funny how things trend Fashion, The latest, men's jeans is on a comeback I didn't know they left Indiana Jones, what's up with that, is it a name for people to do crazy **** Amazing birds, I have been amazed with birds all my life, I wish I could fly and **** on people. Carne De MiCarne, A fancy word for Barbecue I like the back yard barbecue, I can pronounce that. Women tax, is that like black tax, they should be charged with all the money I spent on females the famous controversy the blue and white dress or is it black and gold what the **** do I care i don't wear dresses Recipies/Food why do when I follow the directions it never comes out the same as the picture I eat enough as it is already TV Shows The food network, just make me hungry How it 's made, why do I care CNN news, they can beat a dead horse to death The UFO channel, haven't seen a flying object yet, except when a girl may through something at me Gadget's & TV infomercials They drive me up the wall and they never work that's why they give you a bonus 5 for 1 price Don't want to drag this out so here is the last one What's up with black girl names shaqunda, liqunta, shaletta, and so on Just last week I found out that a young black poet named Sha'Condria "iCon" Sibley had wrote a poem about this. It went viral, the Dailey show talked about it, The Washington Post wrote about it between twitter, youtube and instagram she got over a million hits Check it out on youtube it's called Little black girls with long names My hat is off to her and I respect her for taking Poetry to the next level for us Thanks for all the chatting and writings, you guys and gals are great here on HP
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Stay up late with me and we can watch infomercials about vacuum cleaners and miracle cures and holy water. And maybe if we are lucky we can catch reruns of I Love Lucy and Happy Days because those seem like better times. Or just talk to me. even if it is just nonesense. I want to hear you talk until I fall asleep. Tomorrow we can go to the park and sit on a bench in front of the lake and feed the ducks with stale bread. I like the picturesque and the late day sun and the small things because they aren't so small after all. Not when you are with me. How about we take a ride my old rusty car and tune into the AM channels about politics and ancient jazz and opera. Let's brush off the cobwebs and find what we are looking for. It's the small things that are the biggest things. Those moments in time that seem like nothing. They mean everything. We gotta make it last because forever isn't a thing.
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Mar 2, 2016
Mar 2, 2016 at 7:24 PM UTC
Small Things ( are the only things)
You wake up early already feeling an itch behind your eyes and at the base of your spine. behind your throat. Sweating but **** - it's November and you had the window open. Four cups of coffee and seven cigarettes to start the day. A tip: if you put your hands in your pockets then nobody can see them shaking. "You look hungry. Eat something." force down a McMuffin or two at noon and a ham sandwich before work. Drive the car. that night work is noise. The shift ends with a paycheck. Go withdraw thirty bucks. Find some ***** "A guy's gotta cut loose." a guy's gotta be cut off. ***** this ***** that twisted up so tight. wound around the bend. coffee and the dashboard lights. Radiation. three AM fumbling with the keys - alone under a street light at the bus stop wake up to the tv playing infomercials. Shower. Now repeat.
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Nov 30, 2013
Nov 30, 2013 at 10:51 AM UTC
Routines
Cutting, like rings in a fist-fight. Jumping, flying, drowning, floating She said trying to fall asleep was like jumping. Promises like traps: with bills and utilities and watering bans and road construction and mixed district schools and mall-fires and field trips and infomercials and unaffordable abortions and MTV and Show and Tell and homeless people and freemason bolo ties. You’re sick You’re sick She said she just wanted to know what it felt like.
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Oct 31, 2011
Oct 31, 2011 at 4:33 AM UTC
I Wrote The Tidal Waves Home
Paint left, humidity purgatory, Sticky but practically peeled off, while Water and lime, the kind you hear about On infomercials promising to rid You of Built Up **** is trapped between the Panes they said they replaced but I don’t know. Clothes piled with invisible coatings of Dust from the floor last swept ten years ago, And sweat from leaving the AC off (Because saving a few bucks is worth it), And sweat in stained dresses when you touched me, And sweat in damp briefs when I touched myself. Paper stacks, three years, busy work And scholastic articles I should Have read, say I will, but won’t pick up, And verses I wrote that go nowhere but Here and to a real poet, happily Trapped at an average liberal arts college. So instead of dressing or cleaning I Call you, naked, a fattened odalisque, Silent for hours, my thin mouth, a suture. A fit black girl cut across the dog park, She saw my bare shoulders, sloped pudgy pale, We gazed in the other’s faces, but now I can’t think what she wore, and she knows I’m just sad, still: a ghost in the windows.
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May 9, 2014
May 9, 2014 at 6:21 PM UTC
Portrait of the Artist in the First Days of Summer
The edge is what the words meant to our juvenile minds You came like a milkman of crazy like I paid you a subscription Because the married voice of our desperation may be rocka fella Don't mean we are gucci chanel postes of imatation handbags But I sit at the end of a dinner plate admiring your constant behavior And wondering how a high school misfit still views a. Past excuse as a comment for hate Might be strong and smile but worried actions equal a cold shiver A snuggie is the present warmth left by infomercials I won't say ur the crest of a ohs blue... But I still appreciate a *********** like you....
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Jun 13, 2015
Jun 13, 2015 at 6:51 AM UTC
the edge
no one wants to be the seats at the front of the movie theater where you only sit if all the other seats are taken no one wants to be late night television which you only flip to cause it's better than infomercials on QVC no one wants to be that t-shirt at the bottom of the drawer, that you only wear because all your other clothes are ***** no one wants to be wanted at three AM when you're bored and lonely cause everyone else is asleep no one wants to be used.
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May 18, 2013
May 18, 2013 at 4:09 PM UTC
used
i look for you in the faces of strangers they have your eyes, eager and sad, the eyes of instability, the same brown as an old bruise. i often wonder why i didn't inherit your eyes. perhaps it's a metaphor for all the differences between us? there must be a reason more significant than the obvious. it's easier in the daytime, when i don't have to think of you. when there is enough light to keep me concentrated on the endless distractions that keep me smiling, for there is always something to smile about. but nighttime is a different universe, the moon, a lonely thumbnail. it reminds me of how you used to chew your cuticles and place them neatly in a little white pile while we would watch an endless stream of ****** infomercials. sometimes you don't realize how much you were in love with someone's naked habits until they're gone. when i was sick, you would always make sure the washcloth on my forehead stayed warm. i miss that.
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Feb 9, 2013
Feb 9, 2013 at 2:51 AM UTC
brown eyes
i. fascination sings "tainted love" in a los angeles bar. tests lips on picnic tables. feel the bark in my back against the tree and the backseat of my car. ii. infatuation takes shots of tequila in mission cantina. eager, greedy sliding up my skirt in the bathroom. follows the path to sneak glances in my bed. iii. satisfaction sits on your couch drinking wine coolers in the dark. silent infomercials and jungle beats your hips and mine. rough hands fading down my leg. iv. desperation whispers by a pool hushing crushed hearts. not the time not the place a forced reality to face. avoids complication holding my tongue inside my chest.
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Dec 25, 2011
Dec 25, 2011 at 10:33 PM UTC
Stages of Love