"hehehe" poems
**life is a chain of choices and chances
yOu have to make 'EM and take 'EM
if yOu don't STAND for something
yOu'll fall for anything**
**when yOu SET your GOAL
yOu Feed your SOUL**
***life shouldn't be measured by breaths taken
but by the times life takes your breath away***
*put a SmiLe on some ones fACe today
take pride in knowing yOu put it there*
**I THINK therefore I AM over qualified
and that's why yOu work here**
**NO it's not ignorance nor arrogance
I'M just smarter than yOu**
**DO not belieVe or eVen read eVery word that I haVe written
Do NOT believe everything yOu think**
***remember yOu are special, just like everyone else
remember to take your smart pills and STOP pretending
to be STUPID, that's just DUMB***
**that's Mr. AzzHOLE to yOu (ays - oh - lay) it's Esperanto
and YES it is part of my charm, thanks for asking**
***the dAy DreAm is the free thinKer's nighTmaRe
what do yOu thinK? NeVer MiND***
**perjury murdered imagination, without an ASSULT rifle, without
2nd amendment RIGHTS, without maSS media or an iNterNet CoNNectioN**
**it's NOT what yOu accomplish
it's what yOu OVER come**
**I didn't say it was your FAULT
I said I was going to BLAME yOu**
***life is like SkiPPing with a Peg leG
at night it's like Sleeping with SciSSorS***
HAVE FUN
*if you feel offended by this please read again
with your name in each rant, then take two (2) smart pills
and go back to sleep*
hehehe
Dec 13, 2013
Dec 13, 2013 at 6:16 AM UTC
Man,
there's a cold dark corner
in my room,
your voice calls
out when I'm curled up there
on the dank musty floor,
it speaks to me; I'm coming for you.
I hold to the
voiceful melody of your
softly
spoken sounds as you drown out
the drone of negativity
and the past men who lied
when they said
they'd always love me...
His'aholic.
As I lie on my bed
in the fetal position,
eyes closed
hoping
you'll walk in, lift me onto your lap
cradled me in that protective way
only you're able to give me,
feel your fingers caress me.
Too many times I find
I walk in a stupor from the loving you gave.
Gosh it feels so long ago
and my needs wrecking my senses
once more can you do to me what you did last time,
just once more & I'll let it be.
I'm feigning...
My dystonia
is you- every time you come around
I get what I'll call
His'aholic,
uncontainable, uncontrollable
movements and twitches
twerking if need be, just to get
intoxicated one more time of off
you,
like the excitement a kleptomaniac gets
or the levels of high a shopaholic feels
my dopamine fired up every time
you do what you do to me
Him'aholic, His'aholic,
Your'aholic
my
infectiousness habits,
sweats & hot flashes-
Man
because of what you do,
mentally I'm gone,
once you take root in my veins,
in my lungs,
I forget all that's wrong with the world,
all those problems from my past
I no longer see any of those things.
It's a made up word,
less you count when
Kelly Price
used
Him'aholic for her album title.
Different meaning in
His'aholic, different in Your'aholic too,
but
that's a bit more personal and much more deep,
it a thing where
well forget I said anything
hehehe.
I make up my own words in referencing to anything about you.
Man,
I'm jonesing, longing and yearning
oh please oh please
note
the
oh please-
I'm begging you!
Your the unusual
"drug" addiction
I need to feed on,
You got me
craving, shamefully
shaking with it,
longing and in a dazed- hazy blur.
Because of you I'm a
mindless puppet, my strings
once connected to you
are torn.
The music doesn't sound right,
the dance ain't got he same
rhythm,
I feel sick when I can't have you
feel upside down,
when I ain't got my fix.
I got it bad & all I want is you
say what you want but just know
I got a illness
there's only one cure for
His'aholic
&
it's
you!
Always Me Ayeshah ®
Copyright 1977 - Present ©
K.A.C.L.N ©
All right reserved ®
Jan 25, 2014
Jan 25, 2014 at 4:44 AM UTC
**Baby, let's leave the lights on....
I want to make love with the lights on,
Sit on top of you before we do anything.
Trace your hand while my hands are in yours,
in union we caress each others arms up & down,
stare into each others eyes as
we touch & explore one another.
Allow you to run your hands up then
down my back, stroke my chest,
caress my heart & feel it beating,
slowly I watch you,take one of my breast
into your mouth, suckling & nibbling just a little.
Sending radiant sensations tingling
all through me.**
I want to do it with the lights on,.
**Hold me closely as you kiss me,
all the while your still touching
me & staring at me.
Looking into my very soul as you lift
me on to your throbbing solid rod.
Melting me as your hot sleek member
dances inside of me.
I'll move with you never taking
my gaze from your face.
My nails on their own dig in deeply,
I feel the flesh break on your back,
that's when you move a bit deeper
hehehe
sort of like ouch & mmm girl
take this - for me doing that.
