3 months passed
New years eve comes soon
You'll be happy
and I won't be
You'll be kissing some girl
while my lips grace the rim
of my finished tequila bottle
I can't forget you
Like you forgot me
life is ever-changing
and you were the biggest change
I just remembered how much
I hate change

I wish I could see
how I was consumed before
I am not who you see
I am not here anymore

I am a stranger to myself
mirror has stopped speaking
and I don't feel the air
even though I'm still breathing



forgotten places whisper to me
call me back to where I once belonged
there is nothing out there anymore
and I've been gone for so long
there's nothing back there for me
it's all gone
it's all gone




cutting open the old scars
I want to find it all again
tied to a different tale
every word is still the same

I will erase my sight
so I can be blind to my own fragility
I wish I was more than what I've become
I've forgotten what I wanted to be



I will fade into the pieces
that sheltered me from my own
in one smile and a thousand diseases
it's all gone, it's all gone

if I consume myself today
I know there will be no one left to mourn
for all that i had once means nothing
it means nothing if I was never born


forgotten places whisper to me
call me back to where I once belonged
there is nothing out there anymore
and I've been gone for so long
there's nothing back there for me
it's all gone
it's all gone

People who stood there once before
No one is there anymore
how the world forgets
where the sun sets.