"dissapate" poems
From the moment of birth
Our instincts of survival
Bring us down to earth
We dream of the fairy tale
world we wish to live
Hoping to be happy and
learning to give
When we reach our peak
and buld the person we
want to be
Something happens to
our security of survival
and our friends become
our rivals
Rolling, Rolling, over and over
again
back to the bottom
for another spin
Our Minds unclear of
the person we built to be
Instincts of survival have
taken over you see
control is lost
Survival at any cost
Aimlessly we wander
Hurting the ones we love
Until our thoughts we
launder
The world again becomes
our dove
Repeated over and over
again
Each time the threat of
survival blows in the
wind.
You see we are really
just animals with the
ability to think
but we forget it all
until our survival
becomes almost extinct
Its an understanding
We all need to have
because survival will
dissapate for all mankind
Unless we reach for
the star we were
Apr 18, 2010
Apr 18, 2010 at 5:42 PM UTC
lets just say
there is
no wrong or right
no black or white
all things being
equal
it is all inconsequential
dance
laugh
scream
cry
engage
enrage
dissapate
transform through time
Feb 10, 2012
Feb 10, 2012 at 3:02 AM UTC
There's a fog over Inverness,
Wrapping the banks
Of the river Ness;
Enveloping me
As you once did.
A fog that will not dissapate,
A mist that mirrors
The break and ache.
A fog that chides
Lonely distress.
This fog can't hide
What I can't forget.
Mar 9, 2016
Mar 9, 2016 at 11:02 PM UTC
Kerosene eyes
everywhere you
look, sparkling-
deceptive, I think
I would like to dive
until I sip
and burn my tongue on you.
Stong shoulders
everything you
support, worlds-
dependable, I think
I would like to rest
until I lean
and you dissapate like summer mist.
Feverish fingers
everyone you
brush, warming-
blooming, I think
I would like to thaw
until I touch
and suddenly find myself blazing.
May 22, 2014
May 22, 2014 at 5:49 AM UTC
You are your own worst enemy,
You illustrate your destiny,
You decide your fate,
You create.
I make my own mistakes,
I ensue my heartbreaks,
I choose the rate,
I create.
We take anything we need,
We decide who takes the lead,
We make the world dissapate,
Yet we have the tools to create.
Aug 25, 2014
Aug 25, 2014 at 3:03 AM UTC
Sport that quiver in the dancing sun
so brazen that an arrow head is over ****
parting lovers as wide as the
Memphis river
dissapate the sands
as we are left blown by Jeremiads
offering soliloquies
that **** elevated sycophants use as obituaries
and McCarthy's ghost goads the progressives
like history repeating itself
Dec 6, 2012
Dec 6, 2012 at 4:55 PM UTC
there is a softness
to this,
the third day
the sibilant rain drifts
down,
to blur the world's
definition,
and soften the crust
to a malleable mire.
i sit outside on,
the front verandah ,
in woolen jumper
and watch the horizon
dissapate and the waves
become tired and grey.
after three days,
there is, no fury,
left in them.
the steam, arising from
my cup,
mingles with humid,
misty bretheren
and the birds cry
mournful.
plate, the treefrog,
revels in the rain.
his bass profundo
decrying the need for
waterlove.
all else looks for shelter
in the soft indistinct frame
of three days of rain.
Mar 27, 2014
Mar 27, 2014 at 7:10 PM UTC
microscopic
the eye can't see
but they are there
you must believe
some are normal
some are not
some are in left field
others are shot
some cells come
some they go
some create
others are slow
some are genius
some are less
who ever created
the i.q test
some will swell..upon concussion
others shrink
with age regression
some remember
some forget
some are sad
and others content
some are imprisoned
in your mind...locked away
and doing time
some cell multiply
when they shoudn't
others try
and they couldn't
some malfunction
some think clear
others dream
and are unaware
some cells meltdown
and harm the living
others are strong
and always forgiving
they are here from when your born
still in the womb
and nice and warm
when you die
they dissapate
back to gods hand
from which they came
Apr 24, 2013
Apr 24, 2013 at 11:53 PM UTC
I have seen the want in your eyes and then I watched it dissapate,
I denied you entrance,
But granted you permission straight into my heart,
You left the girl who wanted you,
I thought you would be the kinder type,
I figured you would be there once I spoke honestly,
But like every other guy who wants one thing
You left when you couldn't have it.
Feb 14, 2012
Feb 14, 2012 at 7:56 AM UTC
almost words
eddy in the murked
corners of my mind
they lack
clarity
and purpose
they lack
need
and wanting
they lie
fooled by the worth they
think they should have
and so.... dissapate having
never been
formed into words....
never having been
more than the
grunts and groans
of an overtired....mind
fecund in potential...yet
barren in time.
almost...words
gone upon the tidal surge
Jul 20, 2014
Jul 20, 2014 at 2:51 AM UTC
My passions
dissapate like ice vapor,
melt like an ice cream cone
lying in the sun,
spreading
genuine sweetness.