I watch as your lips part
and you moan just a bit,
I'll follow your lead as you speed up
& move my hips.
Hands firmly pressed against my buttocks,
tightly you squeeze then pull me
fully down-around your steel rod,
I cry out from pain & pleasure.
Beads of sweat trickle down my back-
I can feel the coolness from the cracked window,
the light in the bedroom are still on, the TV's flashing
from what ever shows being shown,.
I hear a dog bark and a baby cry,
It's daylight and we've been seducing
each other like this for over
two hours.
You've barely spoken a world since you
took my clothes off
& asked me to help with your shirt.
We've switched it up and I'm on my stomach
with my slit in your face,
your tasting me,
I'm ******* on you.
The blend of us sure does taste good,
like pineapples & honey.
I feel it & I'm ready, you slide two fingers inside of me
causing my body to **** then seize up
Like I'm having convulsionary fits.
Flip me over and enter me again
so slowly, I'm begging for your
to hurry & give me all of you.
I'm looking at you as you watch me bite my lip,
you stick your finger in my mouth, then kiss me, tasting us,
causing me to become delirious
we're at a fever pitch, moving in sync,**
I can feel you swelling...
**I'm sure your about to pop, and on cue my body fires up
it's built so quickly- I can barely catch my breath,
we're ******* together
all the while, I nor you
ever take our eyes off of each other.
Now you see why**
I Want To Do It With The Lights On?!
Always Me Ayeshah ®
Copyright 1990-Present ©
K.A.C.L.N ©
All right reserved ®
Jan 9, 2014
Jan 9, 2014 at 9:20 AM UTC
once twice thrice
i rock back and forth
and hit my head on the wall
i cry then laugh
at all who see
i'm insane
nice to meet you
to bad for you
cuz you met me
im gonna die
and then you'll see
im no longer nice
so how did i become me
you hurt me
you hit me
yet im not broken
im just cracking
little by little
turning into alot by alot
im cracking up
hehehehe
guess what
nevermind about what you think life is
cuz thats not life
im dead
did you know that
i'm a figment of your imagination
didn't know you were so distrubed huh
hehehe
you made me in your mind
cuz you have no one else to blame
so i guess you blame me
you give me all the pain
all the torture
all the crazy
i'm insane
nice to meet you
i think
meaning you think
cuz i'm in your imagination
hehehe
you'll never know someone as ****** up as me
because i'm your ****** up imaginery person
hehehe
welcome to my home
your head
but since im the worst of you
i have my own head
i hide there
so noone can come get me to remove me
hehehe
but you know what
nothing will save you from me
and since im the worst of you
there is no best of or from me
hehehe
you ****** up royally this time
hehehehehehehe............
May 13, 2015
May 13, 2015 at 2:20 PM UTC
What he will give is the incipient bare minimum
of his heartbeat
He’ll reveal just
the washed out clamoring of his horded desire
all because there would be nothing left in his own perception
of a universe that may reduce his secret lust to nothing.
implode like terrorists on the fantasy of his greatness yet to come…
although we are born magnificent; which then gets blinded out by all the hearsay of our original sin
he won’t go too far with a notion of
blissful ‘otherness’
nor squeeze too many lemons
he’s got no room for confidence sugar stored
on his empty shelf
*however negative space can be
a good thing*
(he has heard)
he’s dumbfounded when he wants more from someone
and expects the best of their yet to be born
mind reading abilities to:
just
understand who he is
or
“be gone I say!”
…(hehehe) -writer could not help it-
scathed in baby blisters by his choices so far...
it was of course!
all the:
****** babble of growing up in his _Family of origin_/original sin
where he learned to swim so comfortably in precious
Aloneness ----- -Aloofness-
and there he became more real than ever
---Ahh well...it’s the grand excuse for
most of his life
until he feels the scratch of his riotous ‘settling for’
is bleeding ****** ******
and then one day he looks in the mirror and a ghost like
stroke (not yet manifested)
spotlights his over bearing mind to feel what it has
~done did~
disconnected with deeds of the heart
and foresight/manipulation
for naught
he then finds out his heart needed more than a cup of
tea and a scone (mid 40's)
he finds out his emotional impasse was so ****
false (almost 50)
and that his lack of allowing others in
was truly a waste of mental constructs
(Solid 51)
this I know like my own dry eyed nodding
I was him
(the now pleasure of hindsight... 55)
but all the 'do right' stuff is cohesively on time
all the contrast that created a calling for
again and again
this leaning
to love
Linaji 2011
Nov 9, 2011
Nov 9, 2011 at 12:58 AM UTC
The darkness in my soul, never left.
It was always there
It was suppressed when you where here
And filled me up when you left
The darkness in my soul
Plagued what I hold most dear
Infected my heart
Infected my brain
It growed into a tumor, and latched untill it became a part of me.
