#worthless poems on Hello Poetry

THE TROY Nov 2018

lost

I feel lost, empty like a vacuum,
My mouth dry as my mind is flooded with many thoughts,
Thoughts of how insignificant and worthless I am ,
Unworthy of love.

I want to quit everything ,
Everything that reminds me I'm worthless .

I crave love , I crave a woman's touch
Like a skinny dog longing for a bone.

So I sink my head in poetry ,
Because that is all I know.

If only I could make friends with my poems,
If only I could ****** a girl with a poem,
If only I could fill my void with poetry.

I feel lost like a sheep with no flock,
So I gaze upon the crowds and stare deep into the happy faces,
I don't think I belong.

People say " there's something for you out there"
But really, I am always left out.

My dad never loved me ,
My mom just left me,
Am all alone.

Will I ever be okay ?

#alone #lost #scared #worthless

a M b 3 R Nov 2018

treasure chest filled with love

a treasure chest filled with gold.
is that all we need?
we go through so much just to get that money?
instead of wasting time finding that treasure,
why not find a hobby
or spend time with your loved ones,
feel love and happiness.
money will never satisfy us.

#money #worthless #love #happiness

empty seas Nov 2018

perfection comes in many forms, and none of them are me

i say i strive to do my best
but that is not true
i strive for perfection
because my best isn’t good enough
anymore

if i’m in the 99th percentile
there’s still 1% who beat me
i must be better

A’s are not sufficient anymore
i have to have 100s in my classes
i must be better

i am a hideous Medusa of a monster
i must dress better, cover my face
i must be better

if i am not perfect, i am worthless
if i am not perfect, i am worthless
if i am not perfect, i am worthless
if i am not perfect, i am worthless
i am worthless
i am worthless

i deserve this endless hunt, this punishment
always failing to meet my goals
i deserve all the sleepless nights and anxiety and having panic attacks over getting a B on an assignment
Why? because i am a worthless human being
i only hurt and cause pain and everyone who has ever known me knows this, even if not consciously
they are all perfect in all their imperfections, balancing it out with kindness and friendship
i am just worthless

#worthless #perfection #anxiety

Shea Nov 2018

Bad Habit--The Slam Confessions p.2

"Crane my neck and scratch my name"
You've drawn too close to me
You see,
You're a drug
I need a hit
A lick or sip
To satisfy my habit
Laugh at it
Or live it
Either way you've---

I need to change
And not blame
My silly problems
I know I've got em'
But no one else needs to know
Cause if they know
They seem to blame
Not the one at fault
But the one playing my game
Themselves
They forget
Their innocence in all of this
I don't want to hurt anybody
But it seems like I do
If I don't hold it in somehow
Then I will be the one who
Hurt everyone
And that---

I could keep dragging on
I could write a thousand lousy songs
To show you
Cause my actions never
Run the circle
I feel like a liar
Someone you despise or
Like a bug
Or feeding off of you
Like a parasite
I feel I might
Ask if you want me to leave
I know I love you,
But do you love me?
My worried soul
Needs to know--

#soul #tired #sad #anxious #poetry #freeverse #free #verse #worthless #anxiety

Shea Nov 2018

Terrified

I feel the shadows
running in to greet me
I feel me, my skin and bones
And growing old
I wonder
If this was ever real
I ponder
On why I was ever here
So tell me, will you play my game?
Cause I'm often sure that what I play
Is result of a dissociated state

#poetry #dissociated #game #poet #worthless

She Writes Nov 2018

Self Sabotage

I’ve found my biggest enemy
Resides right between my ears
Poisoning my thoughts
Feeding on my insecurities
Killing my self worth
One negative thought at a time

#negative #self #sabotage #worthless #thoughts #insecure #enemy

Rose Oct 2018

calypso spiced

What will come of tomorrow
Will the drunkenness run through and bits fall into place
Or will you forget all of this
Every word whispered in your ear as you’re hands seek places
My desperation of meaning more than this
And you’re simple words used for a girl in desperate need of loving
A drunken kiss and drunken man are all that I accept

one of those things you always seem to do, right? those nights that you wish never happened, where you kept some dignity but lost a lot.

#unforgiven #falling #worthless #unloved #careless #meaningless #lust #knowing #drunken #night

Katinka Oct 2018

Worthless

Worthless
the way I feel
Worthless
the way others made me feel
Worthless
the way I try to improve
Worthless
the way others ruined my progress
Worthless
the way to continue fighting
Worthless
the way others told me to give up

Worthless
to keep living this way
Worthless
to keep bringing me down
Worthless
to keep listening to what they say
Worthless
to keep changing for others
Worthless
is NOT who I am

#positive #worthless #sad

Lucy Oct 2018

OCN

I'm trapped and enclosed.

Buried under paranoia.

I fear he will leave.

Replaced by Chanel perfume and deception, cat like eyes and caramelized extensions.

Drowning under mental images I've created. Mentions being spoken.

Inevitable feelings I try to avoid, but I can not.

Her existence makes me melt, even though we have never met.

My thoughts are too much to bare.

I despise this naked evil.

#ex #hate #relationship #her #him #hurt #why #romance #worthless #ugly