All I have
is the air
in my lungs
as I gasp

But if you need
You have it
just reach
your hand

Cause
without you
I will not
breathe

Every piece of you
slipped through
my fingers

In these days
I am just the waste of space
In the universe

You carved your lips
Into my skin
Leaving the marks
I treasure
I worship
The most precious gift
I'll ever receive

It´s hard to say sorry
to the rainbow eyes
that meant a whole world
to me once

and still does

sorry for my mistakes
for misunderstandings

it´s hard to say sorry
to these beautiful eyes
when I am supposed to say

good bye

You shut the door
And left me in the dark
Like little baby doll
With broken legs and arm

Kept in the secret box
Close to your heart
For other game
Or to repair?

My love for you
make me a poet
for your eyes only

to stroll
through the lines
to reach out
and caress my heart

You entered my soul
and pierced my heart
making me beg for your love
for ages now
desperate I must seem
hopeless my friends say
but I know no ther way
than loving you

Before I become
Somebody else' s
Regret

I' ll write
the new story
For myself

You broke my heart gently
wiping my tears away

You broke my heart tenderly
caressing my soul for a second

I fell for the best person
in the worst time

The night I left
I removed my heart
and put it in your chest

Now I wonder sometimes
if you can still feel my love
flooding in your veins

There it was
the lonely wooden heart
the last one
in the souvenir shop

With huge wound
right in the middle
Nobody wanted to buy
the broken heart

I have it
put it on my sleeve
it suits me well
I think

I have a secret life
very well hidden
from anyone´s eyes
in the glass coffin
I am lying
waiting
for you
to  never come

I hit the bottom
sank even lower
when I met a person
who lives my dream life
the life I  wanted
to create for myself
and have no strenght left
to fight for anymore

Why did I allow you
to crush me over
and over again

When will I
learn to stand
for myself
finally?

You shut the door
reach the fingertips
taking all
as you always do

Here I stand
trembling
waiting
as I always do

and always will

I took my love for you
my broken heart,  my fears
and buried them so deep
that now I wonder
if I ever get the wings

I disappear in my life
never seen
never heard

trying so hard
to find  a map
to set the path

the only thing
I always find
is  you

Whenever  the world hits me
pushes me to the ground

I escaped to my fantasy land
the promised land


where  I am worthy
of your love

You are the man
of my dreams

very well hidden
behind my eyelids

You are the man
of my dreams

who sleeps
next to someone else

Under the facemask
I hid my life
my sorrow,
my pain

my love
for you
I save
for another time


But for this
moment
I let my tears
to fall

Maybe
Loving you
From the distance
Is my only
Life
Purpose

I live in the prison of my fears
waiting for you to release
frightened
when  you arrive
there´ll be nothing of me
left
to give

The little tear
Crossing my face
Unwelcomed Intruder
That faded Away

Was that something
You say
The look of you
Your smell?

Close enough
To reach, touch
Feel
Still far away

But you cannot
Caress the cigarette
Without
Getting burned

I bought you a present
and  hid it  in my palm
I clutched it till I  bled
waiting for   you to come
I brought you the gift
you will never receive

I never regret
Choosing you
To make
My heart
Smile

You paint
my soul
all the colours
of the rainbow

You were teaching me
for years
how worthless
I were

Now I walk around the world
learning
my own lessons
of love
and forgiveness

I built a home
of our kiss

home where
you can rest

nurtured
by my lips

I offered my heart
Little by little
Piece by piece
You took it all
After you left
And now I must live heartless

You reached for the stars
and put them in my eyes

I keep them locked
behind my eyelids


fearful

that you´ll change
your mind

I´ ve lost the count
of sleepless nights
when dark window
mirrors my face
I no longer recognize
without you
I am nothing

When the distance matters
The air might be the enemy
The neighbour a threat

My heart beats
imprisoned
between the four walls

I reached for
the verses of you
my only Company

You told me
I am the butterfly

Then you ripped off
My wings

Will I ever
Fly again?

Setting  you free
letting you go
sentenced me
to life
without
sunlight

On my way
to you
I lost
myself
in my own life

On the cliff
she´s standing

waiting

for the one
who never arrives

longing

grieving

for love
that never
comes

Each time  
I reach
for you

I find
an empty
space

Loving you is the purest act
I' ve done in my life

Even if you don't care
I won't change a thing

Where did you go,
my love?
Where have I lost you
on my way?

I no longer know
where your mind
is wandering,
Few inches, galaxies away

Where do you
rest your head?
When our world
fells apart

Will you come back?
Will you reach out?
Tommorow, now or
hardly ever

Put  your hands
on my body
before dawn
arrives

I know it will hurt
make me scar

but my heart
only beats
under your
palm

You broke me
beyond repair
I am not a woman
anymore
just the collection
of shattered pieces
that no longer
fit together

When the darkness swallows me
in my dreams you come
to cover  my body
to wrap  my heart
into your warmth
untill the dawn
when I wake up
alone

I want to paint you
with my lips

Mark your skin
with my colourful love

To make you
A masterpiece

If they asked me
where is  my home
I said at your
collarbone
protecting
your heart

I didn´t know
that I could
love like this
before I met you

I didn´t know
that I could
hurt like this
after you left

In the darkest hour
Just before the dawn
My mind goes wild
Flies far away
Above the sky

Where my fingertips tickle
The little hairs on your neck
Where your smiling eyes
Read me between the lines

In that special place
Over the clouds
You wait for me

I believe

The same way I wait here
For you
To arrive

The night you left
my heart broke
into million pieces

spread underneath your soles
to make you stop
just for the moment


for the split second
so I could caress your face
for the very last time

The night you left
I burned to ashes

I am on the run
from my broken heart

Healing my burns
Collecting my wounds

Until the day
You set me on fire again