You see my dear, you where the sun in my sky. The angel of me.
And I? Hehehe.... I was just the demon in you, killing what you wanted to be...
May 8, 2015
May 8, 2015 at 7:54 PM UTC
"Hehehe, I'm a poet
And I didn't even know it!"
Haha, I'm a poet
And I'm gonna ********* you with a can of bugspray.
May 25, 2010
May 25, 2010 at 8:46 PM UTC
I have a schoolboys sense of humour,
Oh yes it's true, it's not just rumour,
I always laugh at bums and willys,
It's immature and very silly,
I cannot help my humours taste,
I try to keep it above the waist,
Yet down the slippery slope I slide,
This 'Carry-On" sense of humour of mine,
Farts, poos, **** the crudest jokes,
Belong much more to bad *** blokes,
Double meaning things that people say,
Is my specialist subject anyway,
Even though I know it's daft,
I do enjoy a ****** laugh :)
Jul 9, 2014
Jul 9, 2014 at 5:24 PM UTC
As it runs through my veins
Rearranging thoughts in my brain
Things I cannot contain
Reasons that will remain
Unknown & nameless
Like a one hit wonder, who thought he was famous
It's an amazing feeling
That leaves me tingly from floor to ceiling
Puts me in such a happy place
That a permanent smile stays on my face
Peace is a sensation so amazing & sweet
That I'm lifted right off my feet
& everything is always kept so neat
No one will ever tell why
Hehehe....I feel like a secret spy
The truth will not be exposed
Because that's how it goes
Kept so deep inside
From the world it will hide
It's safe there, with no judgment
Roaming in solitary confinement
The day it's set free
Will be the time it says goodbye to me
But that day is far away
So until it comes, we'll continue to play!!!
May 8, 2014
May 8, 2014 at 3:28 PM UTC
Green eyed beauty
Love to dance,
Have 5 dogs but I want one more.
Music is my life
Nothing held back!
You wanna go?
Then bring it,
I’ll bring it right back.
Love to live
High school rocks!!
Rock hard with friends,
Wish we could stay out all night.
Poetry flows through me,
My thoughts on paper
My mind could get scary
So don’t try to pry
I don’t mind to cry
Why should I be scared to die?
Boyfriend? Who needs one?
Just stick to being friends
Picture perfect
Model to be,
Head in the clouds
Wants to sleep!
Bright future will be me!
Don’t have a car
But yes the license I do!
I’m fragile
Please don’t break me!
*** I’M ALMOST A SENIOR!!
Why not leave for the heck of it?
Sounds good to me!
I hate
Raisins
Olives
AND JELLO!! Eww!!
Love to shop! SHOP SHOP SHOP!
Clothes and shoes!!
But don’t forget the purses!! Hehehe
Now you know,
Just the gist of me!
Jan 20, 2011
Jan 20, 2011 at 8:50 AM UTC
Tears can't stop flowing
letting my eyes float above reality
it's not real
but still you're standing there
smiling
lovely
at my missery
I can see you ther STANDING
YOU'RE THERE. STANDING
It's not real.... hehehe...
it's not real...
"But my dearest darling"
it's not real...
May 11, 2015
May 11, 2015 at 5:31 PM UTC
Hehehe hohoho,
Who is having fun in this limbo,
Is it me, Is it you,
Wahh hahaha,
Why, Do you, Want to, Understand,
Of course I do, Of course you do,
Pffft hahaha aww man,
Where are we going,
I don't know, You don't know,
Ahh hehehe,
What are we trying to see,
Is it you, Is it me,
Haahaa ha oh dear,
How did we come here,
I don't know, You don't know
Jun 5, 2010
Jun 5, 2010 at 7:18 PM UTC
hehehe
tumble roll
roll a joint and
pack my bowl and I've got
a bit of mental lag so it's a
little hard to pack my bag 'cause
I'm a little fried maybe a little
charred even, totally
baked, I'm a cake frosted
but I haven't lost it,
Sometimes I'm a little confused
but I'm still baking!
whole wheat **** infused
chai tea orange zest cookies
yummy sativa,
a dash of indica but
whoa!
mmm they're
dangerously delicious
and one, two, three,
oops! that's four and
one more, they're just
so good! if only I could
stop!
but yummm
sat nammmnomnom
Feb 26, 2015
Feb 26, 2015 at 1:17 PM UTC
What are these feelings I have for you?
Where did they come from?
“SURPRISE!” they shout at my confused soul.
Is it still just friendship?
Is it becoming comfort?
Has it always been love?
“YOU’LL NEVER KNOW!” they tease me, frustrate me.
“Oh but I will!” I challenge back.
Always dependable,
that’s you.
Always a little too shut off,
that’s me.
It’s different now, though.
Reciprocity,
and equality,
and, and, something more than
friendship?
