Carried home from a family occasion
and placed in the icebox,
slowly slid to the back of the fridge
as leftover moments fight for space
near the front.
of life after childish ambitions
are accidentally neglected
and left to spoil,
unattended and tempted
with wayward growth.
You may find them again,
or maybe just looking for something
you thought you lost.
Long since forgotten,
the ideas molded
over the ages of a chilly
and what might have been promising
is now indistinguishable and unusable.
A small, unaffected edge may remind you
Of its purpose in a past life
and you’ll sigh
as you change the trash liner
to accommodate another failure.
You sometimes wonder
What you may have missed
piling so many options
only to be forgotten until they’re rotten.
It doesn’t help any
to be the one who has to retrieve it.
see what it is,
know what it was...
a subtle, sneaking certainty
of what it could’ve become.
more and more often, it’s too early
to stomach the sun
and you find the day
has begun without you,
as if it doubts your commitment
to present tense.
Still, you continue along hanging
from a precarious
cable car of ambivalence,
waving at each opportunity missed
as it passes you by,
idly on the sky.
"Next time, next time"
"Next time I'll give it a try."
original title "The Tragedy of Technicality".