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Dec 2017 Tabitha

Opposite

Dec 2017 Tabitha

Juin

Opposite

Looks are very deceiving.

They see peace and happiness.
There's chaos happening inside.

A ray of sunshine that smiles.
But a heart breaking every beat.

Surrounded by people.
But completely alone.

04/12/17

#darkness #opposite

Dec 2017 Tabitha

Stories. 2 April 2017.

Dec 2017 Tabitha

Joey Adams

Stories. 2 April 2017.

Blue are the color of her eyes
deep like an ocean
strong like a lion
radiant like the sun

When you look at them you learn
of her past
of her fears
of her insecurities

But when you listen to them they tell you stories
of her youth
of her hopes
of her future

So day by day you listen
hoping to get lost in those deep blue eyes
hoping to see deeper into her heart
hoping to become one of their stories

#eyes #stories

Dec 2017 Tabitha

Waiting

Dec 2017 Tabitha

Alexandra C

Waiting

It doesn’t matter how much time passes by
Days, months, and even years will pass
But I... I will still be right here
Right in the same place
Where I lost everything

Time does not heal wounds
It only gives you more time to dwell on the pain
I’m sorry
I truly am
But even if I’m pushed
Even if I’m drowning in fortune and love
I will still be here
Waiting
Waiting for everything to somehow—
somehow turn back
And give me a different story
But until then
I’ll be here
Waiting

Some people move on, while others willingly remain in the past.

#pain #hurt #trauma #sad #past #abuse

Dec 2017 Tabitha

Bye?

Dec 2017 Tabitha

Victoria

Bye?

I have to write it down
Or else
My frown will give it away
You're in my heart
But it's to late
In wondering what it takes to escape
Your name on their lips
My psychotic fits
I can't with you
However
I want to
Some how I still miss you
You've been gone from my life so long
But you're still here
And when I hear your name
You're still here
And I fear
What it's doing to me

#bye #sorry #missyou #lovee #forever #stupid

Dec 2017 Tabitha

Just how I am

Dec 2017 Tabitha

Alexander Zheludev

Just how I am

Woah woah woah as i go i know its too late and i hate that i dont appreciate the gifts i have until have i dont no i wont make that mistake again im a grown man now outta the play-pen and as i hold this pen scribble these lines i find myself looking back black and white memories of shes of the past lasted so long but went so fast now theyve moved on no longer held back by thoughts of me but all i can see are the mistakes and what couldve be if i hadent been me but thats okay there are seven billion humons on this planet so granted ill find another who will see all my destructive tendencies and be pleased or at least put up with me

#appreciate #the #gifts #put #up #with #me #how #i #am

Dec 2017 Tabitha

My Rock

Dec 2017 Tabitha

Brie Pizzi

My Rock

At one point in our relationship, I thought you were my rock.
I thought you were the person who kept me steady.
The person who kept me grounded.
The person I could confide in.
The person that supported me through everything.
The person who was there for me when times got hard.

Reflecting back on it now, you were still my rock, but with a different meaning.

You were the rock that weighed me down.
The rock that made times harder.
The rock that used me as its own personal crutch.
The rock that held me back from being happy.
The rock that used my insecurities against me.

I fell under the weight of my rock. Unable to wiggle my way out from underneath for far too long.

I hope whoever is reading this doesn't make the same mistake.

#rock #relationship #boy #heartbreak

Dec 2017 Tabitha

(un)love

Dec 2017 Tabitha

k e i

(un)love

" i l o v e y o u "

i used to think it was too fast

too fast for it to be real

but now i often catch myself wondering,

had i said it back,

would've it made you stay

and would we still be okay

but im glad that i didn't

because you didn't do anything but leave

and now i know it's all u n r e a l

-at least for you anyway

#aesthetic #art #depression #sad #love #broken #melancholy #tears #nostalgia

Dec 2017 Tabitha

Conclusion

Dec 2017 Tabitha

Andrew Durst

Conclusion

In the 3 o'clock hour
before the rising sun
staring at my ceiling
whilst wondering
where to begin
and end
again
I came
to the conclusion
that the world
is full of

selfish,

not broken,

people.

#3am #broken #people #selfish #world #humans #wonder #begin #end