"ablation" poems
The red of cigarette ashes contrasts the white upon the snow.
The expanse is unbroken as his gaze wanders lonely plains.
He takes one puff; then another; then another one so
he can forget her face, and remember how it feels to live again.
His parka is unzipped as he breathes in air so cold,
and cigarette cherries reach his palm and burn away cold contemplations.
He smiles at the Arctic gods' cool ministrations; their fervent consolations
for the love he is smoking and forgetting in the snow.
He zips up his jacket, tosses ashes far below.
He turns away, his footsteps marking the white waste.
They are the only remnant of his remembering ablation,
and soon, they too, are absorbed by the plateau.
Mar 4, 2015
Mar 4, 2015 at 10:28 PM UTC
I always saw a fascination in the stars, the far away galaxies
Your eyes, the creases in your hands
The way these all formed together in a constellation
Exploding with stellar being
Everything about you was celestial.
Hours studying Zodiac signs left me empty
I needed to find myself in your solar system
Forcing life onto other planets
Deserted meteors I saw in your mind
I wanted to restore you.
As I looked to you I felt ablation
My mind melting away the ideas of horoscopes
Making room for you and your astro being
Never once wanting any sort of apastron
I awaited the chaos.
You are an evolved star
Burning out slowly, ever so
Sinking to be extragalactic
A place I never imagined
I was far from extraterrestrial.
But orbiting around you I felt the brightness of our galactic halo
Pushing deeper to reach your nucleus, I became your gravity
As one, our luminosity pressed tightly on all sides
Forcing darkness to disband, a large nova exploding from us
And now we are an elliptical galaxy.
Jan 21, 2015
Jan 21, 2015 at 11:23 PM UTC
When words become ablation
And hands are merely frame,
I stand in hesitation
Avoiding vapid flame.
With lack of motivation
I stride with grueling step
To **** sordid crustaceans
Consuming my own head.
Jul 18, 2016
Jul 18, 2016 at 11:50 PM UTC
It's sad your fear
Knowing that death is near
You lay hapless as a newborn
Covered in feces
You tell me you love me
You're so full of ****
You would tell me anything now
To save
Your pathetic life
But I promise to bestow upon you
Something greater
Something
More perspicacious than life itself
With your death
I shall create a symphonic masterpiece
In the uproar
Upon finding you
Naked of flesh
Hanging by your intestines
Will surpass that of Burke and Hare
Killers extraordinaire
I shall become known as
The one
To whom all others pay homage
So pray to me and ask my forgiveness
For even God knows
Not to interfere with that which I create
You see
Crying is futile
Yet your wails
Sounds as beautiful music
Salaciously enticing
Your tongue
I shall keep
As a
Reminder of this moment
So scream my child
Scream
Until your heart's content
And your lungs collapse
For there is patience in dying
And my knives
Are sharper than surgeons steel
So relax
Time
Is not of the essence here
Would you
Care a taste
Open wide and eat of your flesh
For heaven abounds in its delicacies
Do you see how my dogs devour it
Your breast I shall keep for myself
For I find immeasurable pleasure comes
From eating
Chocolate covered *******
The way the areola
Plays upon the palate
Like a child eating Cotton
Candy on a rainy day
I shall relish in it's
Memories forever
Your eyes I will keep as witness
Seeing only unto themselves
Pickled and ****
A perfect noon snack
With crackers and tea
Don't you think
Imagine
Their shock and awe
Visualize the headlines
Monster Stalks City
As if
My monstrosity
They can envision (input demonic laughter)
Monsters all of them
Recycling feces upon the populace
Yet
There's breath in their lungs
to vilify me insane
Insanity could not have created death
So beautifully orchestrated
And demonstrated
As abstract poetry
Beautiful in its fluency
Next only
To the decay of society
Your death
The epitome
The hallmark of all my gatherings
Culminated in your sufferings
Will outlive posterity
And I
Long dead
Shall be resurrected
A copycat a rock star
For you see my dear
It will not end
With you or I
Or the sudden ablation
Of your flesh
No
You will live
Until
The abstraction of your heart
And I promise you
My love
Saved for last
It will be
The best part
Aug 8, 2016
Aug 8, 2016 at 4:42 PM UTC
They cut, crush, cauterize or tie off the eyestalk
of female prawns and shrimp
to stimulate faster reproduction
usually without anesthesia
I often wonder the complexity of pain felt
when they flail about helplessly
disoriented and dissevered
Do they rejoice?
For their life has a gained greater purpose.
Or do they mourn what once was?
For the following generations will be disease-prone and decline
and suffer
and decay.
Nothing we haven't already done to ourselves admittedly.
We might actually be the only organisms
unable to cohabitate with each other.
We seek God to fear our actions
that are preached as sins.
It keeps us good and honest
Yet our empires and civilizations repeatedly fall
generation after generation
as power is granted to our rulers that partake in
Eyestalk Ablation.
For we worship them over God himself.
It's a good thing we were getting tired of God anyways.
Apr 15, 2025
Apr 15, 2025 at 3:36 PM UTC
A pair of once clear blue eyes
And a small mouth in silent desolation,
both shut, but warm and so brave and wise
to fight against painful memory ablation.
