Confusion in life is normal. Everyone has experienced the maw Of life devouring our senses. The beat and rhythm of fantasy May come bittersweet in the end Or may not come at all, But what's important is to enjoy Every aspect of life from The spectrum of one's own death To the graceful and yet elusive Happy ending.
My poems here are not updated. Real life caught up. But everything is on my tumblr (darthkeso) and instagram (cheesuscheesus).
That time. That time when I felt in… What, how could be happen to me? Not now, not now please! I can’t see anything else just… somebody is going to help me? It hurts but when I see that smile and those eyes I fell like a big block of antarctic ice slowly melting down for the first time. Is this…? Please let not this happen to me. I can’t do it. I’m scared. Of what? Don’t know. It’s just my dreamly childly romantic way to see things. I believed to all those tails and I’m too scared of the chance of a never happy ending
Things between us have changed. Pretending only presents the underlying problem. We spend our time in seperate rooms. The television on two seperate channels. Still unable to find what we're looking for. Demanding peace unwilling to press for change. The thing's we said we'd never do. Complete faith that we'd never walk pass each other. So much as a single word. Strangers in wait that it will get better. If it isn't you, I can't go on. Good or bad. Being forced to pretend that everything is alright. Another show airs. Demanding attention else where. I am trying, But can't keep flipping past the infomercials without being tempted. Searching for a happy ending
Wish for your eyes to see indeed breathlessly wishing deep inside your love needs you ,she needs you around here longer. but you are already half dead and the other half in a coma
doctor says it could last a day, maybe two or even a decade. i still need you, without you love life essense is spiceless i need a re-incarnation!
faith is the remaining gut left when all hopes are excercised. one more redemption, the only chance to life again! i desire for you life again, not so much to seek a second chance.
for you this cup kindly pass over, Christ also resisted with an agonizing plea at calvary one more prayer need answered in this heavens today darkness!!!! we lost him pim pim pim pim and steadily the beeps rise
the heart rate monitor regains a steady pulse its a re-incarnation! breath taking deep inside, i recount God answers prayers one moment in time sometime when we so badly make the call.
Red shoes walking on dust Heels 4 inch high Crossing the street in the full moon light Clicking on the metal of the great steel bridge Long red nails scratching marks into her sweaty palms The smell of a rainy night mixing with perfume Bleu de Chanel Stolen from him a lifetime ago Like the cigarette between her lips Choked by a raindrop Flicked to the ground A last blaze of ember A thing to remember Her bare legs walking on Passing the red light Four more minutes to go Adjusting her dress Sneaking in a back street Stay out of sight The grey clouds a good cover Dimming the blonde of her hair Shivering fingers grabbing her leather jacket tighter Almost there The black iron gate is closed Her nails clacking on her phone's screen The only noise in this dusky world Telling him I'm here But will he be? Heart beating as the gate opens Stairway to Heaven Highway to **** Down to Paradise City Trying to keep the silence While taking the stairs impatiently White walls, unstained It's not a sin anymore
He opens the door Dark eyes lighting up She smiles The world drops from her shoulders Falling into his arms after a year So close His dark hair the only thing she sees The city church bell rings three times The dark room brightening up Two souls connected He brushes a strand of gold from her lips I missed you so much A kiss and she says it I love you He asks Forever?
She can't hold back the tears Deliriously happy She answers Yes As you said