And I love watching
the happy ants scramble,
frolicking & dancing,
running to and fro
in the sugary puddle,
licking their feet & antennae,
relishing in the good sweet fun.
Apr 10, 2014
Apr 10, 2014 at 4:58 AM UTC
we were emaciated; ruined
much like the twisted silence at the foot of your bed
a hollow battle field where our hearts would lay
and in nooks of tangled legs and distraught blankets
our secrets would hide
then at night fall they would dissapate
into the cage we called a home,
to poison the atmosphere already swollen
with ambigious thoughts and supressed dreams
we wait for rain
and we wait for the sun
but never reach into the atmosphere
so like our secrets we lay dormant
in our monotonous routines
and our open eyed sleep
Apr 7, 2012
Apr 7, 2012 at 11:40 AM UTC
I can wake up real early
Get myself out of bed,
all on my own
paint on my smile
and wipe away my tears
but not today,
today is for rest
I can sit at my desk
and stare at the screen
make it look real
and impressive
play professional like a big girl
but not today,
today is for creating
I can sleep
without tossing and turning
and dream sweet dreams
that last the whole night through
but not tonight,
tonight is for remembering
I can love
you, like a king
to my queen
I can hold you close
and make your pain dissapate
into nothingness
until there's nothing left at all
but not with this heart,
this heart is meant to stay broken
Apr 4, 2014
Apr 4, 2014 at 10:57 AM UTC
I'm a distant memory
Lost beneath the dust
No longer so shimmery
Falling from the shelves
But not forgotten
Not that feeling, not me
Not something so haunting
As the first time we kissed
Those days in the sun
Just you and me
We had so much fun
Until
You no longer drove by
To see me
So we could watch the sky
And the clouds dissapate
Like the love
We shared
It seemed to come from up above
Then it was gone
Jun 23, 2012
Jun 23, 2012 at 7:04 PM UTC
Deep green
Withered screen
Soft skin
Rotting thin
Blessed boy
Restless joy
I cover it
Emotion
Each heartache
Each pain
To feel you again
To understand touch
To remember such
Love me once more
Barriers will fall
We shall collide
Extremeties dissapate
Crooked smiles will align once again
Nov 23, 2018
Nov 23, 2018 at 12:04 AM UTC
an ominous cloud surrounds me
it gets darker the more I search for a light
suffocating, exasperating, deadly
the cloud is dense like a thick foam pad
can't get through it
have to fight my way through it
my breathing starts becoming gasps
gasps for the air that is clean and pure
the cloud might never dissapate
will it be a part of my life forever?
dark thick heavy weight
it might crush me underneath
every dark cloud is similar but different
they are destructive
and they always trap the person inside
individually uniquely killer
generally excessively present
Dec 5, 2017
Dec 5, 2017 at 12:12 AM UTC
Your stride stirs something in my soul
My eyes awed at the sight of your skin
Scent carries traces of battered trust
Tip-toeing hesitantly, settling in.
I took one look, was lovingly pulled
By the smooth mystery bursting in your touch
The careful aura surrounding your outline
Drew me into your spellbinding clutch.
Your many tattoos tell intricate stories
Flesh inked with past knowledge you keep
I find myself cravings answers to each one
The first time fufillment has reached deep.
The calm comfort of your simple smile
Warms my cold core, a sunny glow
Wild winds of distress slowly dissapate
Then reappear with a forceful flow.
Experiencing these things is not easy
All I had before were distant dreams
Never once had a drop of true love, now my heart
Is full of it, rupturing at the seams.
Apr 21, 2018
Apr 21, 2018 at 10:58 PM UTC
I am a fire.
I burn through the space and time
Around me.
Only To watch roses rise,
Like colored smoke,
from smoldering
Ashes to spring
Into full bloom
.
For what other use
Could there be for my high energy
But to blaze through the world
And fade like fire? To dissapate
And leave roses in my wake.
.
I've written,
Composed,
And painted
Into immortality
My love
For thee
.
But without fuel how could I burn hot enough?
Apr 14, 2018
Apr 14, 2018 at 2:48 AM UTC
why did i fail myself
i let my pain show
it slid right down my face
down my arms
i broke so easily
baby wipe those tears away, save them for when you're alone
but aren't you always?
stuck, alone in your head.
with your friends, the ones that haven't left you. the ones that will never dissapate.
you're the one thats
hated
toxic
unwanted
annoying
you're too pathetic to change
bottle it up, baby, no one needs to see your ******* pain
Jun 24, 2019
Jun 24, 2019 at 5:35 AM UTC
I hate the idea of seeing you in a coffin
me, at your wake
the very first time I'll see you
will be you sleeping so sound and calm
like you finally found true peace
if that would be the first and last photograph
that I will have of you
then, young man, I'm sorry
I have to dissapate it
for it won't do good for my photographic memory
even if I reject that photo in my mind
it will haunt me for years
forever let's say
and as much as how I hate the thought of seeing you lying in a coffin
that would be a lot worse than ever
Sep 4, 2015
Sep 4, 2015 at 7:05 AM UTC