Whenever  the world hits me
pushes me to the ground

I escaped to my fantasy land
the promised land


where  I am worthy
of your love

I want to wake up
Fifty years
From now
when time will
be right

But for tonight
let me close my eyes
and put my head
On your chest
To rest for a second

For little moment
That only could
be us

I hit the bottom
sank even lower
when I met a person
who lives my dream life
the life I  wanted
to create for myself
and have no strenght left
to fight for anymore

In the hour
between sheep and wolf
I wait

with your words
burned  
in my skin  

and my soul
longing
for more

I live in the prison of my fears
waiting for you to release
frightened
when  you arrive
there´ll be nothing of me
left
to give

Your unrequited lust
sentenced me
for life
in solitude

Will I ever
set my soul
free?

I didn´t know
that I could
love like this
before I met you

I didn´t know
that I could
hurt like this
after you left

I disappear in my life
never seen
never heard

trying so hard
to find  a map
to set the path

the only thing
I always find
is  you

Under the facemask
I hid my life
my sorrow,
my pain

my love
for you
I save
for another time


But for this
moment
I let my tears
to fall

You entered my soul
and pierced my heart
making me beg for your love
for ages now
desperate I must seem
hopeless my friends say
but I know no ther way
than loving you

The real poets
Are capable
bleed through
their verses


The only thing
I' ve ever wanted
was caress your heart
With my simple words

The little tear
Crossing my face
Unwelcomed Intruder
That faded Away

Was that something
You say
The look of you
Your smell?

Close enough
To reach, touch
Feel
Still far away

But you cannot
Caress the cigarette
Without
Getting burned

Where did you go,
my love?
Where have I lost you
on my way?

I no longer know
where your mind
is wandering,
Few inches, galaxies away

Where do you
rest your head?
When our world
fells apart

Will you come back?
Will you reach out?
Tommorow, now or
hardly ever

You told me
I am the butterfly

Then you ripped off
My wings

Will I ever
Fly again?

I never regret
Choosing you
To make
My heart
Smile

I don´t care anymore
where the life brings me
as long as you´re alright
content and happy

Wake me up
when it' s all over

When our distance
doesn't matter

Put your hand
on my head

and wake me up
my darling

when it all ends

You never saw
the way I love you

It took me years
of self-hatred

to understand
I was not enough

So I choose myself
and leave

All I have
is the air
in my lungs
as I gasp

But if you need
You have it
just reach
your hand

Cause
without you
I will not
breathe

Sometimes I want to
melt all broken hearts
together
into one piece of unity

Every piece of you
slipped through
my fingers

In these days
I am just the waste of space
In the universe

I invited you to come
I didn't realize

that behind your back
your sister pain
slipped in as well

You left
and She stays

Before I become
Somebody else' s
Regret

I' ll write
the new story
For myself

When the distance matters
The air might be the enemy
The neighbour a threat

My heart beats
imprisoned
between the four walls

I reached for
the verses of you
my only Company

So here I am
As I Always do

Breathing the same air
Walking the same steets

You cannot see me
But I never stop hoping
That you can
Feel

I want to reach
Circle your lips
With my fingertips

Kiss gently
The curtains of your eyes
that guard your sleep

I'll put my hand
on your chest
Just for the second

to ease your pain
I' ll hide all your sorrow
In my palm

One day you will
not remember my name

The touch of my hand
the rhytm of my heart

One day I disappear
from your life

From everybody's life
Even my own

Maybe
Loving you
From the distance
Is my only
Life
Purpose

I built a home
of our kiss

home where
you can rest

nurtured
by my lips