But seven years have come and gone.
An abundance of time.
So I ask again,
Where did these feelings come from?
“HeHeHe!” they continue to mock me.
They know I am
confused
nervous
maybe a little excited…
Uncertain, but determined
I will find out what this feeling is.
I will find its origin,
And I will nurture it,
Or, I will **** it,
As if it
never
existed
at
all.
Dec 3, 2012
Dec 3, 2012 at 11:43 PM UTC
DANG IT!
I still care
I still dream
And I even started to put your hat in my book Bag again
Your hook is in deep and it won't come out and I won't let it out
SHAME ON ME!
Your blue eyes reel me in
Your little hugs make my back tingle
DANG IT!!!!
I STILL WANT YOU
Hehehe I can't believe I am like this
One mintue I don't want you
The next You are mouth watering
Like a white Cookie with Blue M&M;'s
I still like you
GOD!!!!!
UHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
**** IT TO HEAVEN
DANG IT this heart wants you badly
Jan 24, 2013
Jan 24, 2013 at 6:36 PM UTC
Hello Busy bee, just like me.
Oh were you to be free--are you happy?
As happy as I wish you to be? Do you see? Do you see?
It’s me. Oh how I am so filled with glee at the sound of your voice.
Hehehe Hahaha laugh for me :)
Aug 16, 2017
Aug 16, 2017 at 8:08 PM UTC
hehehe
hahahaha
hohohohoho
bahahahahaha
asdfghjklqwerty
Jul 27, 2013
Jul 27, 2013 at 9:30 AM UTC
Surely, this one of saddest elegy
Of this our noble, plain country
O’er the death of our King of Comedy
Oh, my painful farewell, Tito Dolphy
Why did you leave us this so early?
For a great man like thee – early is eighty-three
We’re one before with idol Manny V.
Also along to PNoy sorry
But yours alone the grandest trophy
Kevin Cosme, bye bye family tree
Markova, sayonara honorable tsupee
Fr. Jejemon, mi ultimo adios to thee
Hahaha! Hehehe! Hihihi!
This thy dearest legacy
Shall not forsake the memory
Philippine media’s joyful mystery
Glorious accolades to eternity
Hope in heaven you again we see
In this hour of our nation’s melancholy
May now God’s angel’s hug thee tightly
Thank you for making Philippines happy.
-07/10/2012
(Dumarao)
*My Dark Poems Collection
Sep 7, 2019
Sep 7, 2019 at 9:52 PM UTC
everybody can find meaning in poetry
it’s the easiest thing
in the world to do
you just read it
and say
it means something
that’s it
ha
ha
simple isn’t it?
too simple
I suppose
ha
ha
I sure wish I was
writing this down
right now
so that somebody could
find some,
uh,
meaning
to it
hehehe
hell,
just so they’d
find some meaning
in something
anything
even
this
Feb 1, 2011
Feb 1, 2011 at 3:27 PM UTC
I lost myself dancing to the music,
When I looked into your eyes,
I found me,
I knew what I wanted to do with my life,
I want to spend the rest of my life,
With you.
~K.L
Mar 23, 2013
Mar 23, 2013 at 4:46 PM UTC
once i was a turtle in Galapagos
didn't go very far with that
i turned around and life was done
so i became a cat
the lives were very many then
i had around, well, nine
and once i climbed into a tree
and scampered down just fine
and after that i was a bat
and then became a 'roo
i didn't last too long again
because of lion in the zoo
along the way i had much fun
i scarcely can recall
up and down and up and down
the leap before the fall
Jan 22, 2016
Jan 22, 2016 at 3:08 AM UTC
Tis I bought me some smoke ***** for the fourth of July
Tis I shalt be naughty today,
Throw them in mine neighbor's yard
And watch those bright color's fly.... Hehehe
Jul 3, 2015
Jul 3, 2015 at 2:43 PM UTC
I felt cold after you left
.
.
.
.
.
.
So I put another blanket on and slept
Apr 28, 2016
Apr 28, 2016 at 6:23 PM UTC
Often
I challenge myself
That time was to make
A robot for a smile
Mimicking 21 ****** expressions
What I learned from Mr. Bean,
I tried.
Nothing cause change in it’s ****** curve
Then,
I tickled, where I use to feel sensitive
Hoping if, it may work
Nothing cause change in it’s ****** curve
[Last hope remained]
Let’s play, a fast pace
Game of Antonym / Synonym, I said
Me Vs. Robot
1. Human (I said) | Robot ( It replied)
2. Day (I said) | Night ( it replied)
3. White (I said) | Black ( it replied)
4. Cry (I said) | Smile ( it replied)
In 1/100th seconds, how? I asked
“Hehehe”, it curved.
I remember,
Probably, that was the only time
Robot smiled.
Mar 12, 2018
Mar 12, 2018 at 11:37 AM UTC