A mixture of perfume and dust
Added to this peculiar presence
Or a puzzled piece of the sun at dusk
Mixed in a strong, bottled essence.
Some bare foot steps on an oaken floor,
wrinkled hands and silk curtains get drawn,
A gentle touch of both old and cold ****
And maybe the armchair contemplating yesterday's dawn.
who was that, passing on the main road?
who knows, but that ponytail looked so familiar!
now and here, when time seems to have slowed,
when no visit is ever auxiliary ...
there are no steps coming through the old door,
and waiting is the only thing left to do,
until all of these hopes will no longer be sore
or maybe memories will fade away too...
Aug 11, 2017
Aug 11, 2017 at 6:38 AM UTC
Formless, hidden flagrance
Bastardizations
Subconscious invasions
Derealization
Murderous mindless mental gobbledygook
Aloof, to bide inside and take a look
Spurious flourish in acrid abhorrence
Tis the demon
Which lies within
That tells me lies
And promotes sin
Trials of toilsome interims
Stagnate and rot, in mine, chagrin
Ineffectual ****** aggravations
Sordid, torrid want, ablation
Putrescence of evanescence
Sorrowful warbles in gargling marbles
Choking on hope,
extinguishing flames of my name and making
Prodding the prongs of the timeless song
Rending and rendering nought to which I belong
Seeing sights, in blindness bind,
simulations of kindness, in emptiest minds
I've seen it screaming, deadened in the dark
It doth implore me, say'n only "Hark!"
Tell me truly, what unruly things of which you speak
Portent futures ever looming, bleak
Unspeakable things
I cannot be
I will not be but me
I am not apostate
To lunacy
Jul 22, 2019
Jul 22, 2019 at 7:05 PM UTC
I cannot breathe, the first time you ask me to leave
I cannot sleep, my knees keep trembling and I feel so weak
My stomach is pulling me in and out of my mind
I'm loosing myself in sickness and in fray
All I wanted is to be okay, till death rip me apart
I cannot close my eyes,
I'm melting inside
I kept hearing words, letters, numbers and voices
I needed time, space and the unknown
pull me back up
throw me out
throw me up
let me out
breathe in
and spiral me out
this needs to stop
I cannot breathe, the first time you ask me to leave
I was staring right back at you
staring deep into those eyes
so deep, that I cannot let this happen
How can I let this celestial beauty pass by
I want to dive deep inside those binary eyes
Explore the undiplomatic universe
I'll shoot myself into flare
Wander in every unknown galaxies
Watch the all the stars explode
all the black holes implode
Watch us our soul perform the ablation
I'll ride the Oort Cloud
Navigate every quadrant
Jump from planet to planet
And discover the hidden truth about those eyes
those psychotic and hypnotic eyes
Why would you not let me in? Inside those beautiful head of yours?
Now, I cannot breathe again, and again, and again and again
None of us can leave, Neither of us can escape
My body's starts shaking
My head is all over the place
I cannot breathe, when you ask me to leave
This hands keeps writing about a distant memory from the future
the words were:
"This is not happening,
this is only exist in your head,
those little voices are your worst enemy
and hey guest what?
your best friend.
They exist so you can live,
they creep at night to tell yout to sleep
But you're so afraid of them
that's why you can't sleep"
I got up went to the bathroom sink
splash some water on my face
I look in to the mirror
I stare at it
and for the longest time
I look at my face
and I said:
"You can leave"
Aug 9, 2019
Aug 9, 2019 at 1:39 AM UTC
(alternately titled: aery diction galloped jocosely)
Abbreviation asper "FAKE"
abdication (wishful thinking),
an aberration Trump accepted
abjuration (or alternative) i.e.
ablation, thee apprenticed
president, would never forsake
abnegation (sooner his cold,
dead paws pried loose Putin
on the Ritz Carlton), this
abomination, his indiscriminate
abrogation appears (underwent)
acceleration autocratic accentuation
Americans aver acceptation,
acclamation, acclimation,
accommodation "FAKE"
accreditation, averse Hispanic
refugee acculturation, he blithely
asseverates, viz faux ******* up)
accumulation unfairly *********
accusation (baseless bigotry)
scapegoating fifty plus shades
brown illegal aliens despite
provable residency status
conveniently citing himself
perforce repetition validates
accustomation touts "FAKE"
non hardy laurels spilt, spelt,
and smelt acetification reign
ruination unleashing acetylation
promoting political acidulation
SCOTUS acrimonious activation
authoritarian smug egoistic
actualization nepotism, jingoism,
despotism actuation atavistic,
apathetic, allergic adaptation
acquiescent, arrant, abhorrent
adjudication Machiavellian aggressive
adjuration acrimonious atrocious
administration alarming, appalling,
arresting admiration abysmal,
artificial, asymmetrical adoration
awful adulation, ambivalent
apathetic adulteration avast
averse adumbration adulteration
affair advocation barren aeration
puffed hirsute aerosolization.
Sep 6, 2018
Sep 6, 2018 at 2:32 AM UTC
You can't rush inspiration,
Unless I'm inspired by you
To lose you I't be an ablation
So I'll never say "adieu".
And if you leave before your day
And depart from the world too young
I'll disperse your pieces in the bay
And in the name of love be hung.
Jan 17, 2018
Jan 17, 2018 at 3:41 PM UTC